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Dear diary,
I haven't been sleeping well lately. I know that isn't anything new with me, I stay up anyway to finish assignments and mess around with my friends, but I've slept even less than those other times! I feel like I'm going out of my mind from sleep deprivation but I can't do anything about it. I'm losing all this sleep trying to plan my friend's sixteenth birthday party. She's like a little sister to me and since her parents are too poor to afford a good bash I decided to do it for them. Even my parents are on board with it because I'll be using the money I get from waitressing. It isn't much but all my checks and tips for the next month are going into this! Pretty cool, right? I already have a few things ordered for it.
Bella-- the friend-- loves supernatural ghost-like stuff so I rented out a room that I'm going to put up some black lights in. I'll make ghosts and other things out of white sheets to hang up for decorations. The tables are going to be white with snacks on top! I know I'm going to order her a cake but I'm just not quite sure what else to get. Maybe chips and pretzels? They're not themed like everything else but I suppose they'll work just fine. Food is food after all.
I've gotten cards, streamers, the lights themselves, bowls for snacks, and some cool shaped confetti things on order. I've been looking at bakeries too but I literally don't know who to go to. They all have such great cakes, you know? Plus they're all pretty similarly priced. One of them is a family business though and they've always been super nice to me. Last year we got my mom a three milk cake from there that was pretty good.
If I order from there I need to do it a week in advance. Bella’s birthday is during the week so the bash is going to be on the Friday after (which is a little more than two weeks from now). The cards I got to send out are so cute-- I bought a lot of them in case I mess up on any. Speaking of that I have nearly forty people on the invitation list! I’ll be writing those out on Saturday so that I can hand them out Monday at school.
I’m not sure that everyone will attend so I’ll need to wait on ordering food. I’ll probably have them RSVP by next Wednesday so I can find some catering place. Even though we are going to have snacks I wanted to get some of her favorite food: burritos! She’s an absolute sucker for ones with a lot of beans, rice, and chicken. Thankfully this place by my house can take the order for enough of those to feed our friends.
I really hope all of this goes well. Bella is such a sweet person and totally deserves this day to relax and enjoy herself. On top of all of these plans I’ve gotten her a new satchel bag! I remember her mentioning wanting one because her current one is all worn out. The straps have been resewn twice so far and the bottom is about to fall out.
I’ll write more later on. It’s almost two in the morning so I should probably try to sleep at least a little bit before I have to get up for school. Goodnight, diary!
DREAM DIARY
02/19/09
Last night I had a really weird dream. I was walking down the street towards the gas station because dad asked me to grab a carton of milk and a few snacks. I remember feeling like I was being watched and like it had bad intentions. I ran into the forest for some reason then it was completely dark like nighttime. I jumped over a fallen tree but my foot got caught so I fell over. There was breathing above me and I could feel the heat of it against my fur. I woke up right after in a cold sweat. I’m sort of shaky but I think I’ll be okay.
02/20/09
In my dream last night I was being chased again by the same thing only I was in school. Everyone else was acting normal like nothing was happening but I kept feeling scared and on edge. Every once in awhile it’d scream and break something so I’d run away. I tried hiding in the weight room under the gym and propped a lot of the heavier equipment up against the door so it couldn’t get in. The last thing I remember was it screeching outside and trying to get in. These dreams are totally stressing me out! I haven’t had nightmares like this in some time.
02/21/09
If I thought the other dreams were bad then this one takes the cake. It was really morbid so I’ll keep my entry to a minimum but basically my entire family had been kidnapped and killed in front of me. I only really remember a lot of crying and anxiety. Today I’m going to ask my psychology teacher about these dreams because I’m starting to get frustrated with them. I need to get more rest.
02/22/09
I don’t remember what I dreamt last night but I did sleep soundly. My teacher said these are probably stress or drama induced so I feel better about that. I am under a lot of pressure with the party planning and this presentation I have to do next week. Maybe when this all blows over I’ll get some solid sleep again. I hope so, at least.
02/23/09
I finally had a good dream! Bella, Kai, Ray, and I were on the beachfront and it was very sunny. There were a lot of families around playing or building sandcastles. Kai and Ray went into the ocean to play with their water football but Bella and I hung out under our umbrellas because it was really hot and we didn’t like how bright it was out. I wish that was something that actually happened because it seems so fun!
02/24/09
All good things come to an end. I had another nightmare but this time it was about Bella’s party. In it I didn’t have all of my decorations and the cake had been burnt but we decided to hold it anyway. When she showed up she was so mad because everything looked awful and half-hearted. I started crying and shrinking while everyone else got bigger and angrier with me.
02/25/09
Last night’s dream was strange. It wasn’t bad, it was more weird than anything. I kept walking around my friend’s house and hearing someone calling for me. No matter how loudly I responded they couldn’t hear me and their voices kept fading away. I tried to run after them and went through some rooms but got lost then I woke up.
02/26/09
Another weird dream! This one was hyper-realistic but everyone was speaking backwards. I couldn’t understand anything they were saying to me but they didn’t seem to mind it. I didn’t even realize I was dreaming until I woke up. I fell back asleep then dreamt I was driving a car. I don’t think I was going anywhere, I was just driving alone on the highway with the windows down.
02/27/09
I was in school again and I was in a class I didn’t know. The walls were covered in bright paper and kid’s drawings. We were dressed in children’s clothing and had an assignment in front of us to do. When I tried to read the paper the letters began to wiggle and fly right off the page. A teacher came in and they flew back on.
02/28/09
This time I had another good dream. I was with my friends at a park. Archie got his kite stuck in a tree so I had to climb up and get it unstuck for him. Ray brought us sandwiches to eat beneath the trees and we had juice with them.
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