"Hey, Titus, where'd those scars come from?"
His scars. A subject he'd been questioned about again and again. He hoped, giving a simple answer, that he wouldn't be pressed more.
"In a war." he replied, sincerly hoping no further inquires would come from his blue companion.
But they would. They always did.
"A war? Are you serious? You were in a war? Can you tell me about it?" Leith asked. Titus looked him in the face; his mouth was draped open like a fool, cerulean blue eyes shining like stars.
"I don't..."
What? What was he doing? Never had be been this short on words before- atleast, not when it came to the war. He stumbled like an imbecile, trying to find the right words. They'd always been there before, but now, gazing into Leith's eyes intensely, he couldn't find them. He couldn't... what?
"Titus? You alive?" Leith questioned in fear.
"You alive?" Titus questioned, trembling in horror. He stared at his friend's still body, the echoes of bombshells and gunshots ringing out around him.
"Please.. please..."
Titus's heart pulsed as he neared the Kalon's back, before promptly pushing him over, gasping in shock.
For the next ten minutes, he stared at the Kalon's deceased corpse. His eyes, once bright and round with determination, were cold and still. Blood, both dried and wet, clung to his friend's fur like weeds. The useless gun, who hadn't been useful enough to fire a single shot, still lay clenched in his fist.
Hot tears cascaded down Titus's tortured face, leaving moist lines down his cheeks that were stained with dirt and blood.
"You've got to get up Titus! It's just one death! You can't be so still and helpless, not now! The more you don't fight, the more Kalons that die!"
Titus heard the soldier's words but didn't acknowledge them. He was in hell, and he knew it. The swirling fire around him. The screams and horror of innocent people surrounding the bloody battlefield.
"Please Titus! We need you!"
"Titus? Are you alright?"
Titus took in great gasps of shock. Flashbacks were not uncommon, but this one.. this one..
"Titus!" Leith cried, shaking him slightly.
Titus turned away. He was back- he wasn't fighting anymore. He was safe here with Leith despite the Kalon's ignorance. He was fine.
But he wasn't fine. He was angry- very angry.
"Why did you have to ask me something like that?" Titus yelled, earning quite the jump from Leith.
"Ti, I-"
"Don't you dare! You think I liked the war? Killing people, shooting them, stabbing them? You think that was fun for me? You think I live my life, proud of the scars I earn that serve as a constant reminder that I'm a murderer?"
Leith gasped. "No! I didn't mean it! Please, cool down!"
Don't stop. He insulted you. He pointed out your scars, he made you see... this is his fault...
"You're so ignorant! I can't stand you - just like all the rest! No sympathy, no compassion! I... hate you!"
"Titus," Leith said in forlorn and incertitude. "You don't mean that!" He finished.
Yes you do. You hate him. You hate him.
"You're so cruel to me! I hate you!" Titus cried, beating his fists. Tears welled up in his eyes before gliding down his soft, young face.
"You foolish child," his father spat in animosity, "You don't know cruel!"
Titus yelped as his father's hand struck against his face; Titus held in his tears, for they were useless.
"I named you after fire in belief you'd be strong, forceful, merciless- but you're so weak. My only son, an idiot!"
Titus had been called names by his father time and time again, but this time, it stung harder than a knife. He truly was an idiot.
"If only," his father said, casting a glance towards the large mural of two Kalons engaged in a furious battle. He watched as his father, sighing and muttering incoherently, walked away.
"Titus!"
Titus inhaled. His breath returned to him in quick, short gasps as Leith slowly released the grip he had on Titus's shoulders.
"I'm sorry," Titus finally let the words slip from his mouth.
Leith shook his head in concern. "What was that?" he questioned.
"A- a flashback." Titus lowered his head, shaking it slightly.
"Flashback? You suffer from flashbacks?"
"PTSD," said Titus quietly, closing his eyes as relief washed over him.
"You.. you've got-" Leith paused to gasp. "Forgive me, Titus, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have egged you on, I know that now, I wish-"
"You're fine," Titus gave a small smile. "Can we go, now?"
"Of course."