username: olivionary.
name: Myrtle Bambina.
gender: Female.
personality: Easily upset, Myrtle is often described as over emotional, particularly
if she does not receive the response she was expecting from her attempts to socialise
or be generous. She can be described as being selfless and caring, however due to her
struggle to emphasise with how others may be feeling in particular scenarios, it does
impact how her acts of kindness are interpreted since they are easily tainted by her
hotheadedness. Her longing to be deemed as approachable can be destroyed by her
need to be appreciated by those that surround her throughout her daily life.
Her high emotions have led to a range of disputes with those that she loves the most,
often making it difficult for her to want to be around her friends. Her friends are few
and far between for she has difficulty distinguishing between romantic and platonic
actions and emotions, which causes her to struggle with attaching herself to others,
as well as understanding herself. Validation is important to Myrtle and she often sets
a bar that she feels should be met, however it is infrequent that she actually does.
Myrtle's sense of humour is often dark and self deprecating which could cause her to
become dislikable. Her attitude shifts constantly from being full of life and eager to
experience the world to quickly becoming disappointed and anxious. Her anxiety
often stems from her own lack of conformation, her interests aren't typical and
generates a divide between herself and almost everyone around her. She is obsessed
with the arts, whether it be a sculpture or an oil painting she could stare at it for
hours and frequently find new details within it that were not even intended. There is
also a deep set love for the macabre, both in art and real life, possibly partially down
to her shine which boosts her interest, such as in skulls, taxidermy and watching how
items are effects by the passing of time, such as: a rusting sheet of metal; the rising
of dough; a wilting flower or mould growing on the surface of a mug of coffee.
Collecting is something that Myrtle does often and with a variety of different objects,
from postage stamps to peculiar thrifted mugs that she plants her succulents and cacti
in to old keys and old books. These collections give her excuse to go outside and
invite her friends out to partake in their own interests, be it a trip into town to have
coffee and look into charity shops or dragging her less interested friends to the
garden centre and fish shop. She adores small animals and loves to observe them,
it can be anything from a snake to a snail to a fish, Myrtle loves all of them.