-windy forest
-hangs up wind chimes with different sounds to tell where he is going
-relies on hearing the most as well as touch
-bumps into alot of trees with his nose so often wears a bandage on his nose, can't smell very well because of it
username;; Northstar.
name;; Vail Vaheer
I am fearless.
At least, I tell myself this.
I am lost in hate, vengeance, heartbreak.
I don't want to be.
But it hurts to look back and see those I've lost.
Now I can't see at all.
This is my penance.
I could have fought harder.
I didn't.
I am bitter.
I am lost.
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Vail is stone. Her expressions and mannerisms are flat and smooth. Emotion doesn't cloud her vision, petty feelings don't upend her actions. She pretends to be unfeeling, uncaring - it's easier this way. As stone, she is strong, impenetrable and virtually invincible.
Under this cold facade is a rolling tide of emotion that she keeps carefully bottled and stored away. Because underneath the ice--behind the mask and just under her skin-- she is weak.
Vail is in a constant state of distress and hyper awareness. Is it day? Is it night? Where are my shoes? Do they match? Did I misplace them? Are the dogs okay? What time is it? are her morning worries. She's constantly worried that she's misplaced something important and if she can't find something she knows she put in a specific place then she falls off the deep end, either in tears or an angry fit at herself. It's hard and frustrating to find something lost when you can't see.
Is this the right way? Count the steps. It should be here? Am I lost? are the day to day thoughts that plague her when she actually leaves her home. Getting lost in the city is one of her greater fears, but being lost in the wood is far worse. She still has nightmares of the price she paid- to be blind and bitter- for revenge that never filled the empty space in her chest. So she stays deep in the cities, never venturing out into nature for the fear that clouds her mind.
There are only two things that keep Vail's head above water, keep her from drowning in a loathsome swirl of
what-if's and grey emotion. Her dogs- Argos and Pan. They are her constant companions and keep her on her toes. They are a comfort, a joy.
And thunderstorms. Because sometimes, when the lightning strikes, for just a single moment when the light is bright and blinding --- she can see. It's only for a hundredth of a second, less than a single heartbeat, but in that moment she can see. Color and shape and light, piercing that constant, heavy darkness. And her breath catches and her heart pounds and in that moment she's so happy-- that all her day to day struggles don't matter. And yes, she may laugh like a crazy fool in those moments. But she has hope.
The forest is dead. Nothing lives here. No greenery, no life. The wind only whispers through empty branches, a promise or perhaps a curse.
There she sits, on an old rotten stump, as the sun sinks low in the sky. This is right. This is the way. She tries to reassure herself of her choices as she lights a match and starts a fire. What's left of her heart is like an open wound. It stings and aches with loss and defeat.
A beast of a dog lingers near, fawn with black points, drooling and fat. He watches his master, dark eyes bright with play, but she only tells him to sit. And who is he to disobey? Another dog lounges near her feet, short and stubby, the color of snow with a few patches of soot over his coat. Gathered on the stump is an array of useless items: lavender, nightshade, a handful of petrified bumblebees, a mysterious bone, a red ribbon, and a tooth.
The fire is warm but her soul is cold. From the woods emerge a figure, an old woman. A hag.
"Why are you here?" the hag questions, bundled in furs and mismatched cloth.
"It's none of your business, lady," Vail's tone is biting and sharp, bristling like the fur along her dogs' back. The big fawn brute stands before his master, a bull of a dog, slobbering snarls into the air. A gentle word, only for her dogs, echoes and they quiet.
"...May I sit by your fire?" the hag asks. Vail scoffs, eyes hard and slanted with disgust.
"Find your own, fool."
"But I am cold... I will repay you."
"You have nothing I want." Nothing will bring them back to me. Nothing.
It is quiet and time slips away. The hag stands, shivering, a fair distance from the flames but ultimately does not leave. Vail's blood boils.
"You came seeking vengeance." The hag's tone is flat and knowing. And when Vail's eyes meet her gaze, there is no surprise in them.
"Yes."
"I know why... Is this the path you choose?"
"Yes."
"Be careful what you wish for," the hags warns as she leaves, ominous and lingering in the dead forest. Vail does not care. She does not fear. Not anymore. Not since... Not since then.
She cannot linger in the past, with ghosts haunting her every breath. She cannot.
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When night falls in the dead forest, it is all at once. No gradually fading pinks of sunset, no birds flying back to nest, no crickets to welcome the night.... And strangely, no stars to light the way. Only a blood moon lingers as the wind whispers and howls. The shadows are like claws reaching out. But Vail does not care. She is not afraid.
On the stump is a burning bowl, wafting a charred, bitter smoke into the night. The dried lavender caught the quickest, the red ribbon following, and only charred teeth and bone remain. The dogs sneeze and whine. She shushes them, but does not comfort.
The wind stops.
All at once.
Silence.
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The dogs whine and cower and hide behind her. She does not care. She does not fear.
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Then, it comes.
Like the creaking of a door.
Like nails on bark.
Screaming.
Singing.
Chanting.
"HERE PUPPY, PUPPY, PUPPY..."
Taunting.
"Does she want... does she want... does she wish? What does she WANT?"
She does not fear.
At least, that's what she tells herself.
The very shadows quake and quiver as the noise grows to a cacophony, a terrible orchestra of grating sound.
It emerges. Cloaked in shadow, dripping in muck. Hair falls in its face, like briny netting, tangled webs, dead reeds. It's eyes... are the only thing truly seen. Bright eyes. The color of the blood moon, but cold and dead. It breathes a hisssssssing breath between pinprick teeth. Rotten teeth.
The dogs run.
Vail cannot find it in herself to blame them. But she does not fear.
"What does she wissssshhhh? Does she wiisssshhh?" It's voice comes from everywhere, echoing echoing. Vail does not move. She barely breathes.
"I AM HERE............................................HERE...................HERE.
WHAT DOES SHE WISH......................................WISH........................WISSSSSHHH?"
I want them... to hurt. To feel what I FEEL. To see what I SEE. I want to FORGET. PLEASE.
"I want revenge." Her voice shakes. She does not fear.
It smiles.
It is not comforting. It is the smile of a predator when prey falls into a trap. Vail does not fear. SHE DOES NOT FEAR.
"The price... the price... the price..." It asks over and over and over, a thousand voices projected in the silent forest.
"What of the PRICE?" Vail screams.
"The price is sssssteeeep."
"I'll pay it."
"Swear.............................................SWEAR.............................SWWWWEEEEAAAARRRRR."
"I swear."
She does not fear.
She does not fear.
She does not fear.
It looks at her, disappearing in shadow.
Vail sighs, her pulse slowing as she wonders where her dogs went.
Then it's there- in her face. It smells like rot and death and decay.
"SEE WHAT YOU SEE? DOES SHE SEE? DOES SHE SEEEEEE?"
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The dogs are far away, cowering in the hollow of a tree, when they hear the scream.
It echoes in the dead forest.
But the dogs don't move.
No matter their loyalty, their training.
They cower.
For they know their master's voice anywhere.
And they do know fear.
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