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✿ wings that provide me with hope wrote:indenthonoka had known not of hope. she was a soldier who was feared on the battlefield, yet shunned by her peers and was dubbed as merely a war machine. from a young age, she had been raised to fight, and fighting was everything honoka had ever known. many kalons had high hopes for the end of the war. they had family to return to, memories to share and stories to tell. honoka had nothing, but she still fought on, believing in the one day that she'd truly be able to find herself within the blood that had been spilled by her own paws.
indentthen she had an accident. she was sent to a rehabilitation center where she was left alone to rediscover who she truly was. healing was slow and difficult, and as a kalon who had been raised to fight and do nothing but fight, honoka didn't know what she was supposed to do. her mind was in tatters, and although her body was strong and agile, it didn't take very much to completely break her down.
indentwhat was she supposed to do?
indentlater on, she received a suggestion. she could help out the hospital staff; they were short-handed anyways, and honoka had nothing better to do than stare blankly out the window, contemplating her life. she agreed and made herself as useful as possible. she was a shoddy nurse; she only got in the way of other doctors, and although the doctors were exasperated, they kept quiet, knowing the fragile state honoka was in.
indentthen, she spoke to the war veterans. a spark of emotion was lit in her, and honoka soon realized that these were kalons she could empathize with. she could heal with her words instead.
indenthope was still a foreign concept, but honoka felt it.
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✿ the friend i needed but never deserved wrote:indenthonoka's partner was a mere songbird, a plain and unassuming nightingale. while they couldn't communicate, the little nightingale encouraged her in its own ways; a song here and there, a few loving nudges with its head. as much as a heaven sent the nightingale appeared to be, honoka soon came to realize that her beloved nightingale companion was just as flawed as she herself was. the nightingale was a bird who could never quite fly as beautifully as some of the other songbirds, and it was evident that the nightingale didn't belong with all the other birds that flew in the forests.
indenthonoka sees the nightingale as her support line, much like how some of the more broken down veteran soldiers view her words as inspiration and motivation to continue pushing forward through each day. without the nightingale, honoka would've have been where she is right now; she considers her relationship with the nightingale to be akin of the jiun bird in chinese mythology; two incomplete and broken birds who are able to fly once more by relying and trusting each other.
indentother kalons may scorn honoka for putting so much of her energy and soul into her small, avian friend, but she knows better. that small nightingale, who honoka had named kizuna after the bonds that they had formed, had truly helped her rise from a dark place after she had been moved to a rehabilitation facility, and nobody aside from honoka would truly be able to understand just how much of an impact kizuna's existence had on the silver furred kalon. in turn, kizuna the nightingale would trust honoka as well, and through that mutual bond of trust and unadulterated adoration for each other, honoka believes that it's okay to continue on, even if everyone else thinks otherwise.
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