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Username:
Thani
Name:
Cadence {Caddy}
Age:
Mid 30's
Sex:
Female
Occupation:
Writer
Song:
Yellow- Coldplay
We were only kids back then, young and dumb.
I still remember the way you did your hair.
Two big buns, tied nice and tight atop your head.
They started out neat and tidy but throughout the day, they would get messy.
That always bugged you, didn't it?
Having to move your hair from your face constantly.
I remember the way you looked at me when I gave you my favorite barrette.
A small, orange colored pin with a faded print of fruits on it.
It was worn out and very used...but you were still so happy with it.
A simple thing but it got the job done, kept your beautiful hair from covering your face.
Growing older I realized, that nothing could be as simple as those schoolyard days.
Where crushes were innocent, where broken hearts could be mended easily by the ever growing group of friends you had.
Where every day I got to see you, not knowing that when you got back home...everything was terrible.
You were so cheerful and put together, you were the light in the darkness for every kid at that school.
From bullies to broken bones, you made everyone feel better.
I liked to think that I did the same for you.
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When I was asked to speak at your funeral, Immediately knew what I was going to say.
Talk about how you were loved, how you were an important person in many peoples eyes.
The way you made everyone feel. The way you made Me feel.
When we moved to this city, I cried. I didn't wanna leave you.
You assured me that no matter where I was, near or far we'd have a special bond.
We kept in touch through our high-school days.
You kept me up on all the latest news of our old friends, you told me about boys and secrets.
Typical things that young girls talk about. I never realized that I was getting jealous, until it was too late.
I was sad for a long time, I still am..but not for the reason you might think.
Seeing you happy over those short summer visits, watching you with him, It was bittersweet in a way.
I wish sometimes I had told you how I felt all those years ago, but I can't say that I really regret not doing it.
I'm sad because I spent all that time being angry and upset when I should have been thrilled you were thriving.
And you were thriving. Married, Two kids with an amazing job and house.
You had the life I always knew someone like you deserved. Picket fence, nice yard...You even had a dog.
A perfect put together life for the perfect family.
Only it wasn't perfect. It was an illusion. You tried to tell me many times, but I shrugged you off.
I was too busy worrying about my own life, to truly listen to what was going wrong in your own.
I'll never forget getting that call...that you were gone. It was, and still is the worst day of my life.
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You know I love you so
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Iv'e never felt true heartbreak until I lost you.
I'd like to think that if, just one person took the time to listen and understand her problems.
She would still be here with us.
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Annie, I miss you so much.
I'm so sorry that I wasn't the friend you needed me to be.
I...I'm so sorry.
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A crumpled heap kneeled over a gravestone,
clutching a few pieces of paper.
Quiet sobs could be heard from afar, a truly sad sight to behold.
Cadence couldn't bring herself to show up at the funeral,
she couldn't show her face in front off all those who she let down.
So here she lie, Two big buns atop her head,
crying over the place where her best friend lay.
Closing Notes ♥
Thank you for this chance to adopt a lovely kal !
I plan on growing her ASAP and inserting her sad little self into my City Timeline with a few of my other kids.
I had alot of fun writing something a bit different for once so I hope you liked it !
If you have any questions please don't be afraid to ask me ; U; I know it might be a little confusing !