by Stephaaa » Fri Nov 23, 2018 1:29 pm
Username: Stephaaa
Kalon name: Jax
Irrational fear:
I wake up late in the night, as usual when one of my wild and bizarre dreams end. I better go back to sleep quick and not think about anything— wait what? What is that?
It's a mysterious figure, one I can barely see through the pitch black dark. I can't believe it. The monsters have come to take me finally, it was their GOAL all this time and I can't even believe myself, oh someone please HELP!
I'm way too scared to get out of bed and turn on the lights— especially if something is waiting for me.
I have no plans for this one. I have my zombie apocalypse plan, my hiding plan away from ghosts, but I was not expecting this in the middle of the night!! It's not even moving, not saying anything, just waiting like a cheetah for me, the gazelle. Just sleep through it. It will be gone. I try to go to sleep, and stay as still in my bed as possible.
Just as I thought everything would be fine the heater turns on and pierces shivers through my spine. No! The figure is still there not moving, but I know they did this on purpose. Planning an attack. They've probably already destroyed all my plans and guides. They want to warn me. I yell in terror, "Help!!"
I can just feel it coming closer....
The lights click on.
"What's the problem Jax?!"
I look over at my tired brother and I point behind them. He looks behind. "What?"
I give a big sigh of stupidity and relief. It's just a chair with a pile of clothes.
"Nevermind it's nothing, sorry." I grin and he leaves in bewilderment.
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by cad bane » Sat Nov 24, 2018 2:07 am
Username: poca,
Kalon name: jace
Irrational fear:
hypnophobia - an irrational fear of falling asleep.
the mere thought of sleep makes me panic. i can't do it. i can't. what if i die? what if my heart stops beating overnight? i'd never know, and then i'd be gone. so i don't sleep. it really takes a toll on my performance the next day, but i think it's safer.
it all began that one lazy afternoon with some buddies of mine. we were watching television or something, when i suddenly just... fainted. i didn't remember any of it. doctors said i was fine. but i wasn't. that experience has affected me mentally. it triggered something in my brain. i thought of what it would be like if i died and didn't realize i was dead. what if i had died while i was unconscious just then?
some people ask why i'm so scared of death. well, to keep it short, i'm an atheist. i don't believe in an afterlife. i believe that when we die, it's all over. i'm still young, i still have life ahead of me... i don't want it to be all over yet. i can prevent death by staying awake. i admit that i have almost nothing to live for any more... i mostly just stay in my cabin and try to keep myself awake. i only make interactions with other kalons if i have no other choice. but still, the thought of dying is too much for me to handle.
i have bags under my eyes. my thoughts are all blurry. only one thought is constant: don't sleep. can't sleep. won't sleep. my mother sends me letters every now and then, telling me about how she worries about me and wants me to get treatment. i don't reply. i don't need her help. those doctors she wants me to see are only going to tell me that sleep is healthy, trick me into sleeping, and i will die in my sleep. i feel lost a lot, but i know where i want to go, and i don't need anyone's help.
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by honua » Sat Nov 24, 2018 10:26 am
Username: honua
Kalon name: Casper
Irrational fear: Casper is afraid of dentists. Not a minor fear that most people have, no. It's a lot more extreme. He once watched a dentistry documentary and acted as if it was a horror movie. He had nightmares and everything. He hasn't been to the dentist in years but he takes very good care of his teeth so he feels he doesn't need to. "If it ain't broke, don't fix it!" he likes to say. He brushes and flosses almost hourly because of his anxieties. This fear is due to a time in his childhood when he had cavities and had to get a tooth pulled, they didn't use enough numbing medication and this caused a lot of pain for the young kalon. (Word count: 122)
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by - Alice - » Sun Nov 25, 2018 7:34 am
Username: thejokerkeepsmiling1
Kalon name: nika boltamore
Irrational fear: toothpaste - res with idea he is afraid of it as it's a solid with liquid form and also makes everything taste weird afterwords >3<
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by friday » Mon Nov 26, 2018 2:00 am
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Kalon name: Chester
Irrational fear: Chester is afraid of camels. This seems rather odd, given that there are much scarier creatures out there. But camels are big. They're mean. They make terrifying sounds. And one drooled on Chester's face when he was a kit.
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