Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[sorroh]

Dear O,
You were a great friend. But what you do to the people who call you "Friend" is unacceptable. I must have been one of the few who see this in you, because you seemed genuinely hurt. I know J left you for the same reason, and I'm sorry for also taking SC from you. Although it seems he's figured out what you do to make your "Friendships" those twisted chess matches you seem to enjoy so much. I'm sorry for hurting you, but I think what you do to everyone else is worse. Sorry I'm the only one who spoke up about how you were treating me and my friends. I genuinely wish you the best of luck in your future. You'll need it.

[emporio!]

Dear me,

Please, shut up. You're even annoying me.

[breadstick]

j,

im sorry i wasn't there to help you support a last night
you are such an amazing person
and i love you
so much
and idk you're the first guy ive had a crush on and im not even sure if you like me that way anymore
even though you said you liked me before
i don't know if you do bc i didn't know and i am so oblivious god
agh im sorry
i love you you're so strong and your problems aren't invalid because you think mine and A's are more important because really they aren't

- cass

[Athaerys]

Dear You Guys Know Who You Are

Am I really that unwanted, annoying, and depressing? Should I really not speak my mind or the truth anymore? I try, I try so hard to include you guys, to keep you happy, to do anything in my power to let you guys enjoy life so what youre going through in real life doesnt affect you and you dont have as much pain anymore. Ill gladly take all the pain so you guys dont have that pain. Ill gladly take all the stress away so you dont have it. Ill do anything for you guys. Youre family to me, and family shouldnt be so distant. I will support anything you guys do, no matter what. Ill keep every secret you want kept. Ill comfort you when you need a friend. Ill do anything if it makes you guys happy. What happened? We were so talkative a few days ago... But dont you think its a bit unfair to the rest of us if everyone goes distant? You guys are the only friends some of us have, and if youre gone, theres nothing. I think at least we deserve the reason youre so distant. We would understand if you need a break, but we worry if someone goes away for a while...
But the main thing I want to know is, am I really wanted or the tagalong girlfriend whos only there because theyre dating someone,
because Im sure getting those vibes.

Sincerely, Cytu, Chase, whatever you call me.

Ill just be in the void because I know you guys are going to get upset over this, like everything I say. And besides, no one ever wants me to talk to me. Theyd rather sleep than talk...

[StarrySwirly]

Dear Hope,

You were never active on roleplay, even though your second in command. I don't think you ever cared about me anyway! Why didn't you just say so instead of randomly killing that oc!? You didn't even say sorry afterward, I'm never going to see you the same ever again, you're strict, mean, and do not deserve the rank of beta.

from, Hurricane

[niico]

dear a,
i miss you, a lot.
it hurts that you don't text me.
it hurts that you're ignoring me.
please.
what did i do wrong?
did i hurt you?
i'm sorry.
forgive me.
is it because i cancelled plans?
i had to. i was busy.
it killed me when i couldn't come
i wanted to see you so bad
i yelled at my mom for not letting me go
please.
text me back.
text me first.
text me so i know that you still love me.
i need my baby back.. please.

with the most love,
anne.

[regular;]

dear -,
i can't stop thinking about friday night.
you made it so... unimaginable; i truly couldn't believe my eyes.
every time i look at that picture, my heart drops. when i see you my heart always drops, but sometimes there are different meanings to it. the sight of you with another girl makes my heart drop, in the most painful way possible. but when i remember friday and return to my camera roll, my heart drops because i remind myself how much i actually love you.
it's hard for me to write this because love just takes control of me and ughh i just don't even know.
i know i'm not your only crush, but i will take anything i can get. and i'm not giving up again.
- a <3

[Spottedbird]

dear j,

you might see this and i hope you don't but, if you do, please don't
bring this up. i just need to get this off my chest.
we've been friends for not even a year yet but it feels like i've kno
wn you for so much longer. i was sure that i would never feel like
this towards another human. but, i was wrong. i've never felt love(?)
like this. sure, i've had crushes, but when i'm with you or when i hear
your name, i feel this little flutter in my chest and my cheeks get red.
we've been very open about ourselves to each other and you know more
about me than my own best friend who i've known for eight years. you're
so pretty to me, too. and that's a lot coming from me - because i never
call anything "pretty" or "beautiful" meaningfully.
when we had that sleepover at my grandparents' house, i was so over-
whelmed and scared for no reason at all. i also felt happy and bubbly.
we got impossibly closer during those two days, and we went as far as
slightly cuddling each other. ( i think? )
i'm sorry if i acted very distant towards the end of that sleepover. i didn't
want to seem needy or touchy because i usually do stupid stuff when i get
close to people. i'm surprised my ol' best friend hasn't had enough of me yet.
i feel like i'm actually in love. and i'm scared. almost my entire family are
evidently homophobic and would not be pleased to find out that i'm in a
relationship with another woman. i was questioned after the first time we
hung out together. a family member of mine came up to me and asked if i
was homosexual/bisexual/pansexual. i denied it, because i didn't want to
add another thing about me that my family could hate.
just a couple of days ago you sent me messages late at night. i don't know if
you were just joking around or actually being serious, but i couldn't help but
feel a glimmer of hope. do you really love me like i love you? are you just saying
those things because you wanted to joke around?
anyways. writing this was pointless.
i know i love you.
-gabby

dear mom and dad,

you say you have no money and i always fall for it.
but i know that that's not true. you're just too lazy
to spend it on/for my sister and i. you think that your
friends will spend all of their money on us. what if
you have to pay them back? oh, no! there goes your
precious money!
dad, i know you have money. you get money every week.
mom, i know you have money. i've seen it. what do you
plan on spending it on? you've already paid your bills. are
you going to spend it on scammers like you always do, or
are you planning on taking care of us? hell - i already know
the answer.
my sister and i have been taking care of ourselves lately.
my sister is only ten. she doesn't need this.
neither do i, but i'm not important, right?
right.
-gabby

dear grandparents,

i don't want you take care of my sister and i anymore.
you've already spent so much money and energy for/on us.
we're getting through this by ourselves.
we love you.
-gabby

[hellebore]

HAPPY AMERICA DAY, YOU NUMPTY CRUMPET
Please don't ban me, this is banter. Ban...ter...tre BANASTRE TARLETON

Dear me, CALM DOWN
It's only the day we celebrate IMPORTANT HISTORY

[Swishy & Broken]

Dear M,
I wish I wasn't so meek that I have to put this stupid letter online, somewhere were you'll never see it. You know I like you, and you even decided to cuddle with me. It makes me feel like you just wanted to play with me and my feelings, to give me this hope and then just ruin it all. You know you're the reason I left J, but you don't know how badly I need someone. I need someone to tell me I'm not awful or annoying, and you'll never do that. You're too distant, too busy, too .. not there.
I know you don't like me. I know you have no plans for being with me. So why would you play with my feelings like this? I wish you understood how hard it is for me, to think that every person I know rejects me. From you, to me convincing myself of J doing it, to even my "friends" who I can't tell everything to.
You're the only person who knows everything, everyone else has fragments, just tiny splinters of what happened. Maybe I freaked you out, maybe you think i'm just there to replace A for now. Until you feel better. Maybe you do hate me, and I'm just childish enough to have hope that you like me somehow.


Dear J,
It isn't your fault, you really were so pure and amazing. I'm just awful, I didn't mean to hurt you like I did. I hope you get over me .. so then I cant hurt you again. It's not fair, and It's not right that I like M. It's not right that I just threw away how you felt for myself, so please.. be happy soon.