by Mima » Thu May 23, 2019 10:23 am
緩やかに散り行く季節までは, 束の間 咲き誇れ
until the season that you scatter,
blossom just for the moment.
mima - saite - female
judgments.
o nameless one, your sins have burdened your heart beyond repair. your mortal blood boils in your pitch colored flesh. yet your soul remains tied to this world, does it not? to right your unrightable wrong. that body of yours will some day perish- do you dread it?
in your infinite sense of irony, you take on the name of the season of rebirth. i'm sure by now you are aware you will never again blossom. the perverse nature with which you attained your salvation has cursed you all the same. no longer will you find the relief of returning to the soil. blooming without end is not life. you are the lovely imitation of a flower, but your plastic body will never again be real.
dog of the sun, born to oversee the sins of the mortal- has your job warped your outlook? your eyes began so bright. those you once saw as lambs, do you now see them as devils? your heart, dedicated to observation, has been filled with a lust for retribution. the world needs the sun for life, just as the world needs your justice- but so too does it need to set, and so too do you need to allow mortals free will.
dog of the moon, your nature as a mere reflection of the sun hinders you. you follow in her footsteps without regard for yourself. unlike your counterpart, you have grown limp-wristed, have you not? there is an answer in the gap between you two. work together to achieve it.
it is good to interact with the outside world every so often. though you distance yourself from society for a reason, it would be better for you to at least experience the world outside your boundaries. you have learned not to trust people at their word, and it has poisoned your outlook. just because others lie to you does not mean you must treat them in kind.
your common sense and cutthroat attitude have served you well in the world of the living, nephilim- but they mean nothing, in the end. accruing wealth and resources means nothing if you do nothing with them. i am sure your mother frowns on this, though she's not the kind of person to say that to your face.
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the masses fear death. you are no exception. and yet, you stare it head on with a smile on your face, hoping for the best. this is admirable. i trust you to retain that strength in facing the world after death.
your sins pile up at the side of the road like autumn leaves. have you given up on salvation? is that why you cling so desperately to your life, though it does naught but make you miserable? you cannot run from your fate forever. put your effort into facing it.
flowers say many things to humans. like anything with a thousand variations, they have become a language all of their own. though not natural in any way, you seem to have mastered it. perhaps your natural talents will serve you well.
just because death is inevitable does not mean it is not sad. strength lies in turning that sadness into faith. souls bound tightly together do not fear death. you will certainly see those you love once more, though you may not even realize it- their essence returns to all living things.
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ties to the mortal world hold you down. your form, your possessions, your relationships- someday they will all scatter and rot away. but it seems that you dwell only in the present, accursed one. your life may be long, but do not waste it. the end draws ever nearer for you, as well.
the circumstance of one's birth is, for the most part, irrelevant. it is the tragedies and comedies that unfold after it that truly make a person who they are. but, half-demon, you have embraced that chaos of your birth. there is nothing inherently wrong with that- nature itself is chaotic. my advice is this- be true to yourself. do not engage in wanton destruction because it is "what is expected of you."
none are born good or evil. they become who they are by reflecting their circumstances. it seems that you've taken this to heart, demon of the northern wind. in an age where your kind is reticent to do anything but destroy, you have taken it upon yourself to preserve and protect. take it upon yourself to guide the mortals in the same direction.
but not all of your kind is so inclined, are they? the frost's bite still gnaws at the flesh of humans from your land, ever hungry for more. has she forgotten the benevolence of her predecessor, or has she merely ignored it?
to do: make this not look like garbage, add the part of parhelia and nameless talking about her. "she chew you out?" "she chews EVERYONE out. were i not to make a single mistake, she'd chide me for being too perfect."
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Mima on Wed Jun 12, 2019 3:10 am, edited 5 times in total.