❝Once upon a time, dreamt I was a butterfly, fluttering hither and thither, a veritable butterfly, enjoying itself to the full of its bent, and not knowing it was I. Suddenly I awoke.❞
[img]????[/img]
name:K-10 | Kio// meaning: with a life path// gender: male// username: hanzo.
─────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────
It has been said, and one shout note that these words have been spoken countless times from ear to ear, their tongues sharp and their whispers a grace of a melancholic haze soaked dew, that the oddity that was K-10 had been built for the sole purpose of herding the goats of a remote village nestled sweetly in the chilling mountain ranges; others would suggest, with shaking hands and blue tinted lips, that K-10 had been bought to herd these goats, and had been brought through from the gaping, war ravaged pass of the mountain. Whether he had been built or bought, the rumors would not matter in the grand scheme of growth and development, for his job had not been to worry over his existence, but rather for caring to the tenacious and the frightening.
It had been a moment of passion despite, or rather in spite, of the insistence towards his personal emotionless nothingness; when the smallest goats, the kids, disappeared from his view, where K-10 would find himself a worried and sick mess, wandering off with intentions of finding these kids. It was desperation that played the action as the most skilled bard played their fingers to the strings of harmonious harp; frightened that if he were to fail, or rather if he were to question what he was, then he would be destroyed with little acknowledgement towards of his assets to the village. Thus, his dedication, his servitude, and the ignorance of self was born. When the nannies and billy goats sought to climb their trees or scale the dangerous rock faces, K-10 would be a moments step behind, waiting with open arms to catch such beautiful creatures if they plummeted to the earth, or if a predator believed them to be an easy prey.
Members of the village often found themselves dancing in a delicate argument that K-10's bouts of passion for his chargers were merely that of scripted programming, and that such actions were merely coded response, that feeling would never arise; primal fear of decimation was not a free willed thought, but rather prepacked lines to keep him in check. For if he were a collections of ones and zeros strung together to define who and what K-10 was, then surely fear and passion, and the lack of inaction, could be coded alongside a rigorous work ethic.
K-10 would have his secrets, hold them close; a secret thought not often shared, but rather whispered between the goats and himself, that he would not ever see his passions, fears, or actions as a simple case of programming. He truly believed, expressed only in the dead of night, curled sweetly against a nanny, with a hand ever idly running through the fur of a billy, that ones and zeros would not be the cause of his compassion. His compassion had always been there, at least he believed it to be so. While the goats could give no worded verbal response, their soft bleating was a comfort to K-10, an assurance that he had been heard, that his thoughts were placed into the universe, and did not lay solely upon his shoulders.
Such goats were a sweetness to the man; though they faced the controversy of a broken and damaged possible man, they enjoyed their attempts at climbing their new herder, whose love for them surpassed even the cloying sweet flowered treats they favored buried beneath the snow. This love surpassed his charges, to the children of the village. They loved to play with K-10, gifting him the name Kio, and he would hold this name on the tip of his tongue at all times, press it close to his theoretical heart and rejoice at the love grafted onto him by name alone. All their pouncing, their love, would leave him scuff marked, but Kio would find that this damage to his flesh and metal was all things, but above them all, it would be endearing of love.
─────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────────
┌─────────────┐│
│
│
│
General Introduction:
What do they believe they are?
1000/1000
│
│
│
│└─────────────┘ Now branching into the truth, the apex of ones own personal existence; herding goats had never been a task for Kio to find displeasure in, although he had would not consider himself content with it either. Such a task seemed a way of distracting the mind of ever branching, ever painful questions. To watch these goats, prancing, bleating, climbing, was a second nature to a coping mechanism he would not quite understand for years to come. While the coping mechanism had been placed to stop his questioning, it would fall flat, beginning to produce more-- the ever mind provoking.
Such questions were sneaky, infecting the mind and tongue alike, a thick tar substance impossible to remove without the salve charmingly referred to as answers.
Why do I herd the goats? Do the goats understands why we herd them? Who I am, beyond the one who herds these goats?
Questions would always prove to be a dangerous game for one uncertain if that were human or not; whether spoken aloud or locked away within the mind, it would always be dangerous to dare to think when one could be nothing more than a string of programming. These questions, these thoughts, were dangerous to himself beyond the recognition of true disaster. Of course, he was uncertain, because in truth a human mind could easily be blackmailed into belief, brainwashed, originality erased and replaced, or merely even forgotten; it was an easy comparison between a human brain and an AI's programming, whether his body was of flesh and blood or alloy and oil, he would truly never know.
In complete truth, his curiosity would be a stapled driving force, there were far too many questions that burned and blossomed on the mind, whether spoken or not, would never receive the answers that Kio so desperately craved. He would have little to no freedom to divulge his mind, but would find the unanswered question of, am I organic or synthetic, would be a driving force for a thousand more unspoken. ❝Now I do not know whether it was then I dreamt I was a butterfly, or whether I am now a butterfly dreaming I am a man. Between me and the butterfly there must be a difference.❞