by Yellow. » Thu May 09, 2019 9:17 am
Username: Yellow.
Positivity:
So this year I finally made the leap and moved out, something that honestly terrified me. I'd had others move out, leave me, but I'm close to my family and the idea of being away for this quite honestly terrified me. What if I messed up? What if I couldn't do it? Every time I thought about doing it these thoughts plagued my mind. But now that I have done it I've learned something. One I could never live on my own, thank god for my roommates she went on a trip for a few days and I realized how mad I would go without someone in the house, the animals are not enough. Two even though I don't live with my family anymore I still see them about once a week, stealing the washer and dryer until I get one at my place but it's nice to see them in this fashion, without me having to say I need it. And three that even if I mess something up, it'll be okay there's always a way to fix it. So, in the end, I'm proud of myself for doing it, for moving out. I needed to do it so I could grow and maybe it will help me figure myself out, who knows.
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Did you forget me so soon?
The one who made you,
turned you into this monster?
How sad.
Though I guess it's to be expected,
you always liked to block things out.
If it didn't make sense in your mind,
you just forgot about it.
But maybe it's because I didn't,
make you into a monster that is.
You already were a monster,
weren't you? ✦ ✧ ✦ ✧ ✦ ✧ ✦ ✧ ✦ ✧ ✦ ✧ ✦ ✧ ✦