by unluckythursday » Sun Jul 31, 2016 10:09 am
Username:
kitnotcat
Name:
Marie
Gender:
Female
Picture/Writing:
'I look down at my desk, sniffling as I rubbed at my teary eyes. They bubbled up like soda out of a bottle, falling down onto my manga book. At least I still had that. Heart throbbing, I sighed, falling back into my soft comforter. Another breakup with Gen. We have had only two now. The first one was because we both needed a break for a month or two. This one felt permanent, though. My tears made my eyes blurry, and I frowned, scrunching up my face. She was the love of my life. I had never felt such a deep affection for someone. Never thought I could find anyone so perfect for me.
I remember it clearly. The TV was on, and I was watching it, cuddled up against her. A phone rang, and I recognized her ringtone. She had been dozing off, and didn't notice. I hesitated, before reaching over and grabbing it. It had a name I didn't recognize. Confused, I let it go to voicemail. The voice sounded deep, and feminine.
'Hey Babe, call me back. I want to see you again.'
More confusion swamped my brain.
Who was this from? A friend? No. Platonic relationships weren't like this. They didn't talk to eachother like this. Brain racing, I breathed heavily as the truth set in.
My heart just about stopped as I squeezed the phone in depressed shock. A million different thoughts ran throughout my mind, stabbing through my heart. I felt like my heart and brain were at war. The gloominess of sad realization set in. Tears spilled from my eyes.
I stood up, throwing her phone down to the ground. She woke up with a start. My eyes were filled with angry sadness, and I ripped my blanket off of her.
"Mars? What's wrong?" Genevieve sat up, frowning. More anger filled me, pumping in my veins. She fooled me. I fell for it, like an idiot.
"Don't call me that!", I winced, hands trembling, as she picked up the phone, gaze shifting as her eyes swept across it. "Why would you do this to me? I love you!" I fell to the floor, vision blurred as my glasses fell down. More tears flowed down my cheeks as I covered my face, sobbing.
Gen reached out, gaze hurt. I could tell she knew what I knew.
"I'm sorry, Mars. It was a mistake." she reached out for me again, her eyes lost.
Fury ripped through me, digging and digging at my core.
"Loving you was a mistake." I pulled away, grabbing my bag. The anger being stomped down by a blank depression. Mind racing, I took one last look at her.
Her eyes were guilty and stained with tears, and she stood there in a helpless demeanor. My eyes watered more, and I gave a meaningful sob, racing out and slamming the door.
Face wet with tears, I jumped in my car, starting it up and quickly driving out of her driveway. She gazed at me through the window, face contorted from the raindrops on the glass.
I shook my head, drifting back to the present. Dwelling on it was hopeless, yet I couldn't stop thinking about her. I missed her so much.
But why? Why did I miss her?
She made a mistake. You know she loves you.. She's sorry.
Longing crept up in my chest. I wanted to hug her, hear her thousandth apology.
We could make a promise.
I grabbed my bag, my glasses, and wiped my eyes.
I was going to forgive her.'
I giggled as I wrote up my story. Of course, I would change the names. Its easier when I put my girlfriend and my names, just so I could make the emotion real. My characters were Lola and Hibiscus, two star crossed lovers with a rocky relationship.
Heart filled with happiness, I squealed, fiddling with my pencil in joy. I couldn't wait to show Gen. Well, after I changed the names, of course. There was nothing better then watching Genevieve's enthusiastic look as she read my manga pages.
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The familiar smell of clean laundry in Genevieve's living room put me in a sharp and alert mood, ready to listen to any advice my love had to give me.
Although, sometimes her advice isn't as helpful as I anticipate.
"Why were you - or, why was Lola - so quick to forgive Hibiscus?", Gen raised an eyebrow, looking up at me, "I think she would need a little more time to heal."
"They are madly in love!" I argued, pushing up my glasses, "Nothing can separate them!"
She giggled and put the manga down, leaning over and looking me in my eyes.
My heart just about stopped as I examined every feature of her face. She was so beautiful. I blushed, my heart fluttering, and gave a small, loving smile.
"Lola and Hibiscus sound a lot like me and you." She murmured, pulling me into her arms and brushing her fingers through my hair.
Nuts! She was onto me. I chuckled, hiding a mischievous grin.
"Huh? No. We don't fight like them." I quickly reminded her, taking my glasses off and breathing onto them.
Gen nodded, leaning back and staring at the TV.
"Let's just hope it stays that way." She muttered, yawning and laying lazily on my lap.
"Gen! Get off of me!" I gave her a playful, stern look, pushing weakly at her arm.
"Mm.. Mars.. C-Cant move.." She writhed, faking a pained look.
I chucked loudly, watching her grin as she heard me laugh at her little show.
Her face grew delighted as I laughed, and she leaned forward, giving me a neat kiss on my nose. My heart thumped, and I covered my face, blushing in affectionate embarrassment.
She cupped my cheeks. I looked down into her eyes, feeling more joyful than ever. It was like I was floating.
Sighing contentedly, I closed my eyes, painting a scene in my head.
Fluffy, pink clouds hugging eachother, gliding slowly across the sky. Upon one cloud me and her sat, laying side by side. We cuddled closer before standing up together, leaping off the fluffy bed. We laughed in joy, fingers intertwined as we slowly fell together.
We spread matching wings and flew, holding eachothers hands. The sun lay on our backs, the warmth sending us both into a dreamy haze.
Cheeks glowing, I opened my eyes again. Genevieve looked up at me curiously, wondering. She took her hands from my face, brushing aside a chunk of my hair behind my ear, tilting her head and giving me a questioning look.
I gave her a sleepy, dreamy look in return, and she seemed to understand. A devious gaze trickling onto her face, she rolled off of my lap, standing up. I stretched out, beginning to doze off.
Right as I was entering sweet, long awaited sleep, she lifted me up, carrying me bridal style toward the stairs. Her warm embrace gave the same, loving comfort, and her sweet perfume filled my nostrils as I cuddled against her chest. Before closing my eyes, I saw her loving gaze for the hundredth time tonight. Finally I fell into a happy sleep, my face cradled into her arm.
Gen is Genevieve, one of my Kalons.
Last edited by
unluckythursday on Mon Aug 01, 2016 2:59 am, edited 12 times in total.
i've been on this hellsite for way too long
