Username: OrangeSocks
Name Zebadiah Bowers
Gender: Male
Prompt Response: (1000 words max)
Zebadiah Bowers, Cadet’s Log
September 8th
I should be angry, fuming. I should... well, I am, but I’m mostly confused. My emotions are a jumble. I’ve never used a log before, but it’s highly suggested by the moral office as we get used to the academy. The lead officer also pushed me to because of what happened. She said it might help sort things out. Classic therapist move, with all this tech we still resort to century-old tactics. I want to just scream into the computer, see if it picks up that frustration. But can’t. I modelled myself after him and he always kept his composure. Amazing, I admired him for it. It’s so hard to just be angry at him. I just don’t understand why he did it. He’s not like them. He knew all the same stuff I do about them, yet he left. He left the empire. He… left me.
Since we were little we were told stories about those treasonous, violent rebels. Those anarchists. About how they treated others. Taught to look at them with disdain. Cheer whenever one of their bases was taken. When I try to imagine my brother with them… I can’t. He was the kindest, smartest, most incredible person I knew. Top of his class and sent to the mothership right out of the academy. I can’t shake my fist at the rebels because he’s there. But, did I actually know him? The wonderful brother I thought I knew and this dangerous rebel he is supposed be are… arm wrestling inside my brain to see who is the real one. Is that stupid? Maybe. But, the truth is there. He blew a big hole in the mothership, stole military secrets, and escape with a hostage into rebel territory.
I wish he waited to execute his plan until I had been accepted. He always thought I would be better at engineering, like him. It would have been nice to flaunt my high science marks and acceptance letter around him. He would have said… um… I… I have to go. End log.
November 21st
It’s hard to get in the right mood to use this. With studies and stuff running through my head, it’s hard to find the right words and I end up frustrated. Then again, frustration is the only emotion that makes sense anymore. The teachers have been keeping an eye on me since I started. It’s annoying. I haven’t done anything, but with what I’ve been thinking recently, I can’t blame them. It’s just… nevermind.
The reason I made myself make a log today is this box my parents sent me some time ago. I had asked for some books but they also threw a bunch of stuff from the bottom of my closet. I have quite of bit of Charlie’s old stuff. I guess mom couldn’t bring herself to sort through it. I know it is silly to keep books instead of holopads, but the feeling of the paper and the faint smell of disintegrating glue is something tech can’t replicate. That’s something I got from him too. Charlie loved books; when he moved out he left a lot of them to me. I asked for some I knew he loved. A silly thought that they might hold some explanation. I was grasping at anything. But I’m getting ahead of myself, here, uh....let me describe it.
The box is a large one with an antigravity pump on each side, allowing it to be pulled weightlessly. It’s around 8pm and my roommate isn't back yet so things are pretty quiet. He’s part of a lot of extracurriculars, so that’s normal. I’m sitting on my bed, trying to decide if I have enough energy to go through everything. I finally start to sort through and I find this yellowed envelope. The mail system hasn’t been used since my grandparents were children, so finding that caught my interest. The thin paper was bulging with an indistinguishable shape. I didn’t know what I expected to find, but definitely not this. A pair of glasses. More specifically, Charlie’s glasses. At the age of ten, all children are assessed and any health concerns are wiped away with surgery. Yet, for some reason, Charlie refused to get his eyes fixed. Mom made sure I didn’t have a choice when my turn came, but wow did I want glasses just like him for the longest time. The only reason he stopped wearing them was that engineers have to have perfect eyesight to be accepted to the mothership. I didn’t know he kept them. I don’t know how they got into my closet.
As I sat there, turning them around in my hands, I wasn’t sure what to feel. The anger was there, but after walking in the same halls as him for almost a month, other feelings began to take up space. Sometimes, I could even forget that he was considered a threat. The face with glasses that I associated my brother with was easier to see then the barefaced man he left as... who then left us. They are like two different people. At that moment, holding his glasses, I felt like I was holding the half of him that I knew, and I felt confident that I really did know him. I don’t know what possessed me, but I put them on. The world blurred as expected, but looking around they caught a flash of light from a corner. I doubted it was anything, but being in a weird mood, I consigned myself to check it out. Climbing on my roommate's bed (after taking off the glasses), I was barely able to spot a small device blended into the wall. With tiny holes peppered across it, I assumed it was a speaker… or a microphone. Announcements that we get in our dorms always come from outside the door, so I had no idea what that could be. I took myself back to my bed and sat there with this discovery. Without thinking, I put the glasses back on. Then my roommate comes crashing in with a big smile on his face, pausing as he noticed me. “Hey, buddy! Those look pretty cool on ya. I haven’t see glasses since I was little and thought they looked stupid, but you pull them off pretty well!” With that, he dived into bed, not bothering to change his clothes. I stared at him until his soft breaths became even. I think I sat there for almost an hour before resigning myself to sleep, falling into dreams filled with memories.
When I woke up the next morning, I found the glasses on my bedside table where I left them. However, the lenses had been popped out and neatly placed next to them. A holopad came to life with a recording. “Buddy! I took out the lenses for ya. You should totally wear these for fun! You barely stick out in this school except for what happened to your bro, so you should totally jazz yourself up!” Of course, he would do something like that. He didn’t care who I was related too; since we were assigned as roommates he had taken on the responsibility of being my friend. It was almost funny. I got dressed and on impulse, I put the empty frames on as I left, the memory of the microphone in the back of my head.
Since then, things have been getting weird. No one really cared about my new accessory, but I’ve started seeing things. No, not because of the glasses… well, maybe because of them. But in a metaphorical way! My “undying” patriotism has been… wavering. I’ve been paying attention to the world more, trying to see reasons for what he did, and I’ve been… finding them. Statistics not matching up, incorrect statements from the mothership erased, claims of things that the rebels have done not making logical sense. Stuff like that. I’ve been looking into things on my free time and have learned that I don’t know what the truth is anymore. How easy it is for facts to be fabricated. And I’ve learned that the empire I’ve believed in for so long may not be as great as I thought it was. I’ve managed to mess with the microphone in our room, which I’ve figured out that all rooms in the academy are bugged, so that I can get this all down.
To be honest, I’m afraid. Of what this all means, how I am supposed to process it all, but… I’m no longer angry. Since I’ve put these glasses on, I feel closer to Charlie, the Charlie I remember, and I'm getting to know how he might have become the Charlie I’ve heard about. I’m also beginning to question if what he did was completely incorrect. His footsteps are glowing through this darkness of uncertainty and with his glasses, I’m finally seeing them. End log.
(1495/1500, I combined the main and the extra if that is okay ^_^)
Name Zebadiah Bowers
Gender: Male
Prompt Response: (1000 words max)
Zebadiah Bowers, Cadet’s Log
September 8th
I should be angry, fuming. I should... well, I am, but I’m mostly confused. My emotions are a jumble. I’ve never used a log before, but it’s highly suggested by the moral office as we get used to the academy. The lead officer also pushed me to because of what happened. She said it might help sort things out. Classic therapist move, with all this tech we still resort to century-old tactics. I want to just scream into the computer, see if it picks up that frustration. But can’t. I modelled myself after him and he always kept his composure. Amazing, I admired him for it. It’s so hard to just be angry at him. I just don’t understand why he did it. He’s not like them. He knew all the same stuff I do about them, yet he left. He left the empire. He… left me.
Since we were little we were told stories about those treasonous, violent rebels. Those anarchists. About how they treated others. Taught to look at them with disdain. Cheer whenever one of their bases was taken. When I try to imagine my brother with them… I can’t. He was the kindest, smartest, most incredible person I knew. Top of his class and sent to the mothership right out of the academy. I can’t shake my fist at the rebels because he’s there. But, did I actually know him? The wonderful brother I thought I knew and this dangerous rebel he is supposed be are… arm wrestling inside my brain to see who is the real one. Is that stupid? Maybe. But, the truth is there. He blew a big hole in the mothership, stole military secrets, and escape with a hostage into rebel territory.
I wish he waited to execute his plan until I had been accepted. He always thought I would be better at engineering, like him. It would have been nice to flaunt my high science marks and acceptance letter around him. He would have said… um… I… I have to go. End log.
November 21st
It’s hard to get in the right mood to use this. With studies and stuff running through my head, it’s hard to find the right words and I end up frustrated. Then again, frustration is the only emotion that makes sense anymore. The teachers have been keeping an eye on me since I started. It’s annoying. I haven’t done anything, but with what I’ve been thinking recently, I can’t blame them. It’s just… nevermind.
The reason I made myself make a log today is this box my parents sent me some time ago. I had asked for some books but they also threw a bunch of stuff from the bottom of my closet. I have quite of bit of Charlie’s old stuff. I guess mom couldn’t bring herself to sort through it. I know it is silly to keep books instead of holopads, but the feeling of the paper and the faint smell of disintegrating glue is something tech can’t replicate. That’s something I got from him too. Charlie loved books; when he moved out he left a lot of them to me. I asked for some I knew he loved. A silly thought that they might hold some explanation. I was grasping at anything. But I’m getting ahead of myself, here, uh....let me describe it.
The box is a large one with an antigravity pump on each side, allowing it to be pulled weightlessly. It’s around 8pm and my roommate isn't back yet so things are pretty quiet. He’s part of a lot of extracurriculars, so that’s normal. I’m sitting on my bed, trying to decide if I have enough energy to go through everything. I finally start to sort through and I find this yellowed envelope. The mail system hasn’t been used since my grandparents were children, so finding that caught my interest. The thin paper was bulging with an indistinguishable shape. I didn’t know what I expected to find, but definitely not this. A pair of glasses. More specifically, Charlie’s glasses. At the age of ten, all children are assessed and any health concerns are wiped away with surgery. Yet, for some reason, Charlie refused to get his eyes fixed. Mom made sure I didn’t have a choice when my turn came, but wow did I want glasses just like him for the longest time. The only reason he stopped wearing them was that engineers have to have perfect eyesight to be accepted to the mothership. I didn’t know he kept them. I don’t know how they got into my closet.
As I sat there, turning them around in my hands, I wasn’t sure what to feel. The anger was there, but after walking in the same halls as him for almost a month, other feelings began to take up space. Sometimes, I could even forget that he was considered a threat. The face with glasses that I associated my brother with was easier to see then the barefaced man he left as... who then left us. They are like two different people. At that moment, holding his glasses, I felt like I was holding the half of him that I knew, and I felt confident that I really did know him. I don’t know what possessed me, but I put them on. The world blurred as expected, but looking around they caught a flash of light from a corner. I doubted it was anything, but being in a weird mood, I consigned myself to check it out. Climbing on my roommate's bed (after taking off the glasses), I was barely able to spot a small device blended into the wall. With tiny holes peppered across it, I assumed it was a speaker… or a microphone. Announcements that we get in our dorms always come from outside the door, so I had no idea what that could be. I took myself back to my bed and sat there with this discovery. Without thinking, I put the glasses back on. Then my roommate comes crashing in with a big smile on his face, pausing as he noticed me. “Hey, buddy! Those look pretty cool on ya. I haven’t see glasses since I was little and thought they looked stupid, but you pull them off pretty well!” With that, he dived into bed, not bothering to change his clothes. I stared at him until his soft breaths became even. I think I sat there for almost an hour before resigning myself to sleep, falling into dreams filled with memories.
When I woke up the next morning, I found the glasses on my bedside table where I left them. However, the lenses had been popped out and neatly placed next to them. A holopad came to life with a recording. “Buddy! I took out the lenses for ya. You should totally wear these for fun! You barely stick out in this school except for what happened to your bro, so you should totally jazz yourself up!” Of course, he would do something like that. He didn’t care who I was related too; since we were assigned as roommates he had taken on the responsibility of being my friend. It was almost funny. I got dressed and on impulse, I put the empty frames on as I left, the memory of the microphone in the back of my head.
Since then, things have been getting weird. No one really cared about my new accessory, but I’ve started seeing things. No, not because of the glasses… well, maybe because of them. But in a metaphorical way! My “undying” patriotism has been… wavering. I’ve been paying attention to the world more, trying to see reasons for what he did, and I’ve been… finding them. Statistics not matching up, incorrect statements from the mothership erased, claims of things that the rebels have done not making logical sense. Stuff like that. I’ve been looking into things on my free time and have learned that I don’t know what the truth is anymore. How easy it is for facts to be fabricated. And I’ve learned that the empire I’ve believed in for so long may not be as great as I thought it was. I’ve managed to mess with the microphone in our room, which I’ve figured out that all rooms in the academy are bugged, so that I can get this all down.
To be honest, I’m afraid. Of what this all means, how I am supposed to process it all, but… I’m no longer angry. Since I’ve put these glasses on, I feel closer to Charlie, the Charlie I remember, and I'm getting to know how he might have become the Charlie I’ve heard about. I’m also beginning to question if what he did was completely incorrect. His footsteps are glowing through this darkness of uncertainty and with his glasses, I’m finally seeing them. End log.
(1495/1500, I combined the main and the extra if that is okay ^_^)