username; HellyBoo
name; Kearn
gender; Male
personality;
|The good|
Enthusiastic ~ Perfectionist ~ Observant
Kearn is indeed very Enthusiastic but only with things that he enjoys or finds worthwhile to his time. He's great at cheering on those he likes and will always be seen attempting to make his friends succeed of that's what he desires. He'll do anything he can to make sure they will either win or put them as close to winning as possibly. Key is very people orientated upon knowing the person, prior to that, he isn't the nicest Kalon. “Oi, I'm certainly not a horrible person, don't listen to her, she's crazy. I'm a sweet, loveable,” -Laughs loudly- “okay I'm not any of that but I'm not horrible. Just takes me a while to warm up.”
Key “Shut up Human.” is a Perfectionist at its best. Things must be done perfect the first time round or not done at all. This causes a lot of problems between his friends sometimes as he doesn't like to let people do his jobs or anything for him simply because he doesn't feel they are good enough. “Not that I think my friends aren't good enough, simply because sometimes I feel that I'll just end up having to do it anyway, I may as well just do it myself first thing.” This does not stop Key from asking for help, just when his friends agree, he agrees with them the whole way through. “This human is l full of lies… Well, it's mostly true, I can get frustrated with my friends.”
Kearn is very in tune with the things around him, he's constantly obsessing over his surroundings. He is always watching the world go by, even if it isn't directly related to him. To be Observant is really an understatement, he is always more fixated with everything. Key is always assessing his situation to begin with, then again a few times throughout what hes doing. He seems paranoid to some, stalkerish to others. “Just to be clear, I'm not a stalker, I just have problems accepting the fact that not everyonea out to eat my soul or suck on my flesh.” That's just gross Key. -Mumbled growl- Kearn is fine once he knows his surroundings and anyone who's nearby him but will still keep checking, just less often. He reads things well, needing to know all details of books, articles and is great at what he does. “Oh Shucks. I like being told I'm a good editor.”
|The Bad|
Argumentative ~ Dishonest ~ Secretive
Kearn isnt all sunshine as I hope you've seen by now. This Kalon is without a doubt someone who enjoys having an argument, often starting one for no reason, pulling peoples anger out of them just so he can have his fun of a fight. Key has had more black eyes than I can remember, broken bones and been dragged back by the authority. He is a troublemaker ro say the least, getting a kick from arguing with anyone. “Oi, Miss Boo. You really don't get it. It pick my fights to prove everyone has some bad in them. They'll always hit first, they'll always yell first. I just talk until that point happens.” Yeah cause that makes you a good person. It doesn't make any difference, you enjoy picking arguments, reasoned or not reasoned. Your reason though, Not a reason.
Sadly even Kearn's friends have to be careful when believing his words, though typically his dishonest behaviour is only extended to those he doesn't know, he does not fear telling his friends something far from the truth, be it a lie to help them feel better or a lie to keep them from questioning his actions, words or decisions. “I sometimes hate lying to my pals, Sometimes, but it's often needed. Because of how I am, I cannot help but feel the need that they cannot be trusted with some of the things I have to say or do.” Its okay, Key, feeling bad sometimes is a good thing i guess. They’ll learn more about your secretive side soon when we tell them a little about your history.
This side of Key has probably been noted in all his other Personality traits but I thought I should bring up probably one of his biggest bad traits. His secretive attitude. He believes that no one around him should know what's going on. He thinks that no one cares about his problems so keeps them hidden, keeps his plans hidden, his actions a secret and over all hides his life behind shadows. This is simply him “I'm sorry to all my friends reading this. I do not mean to keep them from you. Well I do but…” Key please stop digging yourself a deeper grave. He doesn't hide everything but the things he shares often arent the worst of what's happening, so you can often expect worse if he tells you something bad. “Im working on opening up.”
|The Ugly|
Misandry ~ Nightmare disorder
Due to his past, Kearn dislikes males, it's a fact that he isn't scared of them or anything like that, simply he trusts them a lot less than everyone else. He feels threatened by their presence and cannot stay to be around most males. “I know. What a feminist thing to say. I've heard this before, I'm sorry that i don't like men.” He simply doesn't trust most males. He will go out of his way to avoid them. He may make friends with them when he feels they’ve earnt his trust “Which is pretty much never.” but he will still be cautious of his friends. “I’m also very protective of my friends, If i feel unsafe, i often assess the male figure and attempt to talk said friend from them but i cannot always protect them.”
Kearn suffers from Nightmare Disorder, also knows a Dream anxiety disorder, this simply means that nightmares happen very often, usually every night. Once a nightmare happens, Key struggles to fall back asleep due to fear of another nightmare, he often screams out, waking up covered in sweat. Its much like a normal anxiety but happens when he is asleep. He has attempted a lot of methods to help calm, some working, some not “Nothing is ever permanent though, often calming down for a week before returning just as bad. It means for lack sleep, putting me often on edge, which i guess could be a reason for a lot of my problematic traits.” Shush Key, you are mean on your own. “Ouch, that hurts.