in the midst of the flowers
brown hair and soft gray eyes.
a girl stands waiting long hours,
once bombarded with lies.
as the sun and moon switches places,
new, better worlds unfold.
unfamiliar looks, unfamiliar faces,
just like you struck gold.
adrienne is her name,
the one that gave up her previous care.
there is no one to blame,
and now no more nightmares.
I went to a quaint little plant nursery today... Thought i’d pick up a new hobby. Gardening sounds relaxing, maybe it’ll help me get away from the stress hmm? I digress. I picked up a few small succulents, I’m hoping to grow my collection soon! But i knew they’re hard to kill and wanted to some long time companionsz I’ll be planting the little darlings tomorrow 💕
I visited the nursery again today, Im really loving the new succulents. I’ve bought them all separate pots and plan on spicing them up a bit! So far I’ve only painted one of the pots, though. Perhaps I should name these little guys? Tomorrow I’m off for more paints~ tonight I’ll tend to the little fellows and think up some good names.
Hmm. Today was rather quiet, I didn’t get out of the house as i thought I would. It’s alright- we all go at our own pace I suppose... I was feeling a little hazy so I relaxed over a cup of chamomile and decided to sketch a few of the succulents- I’ve decided to name the bubble-y darling Henry 💕... Though the other names are a work in progress. I do reckon I’ll keep writing these journals though- they’re doing wonders for my mind... a good ‘reflection’ if you will, it harbors positive thoughts! Until tomorrow, then. Goodnight.
Oh dear, oh dear! Last night it seems i forgot to write an entry. Either way, it was quite a day. I went to get a few paints, and since the nursery was close by i couldn’t resist. I bought a few flowers this time, and a hibiscus tree! I can’t wait for the beautiful little lass to grow. I also met some very kind kalons who assisted me in getting everything packed, and i think we really hit it off! I may be going to volunteer at the nursery in the coming days, i really enjoy it there.
I woke up early, but i have big plans for today! Although i do have an appointment with my dear therapist today, I do look forward to talking with her... perhaps she’ll like the idea of volunteering at the nursery? These little fellows have really helped me keep myself busy, i’m quite enjoying them. If i don’t drop by the nursery today i do believe i’ll paint these pots. Until tomorrow, dear journal.
Hmm. Today was less than stellar... My therapist did agree that the nursery was a good idea- but getting myself out of bed today has been a struggle- I’m sorry my dear journal- but i think for today i’ll rest, perhaps over a cup of tea and some feel good cartoons?
Today was much better! My lovelies at the nursery thought it would be nice to invite me over- give me a warm welcome. We shared some laughs and went out for lunch. 💕 I hope to spend much more time with them to come! I gave my little succulents some water, tended to the hibiscus, and I’m settling in the night for some netflix classics. Goodnight my dearest journal- until tomorrow
I’ve stayed in a bit late today for sure- there’s just something so comforting about warm sheets and time to relax in the morning... The nursery is closed today- so i’m happy to say ill finally have the chance to paint those darling little succulents pots! Ill be sure to name them too. Alongside Henry i’m thinking... Hugo, Hermit, and Huxley. We’ll have to see though. Until tomorrow 💜 - Agave
Oh dearest me! It seems I’ve been so dreadfully busy that this has slipped my mind to keep you updated! Well, this is certainly no bad thing! I’ve been tending well to my new plants, and have even found my Hisbiscus (Her name is Ahora by the way) is flowering! I’ve got her situated in an absolutely beautiful pot that my friends at the nursery have helped me to paint, and it definitely livens up my little den! It’s quite possible, dear journal, that I will only update every few days from now... but not to be alarmed! I’m just away is all, the nursery actually hired me! Tomorrow I’m off, though, and look forward to a day to relax... Oh! I should tend to my succulents as well. Au Revoir! -Agave
My oh my, whoever thought of having a weekend to relax was very,very right. A genius, really! I’ve started a new show on netflix... a reality show called “Chicken People” it’s quite eccentric... but very interesting! I adore seeing the lifestyles of others and how they excel in their hobbies and lives. There’s something so wondrous knowing that someone can do whatever they so please should they put their mind to it, and really I’m starting to see that more in myselfThe nursery has been such a good growing place for me, nurturing the flora and my own spirit... It’s mesmerizing. But again, all kalons must sleep and relax, and today has been a wonderful day for such activities. With that being so, I’m headed off to bed. Goodnight dear journal
-Lovingly, Agave.
Back to work at the nursery today! Awake due to coffee, and at a bit of a high haha... Regardless, today has been wonderful already! We received a new shipment of seeds and sprouts, so I’ve been planting the little darlings. There’s just such a good feeling in knowing you’re letting someone or something else grow, and I suppose in an odd way the diet feels nice too haha.
-Until Tomorrow,
Agave 💜
Today was quite busy! Although nevertheless a blast, I tended to a few sproutlings again and set up the cactus displays, my coworkers showed me a new song! Dear oh dear I’ve been humming it all day, but I don’t think anyone minds. It’s late, but Im going to sketch my Ahora. Dear! Did I tell you sweet Ahora began flowering? She really is a beauty, I’m so excited to see her grow. Ill get right in sketching her
With Love:
Agave 💕
Gale / Junk| They/them | Adult | PA student
I love D&D, Pokemon, and yapping about my chars!
Prone to experiencing mental illness, please be nice.
I am often busy or forgetful, it's ok to check in or send reminders if I owe you anything!
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Personality/small Bio: Misha had a very quiet but harsh childhood. He grew up in a prestigious family as an only child and had to meet many expectations set by his parents. Misha was an only child and his parents were absent for the majority of his childhood, the task of his actual upbringing was left to the servants within the estate. He was supposed to grow up and take on the estate and family name. Although, this sort of commitment scared him. Due to Misha's cold upbringing, he constantly told himself that no one would be willing to be there for him as a parental figure or as a lover. This caused Misha to develop severe attachment issues; his fear of abandonment is so great that he would probably go to ridiculous lengths in order to keep this person from leaving their side. He is constantly looking for reassurance and often gets jealous if his friends or lovers hangout with people other than him.
likes/dislikes:Likes:
-Travelling
-home cooked meals
-Sweets/baked goods
-Thunderstorms/rainDislikes:
-His lack of affection towards others
-His parents/home life
-being alone
-seeing s/o with someone else
message:If it can be anyone in the community I'd like to give a huge thanks to Scarlet_wolf for introducing me properly to the Kalon community! you did this simply by commissioning me, but I fell in love with your kalons at first sight! Drawing them made me seriously consider trying out for one. When you gifted me my very first kalon, Jasper, that's what did it for me! thank you for putting up with my constant rambling and talking to me! I hope we can continue to talk and make head cannons up together in the near future <3
I'd also like to thank KingKaigy!! Thanks for gifting me an UC MYO lol. We haven't known each other long, but thank you for talking to my boring booty this long! and putting up with me. your art is simply amazing! I can't wait to see where your animation takes you. maybe we will see each other in the field some day ((; I can't thank Aspen enough for introducing us!
message wrote:Id really like to acknowledge Karmel... There’s a lot of negative energy and issues pushed into you that you don’t deserve. I know running kalons doesn’t always make you happy either and I admire your tolerance and patience towards all this. You’re doing your best, your still involved and nothing worth while is easy. I’m glad you’re still around, fighting for the right path and I hope to see you grow and blossom further. I’ve never really talked to you myself, but I do emplor you to keep up the great work you’ve done so far...
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