Username;; Golden-Boy
Sima's Name;; Edinth
Gender;; Male
What's their most embarrassing memory?;;
"Hey, look at the new kid, he's blushing!!"
Edinth shivered as he only covered more of his face. He could feel tears welling up on his face and softly starting to fall into his fur. His face burned as he tried to calm down, though every breath he took seemed to be interrupted with a painful cough that tore through his throat like a knife. The sima in front of his was silent, but those surrounding the two were beginning to laugh, and each different laugh made him feel so much worse, every time he identified a new voice insulting him for trying to show his feelings. He felt his blush grow, his embarrassment rise, and his desire to go home and hide under his bed come closer to being his main thought. He heard the voices become even louder, and he felt the tears become more common, dropping to the ground and making soft sounds as they hit the tile floor. He couldn't hear that, not over the words of the other simas.
"Did he just give a bouquet to him, oh my god!"
"Is he like, dense or something?"
"Who does he think he is? Hit him!"
"Rip those dumb stones off his back!"
As the words became more violent, Edinth shook, his body wondering when to flee, fearing that there would be more people around them that would injure him if he tried to run away. The mixture of embarrassment and fear was almost enough for him to feel like something had broken inside of him. Something vital, something important. He felt himself openly sob, struggling to keep himself together as he reached out with one paw to grab the bouquet he had made for the sima in front of him. The bouquet held an assorted color range of daisies, all wrapped together with a plastic decorated with small flowers as well. He took a hold of it, pulling it to himself and feeling the tag attached to it scrape against his pawpads. He remembered what he had written there. 'Be my friend?' In a calligraphy style that took Edinth hours to perfect.
He had been acquaintances with this sima for a good year, but he always felt like he had to go all out before he could really consider them a friend. Edinth had worked hours on making the calligraphy perfect, making sure all of the flowers were as full and colorful as possible, and he even took a painful amount of time just drawing small flowers on the plastic that held the flowers together. But clearly, all of that was a mistake. He never should have done any of that, because now the pain in his head and the pain in his heart, fueled by embarrassment and fear, seared through his soul like a brand. The grip on the flowers tightened, and he could feel the stems let out it's liquids from how hard he was crushing them. He wanted to let them go, but he was too scared, and his face was too red and covered in tears for him to soften his grip.
He felt a small feeling of a paw on his shoulder, and then the chanting. The horrible, crying sounds of the chanting from the rest of the simas. Some were saying for his acquaintance to slash his face, others cried to try and tear out his moodstones, and he heard one saying they wanted to see his fur scattered on the floor. Edinth cringed, but he moved the arm over his face to get a look at his acquaintance, just to see if he was as angry as everyone else. But as his eyes adjusted to the light, and the tears blocking out his vision fell down out of his eyes, he saw the expression that the other had, and it was anything but angry.
The soft expression of sympathy and concern was close, and the paw on his shoulder seemed to be for comfort. The sima in front of him took the bouquet, Edinth seeming to have an easier time letting the flowers go once the other had it cradled towards them. A soft movement of the mouth turned Edinth back to the other, where he heard no sound, but saw the other mouthing a singular word to him. "Run." Edinth shook, but without thinking, he did as he was told, quickly pulling away from the other and bolting through the crowd, shivering and hoping that someone wouldn't try to take a swing at him. Even for as much fear that ran through him, he found his way out of the crowd, and ran home to do what he had wanted to do before. Lay in bed. Hide. Cry. Regret his choices. Let the embarrassment come out through a performance of regret given to his room's walls.
What do each of the three colors indicate about their mood?;;
♡Green - Happiness, Content , Peace - Grass is the beginning of life.♡
When the moodstone is green, it's often a very good sign. This is when Edinth is at his most calm. He's not stressed or having many problems when his stones are green, and he tends to keep to himself. He doesn't mind having a friend around, though. He just prefers to be alone to keep his peace of mind! Most people think this is the one that means happy, and he certainly does show it that way, being full of smiles and compliments. However, it's mostly just him being calm and content with life! Still just as positive as being happy though!
♡Yellow - Activity, Pride, Greed - The Prideful Sun is the keeper of life.♡
When the moodstone is yellow, things are alright for Edinth, but he might cause some issues for others, and he might be a bit angry sometimes. This is the time when he's most active, and the most likely to go out and do something with his life, even if it means that he feels entitled to more than he gets. He's always working to get cool things that he wishes to have during this state, but when he doesn't get it, he becomes angry, and some even have said that he insults others for doing more work than him. Everyone seems to agree that this is one of Edinth's worst states, and would advise not to even come close to him when he's like this.
♡Blue - Fear, Anxiety, Crisis - Every Ocean has taken a life.♡
When the moodstone is blue, something is very...very wrong. Something in Edinth has pulled the alarm and his whole body is going into a state of shock or panic. His moodstones turning to blue indicate a state of discomfort, or some kind of slight unhappiness, however, when the moodstone is a clear, almost pure blue, then his state is at it's worst. He can easily injure himself in this state, and it's easy to say that his state is the worst for Edinth. He will often times crumple to the ground, and there's been a case where Edinth has even passed out due to intense emotional crisis, making it to be one of the worst to Edinth, and possibly even deadly if not kept in check.
Extra 1 - Occupation
Edinth works as a florist, and is often times the only one working at the flower shop he is employed in. He's pretty much homeless, but the owner allows him to sleep in the upstairs portion of the shop after closing times, which explains why he works there so much. He's a very diligent worker, no matter what emotions he's going through, and sometimes, his work even makes the harsh reality of life a little better to deal with.
When he sees someone come into the shop and buy a bouquet for someone they care about, it makes Edinth smile, and it's the way that he's found his way to express him happiness and friendship towards others. He shows that he wants to be friend with someone by giving them flowers, picked out and cared for day in and day out until they're absolutely perfect. He doesn't exactly understand the concept of flowers simply being there to be pretty, as he often times looks for their meaning above all things, as it's what counts! Some uglier flowers can have a perfect meaning for the bouquet, and that's okay with Edinth.
Extra 2 - Hobbies
Besides the known hobby of being a florist that thankfully follows his occupation, he also has more simple occupations that aren't as interesting. He likes art, which is a very common thing, but the tends to do his art entirely with flowers, making very pale dye out of the petals,and sometimes using the plants like a pen when dipped in ink.
He also seems to have a hobby surrounding animal care, and the Sima loves to care for the hummingbirds that sometimes shows up and starts eating up the nectar from the flowers. He's gone far enough as to build them little houses and set up flower gardens specifically for the birds. Even if the birds don't use the garden made for them, Edinth thinks that he's done something for them, and that's good enough.
