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【 username: Virixin 】xxxxxxxJ I N N !xxxxx【 gender: DFAB (she/they/it) 】
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xxxxxxxxDespite her solemn and otherworldly appearance, Jinn is a gentle and motherly soul, incredibly attuned to the emotions of those around her. Protecting those near and dear to her is her biggest priority, guiding them back to the path that is right for them. Jinn's very own past may be riddled with ghosts that haunt her from day to day, but she chooses to stand tall to wade through the fog, shaking her head free from snaking thoughts that try to drag her to her knees. She may never be able to fix what had been broken in her past but now, in the present, she can help bandage the future for those who need to find the smallest wisp of light to guide them along to a herd they can call their very own. And, with the help of a heifer named Itsy Bee, Jinn is on the path to doing so.
"Oh, Jinn, slow down, will ya?" Her mother's voice carried over the bushes, rolling her eyes as she kept her rhythmic pace along the rocky path, her switch swishing against her hind legs. The young calf happily bounded ahead, weaving beneath the curling thickets of foliage. Above her, the moon was her guide, shining across the path the pair had taken for years, shimmering across the downtrodden dirt with freckled light. In the distance, a crow took flight, startled. Jinn paused for just a moment, ears twitching backwards as she tossed her head over her shoulder, scrunching her nose upwards, "But mama, you're so
slooow!"
"Well, when you get hurt, don't come wailin' to me, ya hear? I ain't gonna baby ya when you when you ain't willin' to listen to me," Her mother's voice carried over the space between the two, a hint of smugness to it. Jinn scoffed, digging at the dirt beneath her hoof as she pouted. Her mother was right, after all, but on the other hoof, Jinn wanted to feel the wind in her fur. After contemplating, she finally turned to head back through the undergrowth, squeezing between towering tree roots to find her way back to her mother. Behind her, Jinn's unusual tail bobbed and curled with her, standing out against the greenery of the forest.
What she failed to notice was the quiet sounds behind her as something slowly stalked in the shadows...
"There you are, my little ghost." Her mother's voice softened as Jinn came back into view, shaking a lose leaf off her nose. Her mother leaned down to nuzzle the top of her daughter's head just as she crept closer. Jinn gave a squealing laugh, puffing up as she bounded around her mother, pressing into her side momentarily as the pair paused to greet each other despite having only been separated for a few minutes. While her daughter's focus had flickered aside, Mama couldn't help but eye Jinn's otherworldly switch with a hint of disgust, taking a step away with a cough to clear her throat, "Alright, Jinn, let's get back home now, hmm?"
"Yes, mama," Jinn yawned, trotting after to keep a decent pace with elder heifer. And Mama's pace was unbearably slow for the young calf, especially now as Jinn was beginning to realize just how tired she was. She gave a quiet whine, giving a little headbutt to her mother's flank, earning a swat to the rear end by her mother's tail. "Can we move faster? I'm tired, mama!"
Crrraccck!Mama suddenly paused, her ears angled upwards, her nostrils flaring. Jinn stumbled right into one of her back legs. blinking up at her in confusion. She scrambled backwards to crane her head around, "W-what's wrong? What was that sound, mama?"
"Be quiet, Jinn." Mama's voice was so stern, very low. She had never heard her this serious before. Jinn cowered low to the ground, ears pinned to her head as she trembled. From the shadows came a low, rumbling sound unlike anything she had ever heard before. Mama took a few steps back, Jinn skittering around her hooves to avoid being crushed beneath each lumbering hoof. Branches snapped once more around them, before lanky shapes finally emerged from the shadows, the light of the moon revealing silvery fur and the twinkling eyes of hungry predators Jinn had never encountered. There had to have been at least five of them, their lips curled in snarl, drool dribbling from glistening fangs. Mama froze, her voice barely a whisper, "
Wolves."
One took its chance, slowly creeping up on Mama, snapping at her hind leg. She immediately kicked out, sending the wolf sprawling out before it scrambled to its paws, shaking its head out. Jinn lowered herself further to the ground, eyes wide with fear. She managed to find her voice, barely a squeak as she trembled, "M-mama, what do we do?"
Remembering her daughter was there seemed to set something off in Mama.
"
You. You're the reason they found us. I knew I should have abandoned you like the herd suggested the moment you were born. You are a curse. A blight. That tail isn't right," She snapped her head around to glare down at Jinn, her eyes wild with fear. Jinn froze, tears pricking in her eyes. What? What was her mother going on about? She tried to open her mouth to speak but Mama reared up to slam her hooves down on the ground, startling Jinn up to her own. "Get
OUT of here! This is
your fault, Jinn!"
Jinn gave a choked sob, turning tail to bolt into the forest. She paused to throw a look over her shoulder just in time to meet her mother's gaze one last time. Her mother refused to meet hers, her focus now on the pack of wolves slowly advancing.
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"Jinn! Wake up!" Jinn jolted awake with a gasp.
She blinked away tears, shaking her head slowly
as she squinted blearily at the heifer before. It was
none other than Itsy Bee. Bee frowned, worry written
over her typically sweet face. Jinn gave a faint sniffle,
ears flicking backwards as her gaze sunk to the waves
gently lapping at the sides of the Royal Seashell. The
other heifer circled around before settling by her
side, leaning into Jinn to comfort her, "...Did
you have that dream again?"
"I still don't understand how she turned so fast on
me," Jinn whispered out, shaking her head as her
gaze lingered on the water. Bee gently nuzzled her
friend's shoulder, nodding as she listened to her. Jinn
glanced at her from the corner of her eyes before
giving a little sigh, "Y'know, Bee, I really did love my
mom.. and I thought she loved me too. But she just...
why? Why did she do that? She never said
anything like that before."
"I'm not defending what she said in any means, but
fear does crazy things to the mind and can make you
say irrational things.. I'm certain she loved you, Jinn."

Jinn rose to her hooves with a heartier sigh, easing her way to the front of the ship, lifting her head to feel the cool night breeze in her fur. Bee was absolutely right, but deep down.. did her mother mean what she said? Or did she say it out of fear? Either way, it had deeply scarred the heifer, knowing deep down it was her fault her mother was now gone. Itsy Bee paused before shifting to glance at Jinn, giving a soft smile as she watched her friend. "Plus, y'know Jinn, you are definitely a blessing."
"H-huh? What?" Jinn paused, glancing back over her shoulder at the other heifer, taken by surprise. Bee gave a quiet laugh, her shoulders shaking in amusement. She rose to her hooves, bobbing her head in a nod as she gave a smile, "Yeah! You, Jinn, are a blessing. I mean, ever since you joined me on the Royal Seashell those few years ago, you have immensely helped me with my grandpapa's final wish and I can never thank you enough for that."
"Well, I mean, it really is nothing, Bee..." She responded shyly, shuffling her hooves. Bee shushed her, moving to stand at her side. Jinn looked down as Bee gently placed a hoof on her chest. "It means everything to me and I mean it. Your mother may have seen your tail as a curse, but it is more than just that. It is a part of you and you are using it for good things, Jinn. You are doing good things. You are helping young, scared calves find their way to us, the Royal Seashell, so we can help them find a way home, to safety. Isn't that a blessing? So, doesn't that in turn make you one too?"
Jinn lifted her gaze to her friend, tears stinging in her eyes as she saw the honesty in Bee's eyes. She lurched forward to knock their heads together, "Thank you for being my friend, Bee."
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【 total word count:xx1500 wordsxxxxcredits:xxitsy bee owned by myself .. fullbody by myself .. bust by koikee .. royal seashell pair by myself 】