
Upon his creation, before he knew what he was, what he could become, that he was even a being, Solas Ama was as empty as the black void he was born from. He felt but one thing, even with the warmth that the stars offered to him upon his creation; utterly alone. It did not make him fearful or nervous, just left him uninterested in the galaxies all around him. Solas Ama had nothing that pulled at him, tugged at curiosity or made his heart pump faster. It all showed in his eyes, dull and dark and blank as the void before the warmth of the stars created him. And so he fell into a slumber, one that lasted century upon century, until planets began forming. And he did not wake, not even from the gentle urging of the stars and the galaxies when they rembered where he had folded down into himself.

Eons passed before he woke, but when he did there was an energy in him. He knew he was male, he knew he was made of greatness, and an arrogance filled him like a river near overflowing. His youth was with him, a heat in his veins that left him bounding across galaxies, finding planets in their infancy, meeting stars that were new and finding those that were old, those that had been there to witness his creation. He was reckless, he was without care, and he had not the wisdom or experience to learn that actions had consequences. Solas Ama bent the stars to his will, created images in their connections until he grew bored, whipped like a whirlwind through galaxies and caused them to spin and swirl around their centers.
His arrogance led him to creating as he had been created, and he settled different variations upon different planets, within different galaxies and stars to keep an eye while he traverse the expanse. As his arrogance bled out slowly, his newly gifted parenthood left him in awe of the creatures he had made from himself. He watched them all, reveled in the feeling of pride as they grey and evolved and became more than he could grant them. And Solas Ama would visit with them at times, arrogance returning when they would praise him as a god, asked for blessing or guidance, give him offerings of their finest discoveries and creations. Still young, with a fever in his body that had not slowed. But his arrogance eventually became his curse, and as the creatures he created scorned him or grow angry at the sight of the stallion, his range grew until he left nothing but devastation upon the people, upon his creations. And upon a clearing of his mind, he felt only sorrow and self-loathing. His arrogance all but gone, sorrow sweeping over him harshly, Solas Ama could do nothing but sleep to reflect upon what he had done.

Voices called to him, woke him from his slumber and reflections, gave him a name where he had not truly had one before. And he answered the calls with worry in his heart, having learned that arrogance and rage had no place in his mind. He gained knowledge of the centuries during his slumber, grew to be wise and kind, gentle and fair to his creations for what they had become. Solas Ama found kinship with one, however, in the wake of her grief and the loss of her child; he was sympathetic of the woman, and he made the choice of giving her the gift he also had been given, allowing her to traverse the galaxies with him. Each other keeping company until the end of time.
But a mistake long after left Solas Ama without his companion, and forced to face an abomination. He knew the dead could not be brought back, but the woman had tried and now the stallion could only battle the monster to try and save his other creations. They did so for long days, lighting the skies of the galaxies with their blows, at times Solas Ama growing weary until he heard the frightened cries of his charges and he found strength to continue until, finally, the monster was put to rest.

Weary he was after the battle, in all aspects of mind, body and soul. Aching for the woman that had been his companion, regretful that he had not seen what she had been trying to create to stop her mistake. He could do nothing but fall onto the nearest planet, hope he would not harm his charges, too exhausted to do little but fall.
And, when he was able to rise to his feet and pulled himself out of the pit he had created, he was horrified when he could not hear the calls of the stars, when they didn't answer his own calling to them. He leaped and he leaped, growing more frustrated and sorrowful when he could not move from the planet. He raced across the surface, calling in vain for the stars, wanting only to return to them. Denial left him in a frenzy until, unknowing how long since the end of the battle, Solas Ama stopped in the midst of mountain and trees, head low as he regained his breath. The stallion still felt his strength in his body, but it was only but a portion, the powers that were granted to him now gone and leaving him stranded.
Solas Ama was still the immortal, undying stallion of the void. But the void no longer wanted him, and a bitterness grew around his heart. From wise and willing, stranded as he was the stallion was but a bitter, aged soul. But he took to wandering the wilderness of the world he was on, avoiding his creations as best as he could. He could still hear them at times, calling out for him in his mind with questions or pleas, and though he was bitter he offered what he could to them, letting the good deeds alleviate some of his bitterness at times.
But at others, he secluded himself into the trees and rock, his anger getting the better of him for what had happened. He would call to the stars over and over, beg the void to take him back and grant him the power to race across the galaxies again. His heart only grew colder with each unanswered call, and he would return to aiding those he could with less and less warmth.