[feverrr]

possible reserve

[~valentine~]

username: SpaceCadet
name: Rani
gender: Female
personality: Quiet, Collected, A bit closed-minded. Comes off as harsh and unforgiving, loves to give people the cold shoulder. She is attached to the coat she wears from birth, and keeps it close at all times, never leaving it out of her sight. She loves her parents dearly, but she often disobeys them regardless. They have excellent expectations for what Rani could become, yet she would rather hide away somewhere quiet and continue with her life in solitude. You could picture her personality as;
•A frigid winter's night masked by a flurry of ice- one single candle melting on a windowsill grasps its' flame with its' life, the window cracked slightly to allow for extreme difficulty of the light to continue living.
poem:
Special child, beautiful daughter;
A letter of love that we wrote in your honor:

When we first saw you,
We found you, so fragile,
Ash-dusted, heavy-breathed,
Small and in denial.
A weep for your mother,
A cry from your throat,
Your beautiful fur,
The oversized coat.
Your hair of pure turquoise,
Your striking, sad eyes,
An abandoned child,
The light of our lives.
Took you in as our own,
Raised you as a queen,
The world is your throne,
Rule it as you please.

Just please, we beg,
Don't let your land suffer.
Live your life gently
With little chance of another.

[jayus]

username:
name:
gender:
personality:
poem: (you can write one, or find one)

reserve with o captain my captain

[Valenrhyme]

username:
name:
gender:
personality:
poem: (you can write one, or find one)

[videogames]

omg maark

[e u p h o r i a]

username:
XxEuphoriaxX

name:
Acaraho - Mountains

gender:
Male

personality:
Acaraho is laid back, and can stay calm in any situation.
Some may consider him lazy, but really, it just takes a
lot to motivate him. He's very clever and sly, finding a
way to wriggle out of a problem. His "I don't really care"
demeanor usually irritates the other Kalons in his tribe,
but he's valuable in his own ways. Once you actually
persuade him to get up and start moving, he's a very
useful ally to have at your side.

poem:
I pray to the great spirit
guide me through this pain
this world conflicts
Show me a world that holds no lies
that treat us like convicts
abandoned by society
in a world we once walked so free

Show me a setting sun
where blood never flows
like rivers turned red
where another one dies
underneath these blood red skies

Guide me through this land so dead
where visions stay in my head
teach we things nobody knows
when this day is gone
and all has come undone

Give me the strength I need
to make this a better place
when my people bleed
from this world falling from grace
-Spirtwind wood

credit

[bowiee]

username: sunflower in russia.
name: rei
gender: male
personality: although he's pretty loud an happy-go-lucky, rei can be a bit of a pessimist sometimes. he's pretty genuine at heart and very honest. sometimes, with out noticing he can be kind of rude, but he doesn't mean to hurt anyone's feelings. he's very outgoing and forgiving, mainly on the submissive and mischievous side. he's very stubborn and doesn't like to compromise, but most of the time he ends up feeling bad and gives in. he hates when people are very quiet and won't talk, and he usually ignores them sometimes. towards the young, rei is rather 'fatherly' towards them because that wasn't what he got as a child, and wants them to see him as a 'hero' or someone they can 'talk to'. his main goal is to be a role model, and have young children admire him.
poem:
-Balcony Thoughts-
From this spiral height,
outward eyes cast downward;
Catch the unsympathetic audience off their guard
with a shower of lavendar petals;
Spiritual cartography
in delicate veins.
Now,
Step forward in anticipated arc,
No uplifted hand
to save this wingless bird.

- ?

(if you're reading this, good luck! i probably wont win, but its worth a try, right?)

[Cuervo]

username: Talta
name: Ataciara - meaning, "a familiar spirit"
gender: Male
personality: Ataciara, or "Ata" for short, is a mellow,
calm, and mature kalon. He is as smooth and cool
as a flat rock you'd find perfect for skipping across
water. But, he is as stubborn as a boulder when it
comes to aggravating him or getting him to show
some emotion. He sits as a guard for his human
family, and takes his job very seriously.
poem:
Our family is like a patchwork quilt
With kindness gently sewn.
Each piece is an original
With beauty all its own.

With threads of warmth and happiness
It's tightly stiched together.
To last in love throughout the years
Our family is forever.
extra:
Ata lives with a human family - they are of inuit blood.
They cling onto their culture dearly and still carry on
many of their additions. Two sons of the family had
left their homes to start their adult lives, but they
promised they'd always visit their home. Yet one day,
only one son came back, with a grief stricken face.
That day he lost his brother - but gained another.
He had brought his family a kalon. Then, Ata was
just a bundle of fur. As he spent more and more
time with his two-legged family; they noticed that
many of his actions mirrored those of their lost
family member, and so they named him "Ataciara."
As Ata grew older, he acted more and more "human",
as their remaining son had said when he first introduced
the animal, "kalons are sentient creatures." They needed
no more proof. Now, Ataciara is an adult, loving and caring
for his family just as their brother did.

[mimikkyuu]

Recommended listening :: Moonsetter
This song presents whimsy, which is how this character may be described at face value- whimsical.
The lively and more prominent singer is what you see. The duller and heavier tune, you may define for yourself...

:: Username ::

Яapscallion

:: Basics ::

Name: Bentley
Gender: Male

:: Personality ::

Calm and cool, Bentley has been called 'emotionless' at times due to his expression being practically stuck on a lazy smile. Under this facade is a caring, playful individual who will fight for what is right, even if what he thinks is right at the time may be wrong.

Personality in greater detail

✪ = What he wants others to think, while ✫ = How he actually is/ thinks he is.

Charismatic ✰✪✰✰✰✰✰✰✫✰ Unappealing
Introverted ✰✰✫✰✰✰✰✰✪✰ Extroverted
Logical ✰✰✰✪✰✰✰✰✫✰ Emotional
Intelligent ✫✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✪✰ Ignorant
Solemn ✰✰✫✰✰✰✰✰✪✰ Laid Back
Empathetic ✰✰✰✫✰✰✰✰✪✰ Distant
Selfless ✫✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰ Selfish

+4 Charisma (✪) = Some find his playfulness and curious self attractive, as it goes with enigmas. Bentley's ability to control a situation before it goes too out of hand is also an attractive trait, which many characters who need a firm hold of what's going on may appreciate. His curious garb is also a factor to his charisma, showcasing his knack for trinkets.
+4 Unnappealing (✫) = This is how he thinks he is. In truth he wears what he does not because he likes them, but because he wants others to think of him as an odd fellow for acquiring them. Bentley does not see himself as attractive also due to his lonesome self- he does not give much care to himself.

+4 Extroverted (✪) = Despite how cool and collected he seems, Bentley likes to have fun! Running around and causing a ruckus is his favorite pass-time, but he never does it without good reason. Some hooligan got in a fit with a cute girl? Time for some justice- we better get mischievous!
+3 Introverted (✫) = Then it falls back down to what really goes on in his head. Another fabrication, Bentley may enjoy the recognition he receives from his acquaintances, but in the end he wonders why he even does what he does. It's not what he wants to do, but rather, what he feels he must do. For what purpose, however?

+2 Logical (✪) = To think, or not to think; he makes decisions entirely off of who seems the most 'intelligent' in the room, and off of things he'd 'remembered'. Although others think he's much like a machine ('I wonder if he's doing calculus in his head all the time...?') he just goes with what seems best.
+4 Emotional (✫) = Being passive as he is, he struggles with his emotional self in an almost constant basis when the topic of decision-making is brought up. There are times Bentley has let his overwhelmingly emotional self slip, but covers it up easy with a reassuring smile and change of subject. Seeing him mess up is the best way to try and coax his true self out in a later time...

+4 Ignorant (✪) = Bentley plays as a fool, acting very oblivious and as if he were in a constant reverie. While everyone around him believes such idiocy, those close to him or watchful eyes will notice how he tends to frown while deep in thought, as if in a deep well of despondency.
+5 Intelligent (✫) = Those who know him very well will tell Bentley is 'a kalon of quick wit and silver tongue'. Although it may come to a shock to others, his usual play of rhymes and jokes are nothing but constant brain exercises- if you play a fool for too long, you may as well become one.

+4 Laid Back (✪) = Passive as he is, others immediately identify that lazy smile with a laid back attitude. Of course this is exactly what he wants them to believe, allowing them to be comfortable around him and spill their thoughts, while he, almost selfishly so, never lets a drop dribble down.
+3 Solemn (✫) = This is what Bentley wishes himself to be- stoic and stern. The idea of being relaxed, of trusting the others around him is so inane to him, he hopes that his farce isn't his true self... although there have been many times where Bentley actually enjoyed acting upon such ease and friendliness.

+2 Distant (✪) = Going along with his obliviousness, he acts in an aloof manner whenever a situation arises, especially concerning comrades- however...
+4 Empathetic (✫) = ...it is difficult to keep himself from feeling concern. Although his face presents no emotion to what is at hand, Bentley wishes to help who he believes to be his 'friends', who he'd rather call 'acquaintances' in his charade. The reasoning for all of this will come shortly, reader.

+5 Selfless (✫) = This is it. His truest, sincerest trait. There is no helping it. Bentley can come across as cold, unemotional and even selfish, but if there is one thing he cannot stop himself from doing, it is giving. Giving is the best way he can show that he cares, and even when he is in a bind he gives to those he loves. Any act of selfishness he may enact in his masquerade will be truly regretted.

:: Poem ::

I can't stop loving you
I've made up my mind
To live in memory of the lonesome times

I can't stop wanting you
It's useless to say
So I'll just live my life
In dreams of yesterday

Those happy hours that we once knew
Tho' long ago, they still make me blue

They say that time heals a broken heart
But time has stood still since we've been apart

-Ray Charles, 'I Can't Stop Loving You'
Music is poetry, right?

:: Extras ::

The Story
The basis for his fake face, his refusal to present himself as he is is revealed in his story.
Before I go head-over-heels for details, I shall present the outline of the story as shortly as possible, way before I go out of hand.

In the beginning

Recommended listening :: Ray Charles - I Can't Stop Loving You
This song represents the true force of emotion the character withholds. Below the vibrant flora we see is only soil, after all.

In the spring, Bentley was born within the hilly meadows of a remote forest to a pair of happy parents. It was him, them, and two other siblings, a male and a female. Being the youngest born was a bit tough for him, since his older brother and sister played rough often. He stuck close to his mother, who he loved very much.

Spring came to summer, where he was able to meet other kalon children to play with. A bit reluctant to go far from mom, he refused to join the others most of the time. With some urging however he eventually came over those fears and went about his way to go and play. It was then he learned of the dangers of the world, watching a youth's tail get stuck in a trap laid by hunters.

Summer drifted to fall, and the traps were becoming commoner and commoner. Bentley feared for his life, thinking about that unfortunate child, and clung to his mother for protection. In that time his siblings were aching to leave, to have a life of their own- but he.

Fall flew to winter, where food was scarce. The family had many unsuccessful hunts, and what meager sustenance they could obtain came from those nefarious traps. Then they, too, fell to them- first it was father, who lost his foot and eventually died of infection. Sister fell, too- a snare took her from this Earth. Then it was-

"Mother!" Bentley cried out, his eyes disbelieving the scene in front of him.

There she was, the one who bore him, the one who raised him, the one who loved him-

"Bentley! Leave with your brother, now! Go, before the hunters come!"

"I can't, I can't just-"

"Go."

That was the last thing he'd heard from her. Bentley blindly ran from her, cursing the hunters for laying down those accursed traps- unknowingly, as they were laid for the bears. The distressed kalon ran and ran, but ran so far he came to a place he'd never known. Here he cried; he moped; the silence.

She and I

"Why are you sad?"

Despite the good intention behind these words, Bentley nearly jumped out of his fur. Wide, curious eyes looked into his bewildered ones. A giggle came from that same voice, and the strange kalon playfully pounced about the snow in such a vivacious spirit, it was like a he'd fallen from a nightmare into bliss.

Here he meets his beloved, a kalon born into captivity with such a perfect and sociable demeanor, she was classed as a fine pet for anybody to have. However, she is owned only by an elderly woman, a park ranger of the forests which the wild kalon lived. This one was the one that made Bentley safe, happy, and loved for most of his life after he was rescued on that day.

But as the leaves on trees feel the cold's faintest touch and wither so, we too wither at death's faintest. When we cannot uphold ourselves any longer, it swoops in and takes us away, like the dead petals of dried flowers that flow with the gusts of autumn.

"Bentley? Bentley, where are you?"

He'd tried to free her, to take her away from those people-

"Just put him back into the reserve. I don't know why she'd take him, he seems a bit too aggressive to me."

He couldn't save her, couldn't save the one who he loved-

"Bentley? Oh, help me, Bentley!"

Where are you?

Bentley came back to the forest in which he was born and raised after his owner passed away. His beloved was given to the deceased's daughter, but he did not come with as he 'posed a threat to the children' due to his feral past. Distraught, he was. All that he had that proved they were in his life was the jacket the woman had made for him, the small braid she'd tied for him, the rings she'd clipped at his constant request. Those rings were quite difficult to obtain, he'd think to himself, smiling about how he'd become jealous of a kalon TV star who bore these same rings.

When these memories made him sad again, again, and again, he stopped remembering. He stopped remembering for so long, he'd forgotten how he'd come across these items, and eventually crafted a tale in which he, the star, obtained them by mean of action and victory.

That is how he got his start. He started by forgetting the things that made him who he was, by putting up that facade. This is how he came about such good friends, such amazing and strong friends.

Did he really forget who he was though? Did he really forget all of the regret he had, his disability to save who he loved?

Remembering things can hurt. Forgetting things may seem like an easy fix, an easy way to get rid of the hurt-
But once you remember again, after minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, even years-
That is when it will hurt the most.

Thank you.
May be a WIP, may be not.

Please let me know if this is way too long!
It's really hard for me to make things short, since everything makes more sense with the context. Please understand!

[waterstar.]

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username: waterstar2002
name: ragnar
gender: male
sexuality: heterosexual

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likes: swords, war, plunder
dislikes: peace, mercy,
worst quality: destructive
best quality: loyalty

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