[liightning]

Username // salty.sweet
Kalon name // Farra
Deepest Fear // [199/200]

"no!"
the cry shattered the serene silence of the towering snowy cliffs.
his eyes stung, though not from the biting wind. cruel claws of stone closed around his heart. sobs rose in his throat.
his anguish was not for his paws, rubbed raw by the rough stone. his anguish was not for the wind that parted his thick fur and chilled his bones.
what was the point of such an accomplishment if a friend was lost?
the wind whistled past, blocking out the possible sound of a body hitting the jagged rocks below.
perhaps it was better that way. he remembered Siffrin's sad eyes as his paw slipped and he tumbled from the cliff toward the ground, so far away. "it's up to you," he'd whispered.
swallowing back his sorrow, he stumbled away from the edge. there he unsheathed his claws and scratched in a patch of softer rock:
Farra and Siffrin
he had no fear of scaling cliffs or standing high above the world, but he was broken inside. it had torn a hole in his heart which could never be filled.
his grief would only be diminished when he reunited with Siffrin months later, who'd miraculously survived.

[Meowrails]

Username;; Bulbsaur
Kalon name;; Val
What is their deepest fear?;;
Never again.

Once it was a refuge;
thorny and tanged but trustable,
towering trees and a trickling stream.
But eventually, THEY grew older and smarter
and they began to play with fire.
A lit match in the crisp fall leaves; an "accident";
a bezerk blaze, burning bright.
Their safety
their security
and their place to belong
burned to ash.

And oh, how horrible the ash is;
it stains your fur,
reminding you of THEM;
the bullies,
the tormenters
those with words as hurtful as
the sharpest stick or the heaviest stone.

That ash,
the horrible, hateful, haunting ash;
never again.
(100/200)

[redtruck]

Username;; Heronnnnn
Kalon name;; Emile
What is their deepest fear?;; Em is terrified of parrots! He dislikes loud noises in general, but these crazy bright birds scream and he doesn't like going to most pet stores. It isn't only their voices, though, Emile knows that parrots are strong. He's even seen one bend a metal button on a jacket, and knows that anything softer than metal is toast.

[Lies With Needs]

Username;; Lies With Needs
Kalon name;; Milo
What is their deepest fear?;; Milo stares blankly for a second, then begins to speak. “My greatest fear? Oh.. it’s being forgotten..” They seem to be avoiding eye-contact with you, you can see their eyes tearing up already. “Just the thought of everyone I love.. completely forgetting me.. it just..” they rest their arm on the seat, shielding their eyes from your view. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to get emotional on you..” they wipe their eyes, looking back into yours. “Anyways..” they begin again, “if I was to be forgotten, I’d have no use on this earth anymore. I’d be worthless... it’d be pointless for me to carry on..” they seem to be making a large effort to not cry now. “I’m sorry I need to leave..” they say as they scurry out of the room, about to cry again.
[136/200]

[0h-Six]

Username;;
Lloril
Kalon name;;
Mathieu
What is their deepest fear?;; [198/200]

Mathieu’s greatest fear is forgetting.

If one were to look through Mathieu’s belongings or scroll through his photos, at first glance nothing would seem out of the ordinary. Dates, reminders, photos of friends, food, places, screenshots and notes of recipes and other menial things. However, if one were to take a closer look they would begin to see that they weren’t just simple reminders.

Multiple calendars can be found throughout his home with dates, times, and places filled in every square. Notebooks are filled top to bottom with notes, passwords, names, reminders, all seemingly at random but in an order only Mathieu can decipher. He has multiple hard drives chock full of photos of friends, travels, interesting things; none of which feature him.

He couldn’t tell you when his fear began but perhaps it was always there; hiding in the recesses of his mind and gripping him as the years go on. Life is precious to him and he was determined to remind himself of as much of it as he could so he has stories to tell. Or perhaps, if his memory fails him, his notes and photos would not. They would stay for years to come.

[hellb0und]

username // inferno,
kalon name // cassius
deepest fear //
"cas, how have you been managing?"
"i can't do it, i tried."
"what do you mean?"
"going out, facing the crowds in the city."
"your agoraphobia was doing so much better though," she sighed, scribbling words down on the blank pad of paper.
"i know, i'm sorry."
"no no, that's why i'm here. to help you."
cas passed a hand through his hair, gaze wavering before settling on the window.
"have you told anyone? your family members?"
"no. i can't."
"and why is that?"
"because they'll tell me i'm crazy, won't want anything to do with me."
"you aren't crazy, and your family won't abandon you. they want to help you as much as i do."
cassius' attention was now directed towards the floor, considering her idea.
"our time's run out. why don't you think about it, and in the meantime, try going out again? if you can't do it, that's perfectly fine. so long as you give it a shot."
"alright, i will," he murmured in agreement. pushing himself up from the chair and thanking his therapist politely, shutting the door behind him.
[ 184 / 200 ]

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[Avisowl]

Goodluck everyone!

[revvington]

Good luck! <3

[Foxglove.]

Good luck everyone :>

[GreyScale]

username:
GreyScale
kalon name:
Coriander
deepest fear:
[53/200]
Spectrophobia – Fear of mirrors or one’s own reflection.

Coriander has always believed in the paranormal,
she has never been afraid or even slightly disturbed by it. All except one thing. Mirrors. She doesnt exactly know how this fear came to be. But for some reason the thought of her reflection, not really being a reflection but something else, simply scares her.