Re: Kalon #1412 - nightmare fuel

Postby ~randomidiot~ » Sun May 27, 2018 7:28 pm

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What do you have nightmares about? -- I have nightmares about going crazy. The worst one ever was where I was sitting in the living room watching tv and then my boxer trotted in. He had ( in real life ) been killed in a claimed ‘aggressive attack’ so it was surprising. I was kissing him and loving him and then for some reason I just got really mad. I lost control of myself and went and gouged his eyes out and stabbed him to death. I woke up freaking MORTIFIED. I WAS THIS CLOSE TO SOBBING. I couldn’t go back to sleep. I was breaking down man.

What does this kalon have nightmares about? -- Hm. This would be difficult. Let’s say he has nightmares about falling apart. Let’s say he’s stable. Friends, school, happiness. Then one day, gone. Blame for something he didn’t do or he did something he did not mean. Like killing someone. The guilt eats him up, frustration too. There goes happiness. Later he loses track, feeling strength deprived from the way he’s been treating his mind, missing homework piles up and his grades fall down. There goes school. At least he still has his friends... oh wait. It seems they found out. ‘He’s a monster’ They’ll say ‘He’s disgusting’ They’ll murmur. There goes his friends. He has nothing. He has nobody. He’s alone. Maybe he is a monster. Then he’ll wake up. Feeling like he didn't sleep at all.


















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Re: Kalon #1412 - nightmare fuel

Postby 76heart » Sun May 27, 2018 7:56 pm

i really hope you feel better soon! do whatever you need to do to get better and do whatever feels best to you <3

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What do you have nightmares about? -- thankfully I don't have them a lot, but when I do they're usually about losing the friends that mean the absolute world to me or about my pets getting lost or dying. Either that or some really weird stuff I don't even know how to describe
What does this kalon have nightmares about? -- I feel like he'd have a lot of recurring nightmares about the sun, but not be able to really remember anything besides that and the look of it burning really close to the ground/desert sand
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Re: Kalon #1412 - nightmare fuel

Postby .holly999. » Sun May 27, 2018 8:06 pm

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    Name -- Ruban
    Gender -- Male
    What do you have nightmares about? -- Uggg oh god, i get the worst nightmares! They're usually about huge wearwolves chasing me, but not the nice ones that are either wold or human... the ones that are halfway between and horrific! I also get nightmares where i see random flashes of really vulgar faces smiling or grimancing at me.
    What does this kalon have nightmares about? -- He gets constant nightmares about bushfires! In these nightmares he'll be hanging out in a field, or forest, with his freinds and suddenly a huge wall of flames will come out of nowhere and surround them, trapping them in a circle of fire and smoke. He normally wakes up at this point, but not until a flame lashes at his face and burns his eye...
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Re: Kalon #1412 - nightmare fuel

Postby Peppermint Mist » Sun May 27, 2018 8:15 pm

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What do you have nightmares about? -- I don't really have nightmares a lot, which I'm really thankful for but I have had a few that I can remember at the top of my head such as people trying to stab me, and someone I cared about was there and he was trying to stab me too? I remember waking up and being really upset by that.
Then there was this other time when I was in the car with my mum and I think we were talking about a kidnapper or something? and all of a sudden this completely black shape of a human jumps on the windshield and my mum swerves the car and it spins and throws off the figure and she drives off as fast as she can and we don't know if this figure is chasing us.
What does this kalon have nightmares about? --
I feel like he'd have the same nightmares where he wakes up and everyone has forgotten him or they've all disappeared and he has no one to talk to, no one to live for. Then he's in a black abyss, nothing is there except for him, and when he slowly accepts that he will be alone forever, he wakes up.
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Re: Kalon #1412 - nightmare fuel

Postby cyrevan » Sun May 27, 2018 8:23 pm

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What do you have nightmares about? -- I haven't had nightmares in a long time. Mostly my dreams are just extremely strange, not scary? I suppose the last time a dream woke me up, it was because I was falling in the dream and hit the ground.
What does this kalon have nightmares about? -- He has nightmares about the day finally coming where he is exiled into space for his crimes. He sees the faces of the people his actions have harmed all chanting his name and coming closer and closer until a literal wave of guilt washes over him and he finds himself floating in space, all alone.
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Re: Kalon #1412 - nightmare fuel

Postby sicknasty » Sun May 27, 2018 8:48 pm

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    What do you have nightmares about? -- i usually have big, complex, super realistic dreams, which aren't nightmares as such, but sometimes somebody close to me dies and i wake up thinking that they're dead, which is always awful.
    What does this kalon have nightmares about? -- he has an horrifying recurring dream where his bones sink out of his body, red-hot and melting his flesh like hot wax. he's always had a deep distrust of candles.
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Re: Kalon #1412 - nightmare fuel

Postby Ethy » Sun May 27, 2018 8:52 pm

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What do you have nightmares about? -- My nightmares tend to be very strange and range from a bunch of different things, but my most common ones are either drowning or not being able to move.. If that amkes any sence? Lemme explain,, for the drowning one I am usually in some normal scenario of a regular dream when all of a sudden I can't breathe and it feels like my lungs are burning wHich pRoBabLy iSn'T hEalThy,, but welp. As for the other one; If it's a dream of like a zombie apocalypse or I am in a place/senario I really don't wanna be in (aka giving a presentation or something) then I will often not be able to run as fast as I would like and am instead stuck there, continuously tripping over and walking really slowly.
What does this kalon have nightmares about? --
When he was very young he was put into some not very healthy scenarios for a child to be in, resulting in having a fear of waste and toxins, more specifically not being able to breathe and being in a world of utter pollution. They usually consist of what used to be a wondrous and prosperous place, thrown aside like gum onto a sidewalk. Dark and cold are truly the only two words to describe it, and even then it still doesn’t fully portray how much of a projection of true despair these nightmares are to him. Gas masks would surround him as people try to filter out the almost non-breathable air and struggle to stay conscious as he is woken up by his own sense of panic.
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Postby bug.gie » Sun May 27, 2018 9:16 pm

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What do you have nightmares about? -- i have a huge fear of being left alone so most of the time my nightmares consist of being left by my family and them ignoring me. though sometimes it's just very tall monsters chasing me down a maze.
What does this kalon have nightmares about? -- he has nightmares about being a spirit but not knowing he is one so when he tries to communicate with others it's like he is being ignored.
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Re: Kalon #1412 - nightmare fuel

Postby snowdrake » Sun May 27, 2018 9:28 pm

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    Name -- Fýr
    Gender -- Male
    What do you have nightmares about? -- I often dream about my boyfriend breaking up with me or having an affair even though I know that he is faithful to me. My dreams can also get pretty violent until I actually wake up with my heart racing and heavy breathing, sometimes even crying or feeling like a was crying at some point in my sleep.
    Other times I dream about my other big fears, like hights or syringes. I once dreamt I was standing on top of a skyscraper and I was extremely scared, so me and my boyfriend decided it's best to just go back down with the elevator (which I also hate, I might add). Halfway down the building suddenly switch to be slightly tipped over to the left. The elevator stopped and opened because of some reason that I don't know, so we walked out into the room what seemed to be the empty inside of the building with black thick, about 10m long squares on the walls on that you could stand on and that also seemed to be the floor kind of things (if that makes any sense). I was pressing myself onto the wall next to the elevator because I was terrified to fall (the building was still tipped to the left and there were no fences or anything to keep you from falling from the squares. I was begging my boyfriend to go back into the elevator but he just casually walked along the rim of the square and looked down. Then I woke up.
    This is just another small example of the endless nightmares I had. I only have nightmares each night, I thunk the last normal dream I had was a few years ago. It doesn't bother me all that much but it lets me wake up in the middle of the night and I am lacking a decent amount of sleep.
    Sorry for making this so long, I just enjoy talking about this every once in a while. It makes me feel relieved c:
    What does this kalon have nightmares about? -- Ironically, the thing Fýr is most afraid of is being stuck in a forest fire. His familily lives in a mansion in the forest and it gets extremely hot during Summer time, so he is constantly suffering from anxiety in that time. His nightmares about forest fires also increase in the hot season because his fear increases. They often include him having to leave a family member behind.
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Postby cherubim » Sun May 27, 2018 9:40 pm

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        What do you have nightmares about? -- honestly, my nightmares are vivid and vary from topic to topic, but ones that stick with me are those about being deserted and discarded by the ones i love and hold close
        What does this kalon have nightmares about? -- jericho rarely has nightmares, but when he does, they're often about himself; see, he's terrified of looking in the mirror, the poor thing! often his nightmares have two versions of him, wherein the 'copy' is picking up the pieces left after his distruction. it's all very distressing and jericho loses up to half a week of sleep after said nightmares
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