Sylvi and Freya | Tyramet (mentioned with James.'s permission)
Changelings were not their own people, they never were. This was no different for the young Sylvi. As any fae changeling was destined to do from birth, she had been with a family that was never meant to be hers. She aged at the pace of a normal viscet, living a life with a loving mortal family as any viscet might.
To her, and to any fae changeling, this wasn't wrong. It was just life. She was meant to live with mortals-- to be raised by them. She was supposed to fit in with mortal viscets, to stay inserted into their society to give the fae race as a whole a real foothold in mortal society. It was the way of things, it was the natural order. Her own species would have died out millennia ago without changelings such as herself pulling the right strings to keep their mythical race safe from prying mortal eyes-- and from mortal greed.
It wasn't unusual that no one suspected she was any different. She was placed with the family as an infant, just like it was always done.
Sylvi knew what she was, as any changeling of course did, but she didn't know who she was. The only name she had ever known was Sylvi. Her own fae mother had never named her, things were not done that way. She was meant to be Sylvi, right?
And so the young fae lived her life with another family that should have had a different child-- a different "Sylvi" and instead had her.
Despite all this, despite what she was and who she knew she was meant to be, she was different. In some ways, she was like any other changeling. She had come to the world in the same way, she had the same mission. Yet in many ways, she was indeed so very different than her kind.
She wasn't meant to do it, and it wasn't supposed to be possible, but she had learned to love the family she was with. Her family. By her tenth year, she didn't even remember a time when she didn't love her mother and love helping her cook the family meal. She couldn't even fathom not having her father wrap her up in the largest hug after a long day of work, and twirl her around while she peppered light kisses on his jaw. She never thought about a life where it was any different anymore, not like in her youngest years when she couldn't yet speak and yearned for the touch of her birth mother above all else.
Most of the time, these days, she would forget that her mother and father weren't actually her real parents. When her papa tucked her into bed and kissed her head she always said "I love you" before he could manage it, like a game. When her mother woke her up in the mornings, she would bounce out of bed and let her mother help her pick out the perfect outfit to wear for the day. Her mother would compliment her, and give her a kiss on the cheek, and love would always fill Sylvi's heart. She spent her days with her little brother, doting on him (and sometimes dressing him up in her old clothes). Life was beautiful and perfect for her until one sweltering summer evening.
The world was hot, muggy, and miserable. Yet the family found themselves outside in the backyard with a small fire burning. There had been thunderstorms every day that week, doing damage to power lines across the county. The family didn't even have their power on, hadn't in several hours now. The inside of their house was nearly as sweltering as the outside now, and at least outside there was a small breeze to run through their furs occasionally.
The brownout in the daylight had been miserable, it's not as if they could sit out in the sun all day, but now with the light of day fading fast and a small fire roaring it felt almost magical. There were no artificial lights, even in their relatively large neighborhood. Occasionally, you could see candlelight in the windows of the other homes as well, but for the most part, the other homes were dark.
"Alright you two!" Sylvi's father bellowed as he returned in his truck. He parked and didn't bother to put the windows back up as he stepped out. "Now that the sun is gone, and the moon is out to play, it's time for dessert!" and with what seemed like magical intervention, their father pulled a box from his truck and raced back over to them out of the shadows surrounding the parking space from the carport above. In the box were the ingredients to make smores. Now, suddenly, the sticks their mother had been whittling made a lot more sense.
Sylvi's eyes lit up as her brother squirmed out of her lap toward the box. He pulled out a marshmallow immediately and popped it into his grinning maw. Sylvi chuckled as he unsuccessfully attempted to speak around it.
"Quit that, little man. You have to swallow first, silly!"
He simply laughed and ran around the yard as she chewed. Their father laughed too as he began to open the other packages.
As she normally did, Sylvi found herself helping her father build the s'mores. Her baby brother kept trying to sneak all of them off, but Sylvi would use her tail to swat him away. It didn't take long for them all to finish making and eating them, and then it was time for their father to tell them a story around the campfire. Their mother had gone back inside for the fire iron to stoke the flames back up in the meanwhile, and they were in the middle of the tale by the time she arrived and began stoking the fire with it and a few more small logs.
Sylvi's brother was already fast asleep in their father's arms by the time her mother sat beside her and held out the poker for Sylvi to take. Not thinking much of it, she grasped it in her paws. She felt a white-hot pain hit her, and she immediately dropped the object. She held in a hiss best she could as both of her parents looked at her, worry in their eyes.
"Is everything alrigh--?"
Sylvi cut her off "Fine, momma." she said quickly "Just fine. I'm just tired. I must have touched it a little too far down, but it didn't burn me. Don't worry."
It had indeed burned her, but not for the reason her parents might have thought. As all fae are unable to do, Sylvi was also not able to touch iron. It was a jarring thrust back into reality-- her reality. She was fae, not mortal as her parents and brother were. No, as the original Sylvi's parents and brother were. She was lying to them, always lying to them. And worse, she believed her own lies.
She stood, not looking either of them in the eyes "I'm just going to walk around to the front of the house..." she mumbled.
Her parents looked at her, concern apparent on their faces, but they said nothing as she slipped away. She was ten years old-- almost eleven. A young girl so close to becoming a young woman. For now, at least, they would let her be. She would be back at the fire with them soon, and if it took her too long, her father would just find her and cradle her in his arms until she fell asleep as well.
Sylvi didn't stop when she reached the front of the house. She kept going, past all the neighbors' houses and into the small grove outside of their suburb. It was times like these she found solace in the small grove. It was her own little slice of nature-- the domain of her kind. It was her birthright, the fruit of the earth. And it was what she was to protect, by taking on this mortal form. She was meant to keep her kind hidden and at peace from mortals.
But what was so wrong with mortals? Her family was nothing but full of love. Almost everyone she meant was kind, and courteous, and surely that wasn't any different than the fae? Couldn't they just explain to the mortals why they couldn't destroy forests and bother fae? Wouldn't they understand, or at least respect the fae's wishes?
If that was even possible, she wouldn't need to be there. She wouldn't have her family.
She could feel guilt clawing her from the inside for the first time.
Fae were not meant to feel guilty. She didn't know what the feeling in the pit of her stomach was, but she didn't like it. It only worsened as she continued to think of her family.
"All I've ever done is lie to them..." Sylvi grimaced at the thought. She looked to her paws, her eyes focused on the angry red lines across her palm and fingers from grasping the iron poker. "They love me, as I love them, but they love a lie..."
From the shadows of the trees emerged a real mystical sight. Something rare and extraordinary appeared in that grove that very night.
A fae accepted her conscience.
Perhaps she wasn't the first fae to do so over the many millennia they had existed, but it was something magical all the same. Fae, the selfish creatures that they tend to be, really only care for themselves and their own kind, but if the stabbing guilt was anything to go by then this young fae had learned to care for her pseudo-family far more than she ever cared for herself.
Now Sylvi was faced with a choice. Would she continue with her purpose, could she bear it? Or did she slip away, leaving the ones she loved behind to do what her newly-born conscience was telling her was the right thing to do?
Sylvi didn't make the choice until she could hear her father's shouts in the distance. His voice echoed through the grove. He was close. Her father knew her well-- or at least knew her habits well-- of course he knew to look here first. If she waited any longer, she would see him, and the choice would be made for her. He would see the tears spilling down her cheek, he would wrap her in his arms, and he would chase away all the scary feelings she was facing. He would dry her tears, maybe brew her some tea, and ask her what was wrong. She wouldn't answer, but he would somehow understand and carry her to her bed-- tucking her in with a kiss to the crown of her head. She could see all of this, in her mind's eye. She knew exactly how it would play out, and she wanted it so terribly badly. She wanted to wait for her papa to make everything better.
But she knew what would eventually happen too.
She knew she couldn't keep living like this, that she would keep being reminded she wasn't part of this world, even though she wanted nothing more than just that.
In a flurry of panic, with only her heavy heart and the love for her family slowing her down, she slipped out of the grove and made a run for it.
Her choice was made, she wasn't coming back.
She didn't know when she left that she would be cursed to remain the same age she had been when she ran away for as long as she lived. She had no clue that her form changed the moment she stepped out of the shadows of the grove, cursing her with another sentient being attached to her tail to spend her remaining days with.
She didn't know, that because of what she had chosen, her own kind would treat her as a traitor. She didn't know the mortals would be wary of her and sense something wrong in her. She didn't know that the fae would come and erase her family's memories to make them quit searching for her. She didn't know her family would be so happy, even without her when she checked back a year later.
She didn't know that despite all the fae meddling, her brother wouldn't forget her. That her parents would think he heard the name Sylvi from them, it was what they had always planned to name a daughter, and made up an imaginary friend. That one day in the distant future, he would hunt for her to try to bring her home.
Back then, she only knew that she had to get away. She ignored the extra weight on her tail as she ran as fast as she could.
And after she did finally check on her family, that year later with Freya by her side (as her tail always was of course) she finally knew where she had to go. There was only one place for someone such as her, exiled from the mystical forests of her people and shunned by mortal society.
She would journey to the frozen wasteland-- to the underworld. The dominion of the mighty king of the Pit-- the king of Hell. She would travel to Tyramet's domain and broker a deal with the Red Devil himself. What else was left for her, after the event in the grove that long year ago? What could be left for her now, on this mortal plane?
Things were going to change again, for Sylvi and Freya. They could only hope that it was for the better.
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