[VanossGaming]

username: VanossGaming
name: Minoh
gender: Male
thought process: W I P
(please try to keep this under 1000 words, but you definitely DO NOT need to use all 1000.)

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[Thani]

Username:
Thani

Name:
Mellow

gender:
Non-binary

Thought process:
I used to have a hard time relaxing, like.. a really hard time.
I was always anxious and worried about one thing or another.
The one moment of continuous quiet I ever had was going to bed and even then I still had a hard time relaxing.
I couldn't fall asleep or stop my mind from thinking until I literally passed out from exhaustion.
That changed when I moved in with my boyfriend, and found my place of peace laying on his chest and listening to the soft beat of his heart.


//// I hope this isn't gonna end up super personal or dumb but i'm just gonna write what goes through my head.?? aaa


It's such a simple thing that relaxes me, and lets my mind completely be at peace and wander.
When I think about the future I find myself thinking up impossible situations.
Winning the lottery, Becoming famous. Opening up my own Shelter for homeless/Pets.
Adopting every stray cat ever.
Things that bring not only myself joy but others aswell.
I want to be successful not only for myself so that I can help the people I care about succeed in life.
My mind wanders to places full of angst and sadness.
I love things that make me feel emotional,I don't know why I just do.
Sad songs and scenarios played out in my head.
In my head im who i want to be, put together, successful and happy.
I am happy, most of the time.
As for success and being put together, Well I could always work on that.
If I can get out of my head and enter the real world
but who likes the real world?

You ever get something stuck in your head and no matter what or how silly you can't get it out?
Even when you relax and are on the verge of sleep.
Tetris.
Candy crush.
When you can perfectly play a game of it in your head, matching up every piece to clear the boards.
It feels satisfying to do something like that, but also annoying because you just cannot stop.
Its an addiction that plagues my mind even when I have plenty of other things to think about.

After a few games my mind wanders back to my future, I see myself being with him for the rest of my life.
just the feeling of being so safe and happy and comfortable I know that its gonna last forever.
I can't help but smile as I think of all the times that I had been let down and hurt in the past.
somehow coming out still okay, broken..but okay.
I imagine us on a beach, just us. At sundown, just relaxing and talking as we let the waves creep up and touch our feet.
I imagine us growing old together and having a family.
And as the last bit of my mind wanders off, just imaging scenarios in my head.
I nuzzle myself close and finally drift off to sleep
Dreaming of whatever my mind thinks up that night.

[justamindset]

username: DragonOfEmber
name:
gender:
thought process:
As i stare up at the stars, I see around me, a beautiful scene, of the sun hugging the moon, before it morphs into a mama bear with its cub, huddled together. These remind me that the days turn into the most beautiful nights turn into glorious days, no matter how wet or cold that day happens to be. Because sometimes? You just have to appreciate the world and the ups and downs to get through each moment.
I take the time to remind myself; A parent can love a child, protect them.
I see this in the clouds, a reminder that there are people who love me. They are my family of choice, the family I created, and because of that, I am stronger now.
I.
Am.
Strong.

I can breathe for once, breathe calmly, and feel myself relax into the calmness of my mind as I stare at the cloudy sky.

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in a moment of absolute stillness, a point where the sun just kisses ones skin, a time where the ocean wave seem
s to take a breath just before crashing down the thunder, a second where the breeze hits you with just the softes
t of touches and all feels right in the world. no sadness reaches you, nor any worries. you breathsoft and slow, a
moment that may pull at your heartstrings knowing that all life is fleeting and nothing lasts forever. knowing tha
t some do not experience this internal peace and are forever on the move never stopping to breath. it is a sad kn
owledge yet a point in time where one can feel most alive and connected to the world. life isn't always about ho
w much money someone holds, how much you can stuff in your gullet, how much you can experience in a life tim
e, how much you can show off, how many people you surround yourself with. they are all materialistic, easily ta
ken away, or removed, or lost, or forgotten. the moments you have in and of yourself are the moments you forge
t your earthly affairs, those moments you forget your responsibilities and your mistakes that plague you in "wakin
g" life. as you feel yourself in a trance when you have a subtle moment of inner peace.

some would call is senseless and mindless drifting, a waste of time. as often spoken by materialistic people, "tim
e is money", they don't have a dime to spare to take a breath and stop to smell the flowers around them. life is a
limited gift that we have and should not be spent chasing after something that you may very well lose in your lif
e time. it is known that a man is happier gaining experience and knowledge then gaining money. it's not a waste
of time to get a bit of sunlight or take a moment to sit on a park bench and watch as life goes by you. everyone
you have ever seen, passing on a bus, riding next to you in a car, serving you at a coffee shop, bumped into on y
our daily walk has their own life, their own thoughts, dreams, fears, loves and hates. yet there are those momen
ts were you are connected with them, a brief fleeting unnoticeable coincidence that you've been at the same pla
ce at the same exact time as this person when you both have a whole world at your fingertips. you decided to go
to the sandwich shop downtown the same day as the lady that was passing through town. she asked you for direc
tions and you told her where to go, and your paths may never cross again but there was that one second of conn
ection. in the grand scheme of things we are barely even a speck on the timeline of the universe, yet we are all
connected for the fact that we are on this planet in this brief moment of history. despite the difference in our v
oices, or manors, our pasts, our skin, our thoughts, our feelings, we are all one. so take a moment and breathe.

[VoidRinkusu]

username: VoidRinkusu
name: Shiloh
gender: Female
thought process: (881/1000)

I finally understood. Staying in the present moment isn't about pausing your thought process and forcing yourself to observe your surroundings. It's just not thinking about the future, the past, “what if”s, or alternate realities. It’s about seeing with your eyes, not your mind. It's hard to get used to, difficult to maintain, but the rest gets easier from this starting point.
Once I realized this truth, I wanted to see how it felt.
I went down to the river and lay down in the grass before the reeds. It took some fidgeting before I was comfortable but the late summer brought smooth grass and the river made soft earth. The sun hung low in the skies which were clear except for a few small clouds. They looked like stretched out cotton, wispy brush strokes on a canvas of blue. My thoughts flitted to going home once I was done. I realized this a moment later and refocused on the world around me. I could only see glimmers of the river behind the reeds, but I could hear its gentle trickle as it spilled over the rocks at its bank. It was a slow and gentle sound with a steady rhythm that could easily lull you to sleep. I worried momentarily about what would happen if I really did fall asleep but waved the thought away. It was warm enough that I would be alright. Either way, I was calm, not tired; and planned on staying awake. A distant rumble could be heard and I turned my head to see an airplane cross a corner of the sky. It was far off and looked small in perspective. An almost cute little figure etching a line into the sky. Its tail grew more faded as it went on until it dissipated into the horizon. I wondered where it might be heading. I heard a low call and turned my head to face it, blades of grass were no doubt getting tangled into my hair. I waited to hear it again and my heart skipped a beat when I did, it was as if my entire being was being as quiet as possible, trying to absorb as much of the sound as I could. It was a beautiful, solemn howl of a noise that was carried by the water. A loon call. The bird continued its elegant song and was met by a reply farther off. Back and forth they went with a small pause between each. I closed my eyes to hone in on the sounds. Just then, a breeze passed by, rustling the reeds in a gentle whisper. It wove through my hair and was refreshing but warm. I smiled genuinely in my comfort. A small chirr sounded somewhere across the river. It repeated on it’s lonesome for some time, then was joined by more. Soon, a whole chorus of crickets filled the air. I opened my eyes again to see that the sun had nearly set. Its tip hung over the horizon and turned the sky purple, staining the few clouds orange and pink. I redirected my gaze so as not to stare right into it. The world around me was painted gold. The grass waved like a glowing river stirred by the tides of wind and the reeds were illuminated at their fringes. The colors around me slowly drained as the sun continued to sink. The clouds turned purple with orange lining and the sky became a dark red. I thought I was seeing things at first, but I was reassured of my eyes as more stars shone throughout the colorful sky. The galaxy was slowly painted in the heavens above me as its surroundings faded to black. As the stars became visible, I closed one eye and traced the constellations with my paw. Some that I recognized as actual constellations, some that I made up. One group looked like a goat carrying a sword in its mouth, running to some destination on the other side of the universe. I smiled. A noble warrior on his own little quest. I could see clouds of stars and planets in a ribbon above me, the galaxies felt close and tangible, like everything was just the right size. Big enough to be a mystery, yet small enough to be familiar and comforting. The moon’s shining crescent rose at the edge of the sky and I realized how late it was getting. With a sigh, I got into a sitting position then on to my feet. I began walking away from the utopia before me but looked back at it longingly. Oh, how I wished I could stay there. To sleep at the riverside with nature’s soundtrack to keep me company. To drift into sleep like the clouds that hung around me. It wouldn’t get much colder and there had been no reports of wolves this close to the town. I pivoted to face the beckoning grass. There was no reason for me to leave. With a gentle and true joy, I settled myself in the warm grass and stretched my arms before tucking them beneath my head. I closed my eyes and my surroundings dissolved as I drifted off into a peaceful slumber, the reeds nearby playing me their soothing song.

[CSMintCat]

Soft mark uwu.

[Cyrano]

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[geto]

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