username: Skylar. -
floc name: Flaris
prompt: 
↳ "Aɴᴅ Iɴᴛᴏ Tʜᴇ Fᴏʀᴇsᴛ I Gᴏ, To Lo⳽ᥱ Mყ Mɩᥒᑯ Aᥒᑯ Fɩᥒᑯ Mყ SoᥙꙆ." ﹣ Jᴏʜɴ Mᴜɪʀ
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It was a declaration, as
flox live naturally to their 100th year, a
century, before dying as all of them were immune
to diseases, unlike most humans. They just couldn't physically get sick and ascend to heaven early
unless hurt by some outside force. As such, they have seen the rise and fall of many things and
in this case, forests and so has Flaris.
He's been alive for so long that memories seem to scatter and dissipate into sand much like how
an hour glass slowly tips to its end. So long that, that he
wonders how can anyone stand
to live for such a seamless eternity, haunted by stories and actions they've done in their life?
Okay,
so maybe he is a bit jaded but it still didn't mean anything and it certainly did not
affect his opinion on forests at all. He swears it doesn't affect it at all. Fine, scratch that, it
totally did.
So, where to start? There have been many beginnings and endings in a lifetime, so many that
he's practically lost count. Most have been given and forgotten to the wind at this point so
how about the first house? The one he had lived in for almost all his life before relocating once
his parents had died, how about it?
The one which had a colorful vibrant forest behind it and fond memories tossed and bundled
up in each corner and ugly patterned furniture that he can not help but sigh and brighten
from how strong the warmth of nostalgia was until
it had happened. The one where
literally everything began and concluded.
The
one where he was born.
-Flaris was born an only child to a single mother. His father, having not wanted any kids,
divorced her and left shortly afterwards on his 10th birthday, though he did try in the beginning.
He was never seen again but he neither cares nor thinks about him. Not even when his classmates
teased and jabbed at it, pointing at him and whispering behind their perceived barriers. Not
a word. Not when he fears fueling the rumors and implicating his only living relative who often
times, was nonexistent (too absent-minded, thinking about the past, about what could
have been) though she loved him very much.
"Hah! Your father thought you were so ugly as a baby that he left!"
"Who's that in the corner?"
"Oh, you haven't heard? He's the only floc in this class who's doesn't have both parents!"
"I had a feeling there was something wrong with you when I first sat next to you."And if he ran into the forest to cry the next day, well, it's not like anyone
knew or even
cared as the only floc who did, was not there at the moment.
The trees started to become a place to hide his tears, a symbol of loneliness and insecurity.
-Before that, Flaris remembers days of liquefied gold in flashes-
soft laughter, sunshine,
reading books in the black couch by the window, the weirdly patterned wall painted in splotches
of colored rainbows, the clunky sound of the coffee machine in the mornings (both the courtesy
of his dad), the smell of his mother's favorite brown, cozy sweater- and then everything was
suddenly dull when the divorce happened.
Things that once seemed bright and radiant as the sun seemed dark and cold, and hewasscared.
The jungle now appeared to be closing, swallowing everything in its path, behind his father's
retreating back as he departed away, away from him and his mom, the family,
their family.
And if he tried to fit the pieces of a shattered image left behind from one of his parental figures
into that of a hero, one that had died fighting a vicious dog in the cover of the plantation to
protect his brood, well, no one had to know. No one would ever have to understand anyways
that he felt guilty and younger than ever.
-When Flaris grew older, he realized that it was not his fault that his father had left, that he
had to ignore the snickers behind his back and push all the blame onto his missing parent.
It had nothing to do with him
sowhydoyoukeepcallingmeafreak!? The forest that had once represented one of grieving, then sorrow, had at some point
became hatred.
-By the time he was well into his fifties, he knew better. Flaris now had all the facts
to why his mom was divorced and all the circumstances that had come into play in the
long run of his parents' relationship. His bitterness began to bleed and blend into apathy
and grouchiness when certain touchy topics came up and eventually, he forgave his dad,
though he did not forget however.
Nowadays, the woodland of secrets that had once been thriving,
flourishing beyond
the boundaries of his old residence had long since been mowed down and turned into
a parking lot as well as a park. It also now came to represent to him what it used to be in
his childhood- freedom, happiness, love, and death- the cycle of life in general's beauty.
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