[root]

Username;; root
Kalon name;; renée
What is their deepest fear?;;
renée has a deep belief that her species was placed on this world as savage beasts, and that, despite evolution and advancements, they will never be able to move past it. she often forgives criminals, blaming their acts on instinct and nature. because of this, she worries that one day she'll do something very regrettable. it's led to a fear of herself, a severe paranoia that one day all her life will fall away, and a primal past will come back to strike. renée cannot handle a steak knife, much less a real weapon, trembling at the mere idea of it; at the idea of what she's capable of.

she's worked desperately to entirely smother this by building a life made of walls; seperating herself from others, and trying to find apathy. for the most part, she's succeeded. if you were to pass her on the street, she's seem like every other businesswoman; cold and emotionless, strict. but it's only a matter of time before she cracks.
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[NaCl]

Username;; NaCl
Kalon name;; Sherlock Elton [might change to Damien Watson]
What is their deepest fear?;;
Sherlock paused in fear, and turned to his boyfriend as he spoke.
"Sher... Sherlock, do you care about me?"
Those words shot through Sherlock's heart like an arrow. "Dave, of course I do" he responded quickly and cursing as his voice was slightly monotone.
"I really don't think you do" Dave muttered, looking away slightly, breaking Sherlock's heart even more.
"Dave... You know emotions aren't my thing..." Sherlock muttered, his face showing faint signs of sadness, betrayal, and heartbreak.
"That's the thing, Sherlock, if emotions 'aren't your thing' then how are you supposed to care? for all I know all I am to you is a glorified best friend" he spat, making Sherlock step back with a blank expression.
Sherlock shook his head and looked around, they were in public so he could just leave. And he did, with no word to Dave as he did so.
Once back home Sherlock collapsed into a shaking mess, his worst fear came true.
Not being able to tell someone he loves them/coming off as emotionless
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[Neon sparks]

Username;; lieutenant sparks
Kalon name;; John
What is there deepest fear;;
Hes afraid that his friend, henry, will get himself hurt. Henrys always been an eccentric kalon and makes john worry to no end. The ammount if times those experaments went wrong its a wonder john isint scared of henry himself. He's tryed getting him to go for a less deadly career but that kal wont listen to him on the matter. He has also tryed staying with him to make sure he doesnt get hurt, the only result he go from it was his own pain by simply haveing no clue what he was doing wehn it came to the lab.

[Purrfectpal]

Username;; Purrfectpal
Kalon name;; Yurioh (Yuri for "short") ~ Male
What is their deepest fear?;; 200 words max ~ 152 Words
"You know I can't do this...", Yuri said. He looked at the blue liquid that brought aquatic life to this world. The ocean. A cold, shocking shiver went down Yurioh's spine. He could barely glance at it for more than 5 seconds without feeling a deep dread for the friend he lost due to the water's icy stronghold. Every time he looked into the ocean, he could see his lost friend reaching and calling out under the water for Yurioh to save him. If only he was fast enough.... He was getting ready to finally step into the water after 3 years of only glancing at it, at least ankle-deep. Hesitantly, he hovered his paw over the water. He backed up with his tail between his legs. Failed attempt after failed attempt, he decided to go home. He just couldn't bring himself to do it today. Maybe in another 3 years.

[-galaxie]

Username;; -galaxie
Kalon name;; Xavier
What is their deepest fear?;;
Xavier never knew what is was about being sick that bothered him to the point of being afraid of it, but he didn't dare question it.
Even if someone around him mentioned a fever or even worse, being sick to their stomach, his anxiety went through the roof. Flu season was the worst for him because in his mind even leaving the house was a huge risk. There was just too many ways he could get sick, a cough, sneeze, or even just a conversation. Xavier just couldn't risk it, but the guilt was always there.
His friends would ask him to go places, but instead it was constant, "I'm sorry." or "I can't, I'm busy."
It's been many years since his fear has first shown itself and now he's exhausted himself trying to fight it. Now he's given in to his nosophobia and metophobia and accepts the fact it's there and tries to live a normal life otherwise.

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[mean&gay]

user;; mean&gay
kal's name;; cole

already, he can feel his nerves building up. a brief glance at his watch confirms his worries, the time reading nearly eleven at night. the artificial lighting of the sports hall calms his fears slightly, but still he knows that eventually he'll have to leave, walk out into the night. he gazes over to his friends, who are engrossed in their basketball game. a small smile forms on his face when he remembers he wont be alone when it's time to go. and that is exactly when it happens.

at first a brief flicker, then the lights shut off completely. cole instantly spirals into a panic, barely registering that his friends have made their way over to him in the darkness. he feels like he cant breathe, like the walls and ceiling are closing in on him. a paw on his shoulder grounds him, snaps him back to reality, but he still feels incredibly on edge. a few minutes of heavy breathing and well-hidden tears go by, and suddenly the lights flicker on again. the brightness of it stings his eyes, but he doesn't mind. he throws his arms around the friend closest to him, too relieved to be embarrassed.

[Raptocidic]

Username;; q1q2q3q4
Kalon name;; Vixon

What is their deepest fear?;; [200/200 words]

Vixon truly believes he can beat anything, if he puts his mind to it. He can crush his enemies, he could climb mountains. But the one thing Vixon thinks he can't beat? Time. Every second he wastes allowing the clocks to go ticking away into an endless void that makes him nothing. Time makes his whole short existence seem pointless. Unlike another living being, Vixon can't stand up for himself agsinst time. He can't beat it in a contest, he can't beat it at anything. He's afraid of time and everything it brings. The endless tick tock of analog clocks that seem to set him off into a shaking panick. It's an everlasting reminder of the unstoppable force always moving him forward, never letting him pause. Because of this, Vixon's become obsessed with tracking time, watching the (digital) clock constantly as if he's trying to win a staring contest with it. He feels a huge need to keep track of time. He believes that if he never stops keeping track of time he'll finally beat it somehow. Vixon refuses to let time slip out of his paws and fly by. He finds he needs to track it everyday, every second.

[revvington]

Username;; Doglady88722
Kalon name;; Asher
What is their deepest fear?;; [200/200]
Asher could hear them all around him. Their legs tapping against the tile floor. "Nononono... Noooono." Asher said, scared. "Please don't hurt me." He said his voice getting quieter. Asher curled up into a little ball and cried. "Nooo go awayy." Asher's sister, Nyx, walked into the room. "They're just spiders." She said, scoffing. Nyx then grabbed a shoe and squished the spiders. "There happy now?" She asked "M-Mhm." Asher replied.

Asher's fear started when he was very little, one of his friends saw a spider and decided to put it onto Asher's shoulder. Asher squealed and he stood there, paralyzed with fear. His friend laughed while Asher began to cry. "W-What was that?" He asked "A spider." They replied. "Why did you put that on me!" Asher screamed. Asher ran home and he found a spider on his bed and he screamed "SPIDER!" Asher's mother ran in "Where?" She said. "R-Right there!" Asher stuttered pointing to his bed. Asher's mother killed it for him. "There its gone." She said, walking out of the room. Then Nyx ran into the room and threw a spider plush at him and Asher screamed. "AHHH! S-S-SPIDER!"


Asher hasn't seen spiders the same since then.

[mike morton !]

Username;; sunny~
Kalon name;; Breeze
What is their deepest fear?;; Breeze has a fear of fire. She hates the thought of something burning down, and the aftermath. The thought of losing somebody or something to those towering flames. She despises fireplaces, candles and anything to do with it.

[Caeleesi]

Username;; Caeleesi
Kalon name;; Mason
What is their deepest fear?;;
Heart pounding. Eyes shut tight. How did this end up happening to him?
Mason took deep breaths as he tried to calm himself, the wind blowing through his fur as he clung on to the metal bar for deer life, all of his muscles tensed. Slowly opening his eyes, Mason swallowed roughly. He dared to peer down at his feet, and what he saw there scared him more than anything else in this world. He was in a very high place, and sure- there was water underneath him, and he was pretty safely attached to the bridge he was standing on due to the belt around his waist, but the fact that a disaster could happen at any moment at such a height was nerve-wracking. He heated it. Why was he here? He quickly returned his gaze to the bridge, slowly inching his way forward across the bridge, only ready to relax once he had finally crossed it. He supposed that the encouragement of his friends helped though, and he managed to crack a small smile at them, his legs slowly stopping shaking as he crossed onto land he deemed comfortable.
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