username; LivingLethal
name; Cameron
prompt;
Entry 739:
Dear Diary,
How do I feel about the sky, stars, and universe? I didn’t know what to say when I was asked earlier. I’ve been thinking about it since I was asked… Maybe I should be frank like sis always is. Or maybe I should be more poetic, the way that Isaiah is. Or was...
The universe pains me in a way I cannot describe; I am sure of this fact. My mom was not deserving of her fate. A slow decay, dripping down into a total loss of herself. She was too young, and she was too good for such an evil destiny. The universe, whoever or whatever made it, was cruel in allowing such a thing to happen. I will be brief here because dwelling on this brings me sorrow: the universe is a savage thing.
The memories I made below the sky mock me now. The sky’s warmth welcomed me when my heart felt only the bitter chill of grief. When we couldn’t stand the memories inside our house, Isaiah, sis, and I would sit below the gentle clouds and cheery sun to have picnics, play board games, or do whatever else could take our minds off the past’s burdens. Isaiah, the sky, and I. I became so close to him after mom left, and then, he left, too. The sky watched him leave, and it never told me. No, more than that: it watched him leave—let him leave—and then watched me every day afterward to mock me. How do I feel about the sky? It makes me frustrated, but more so, it makes me feel loneliness.
The stars are the only one of the three that haven’t committed a wrong against me. For that, I respect them. I feel comfort sitting under the stars beside my sister, waiting for Isaiah to come back home and wishing for my mother’s safety in the vast universe. I need to go make sis dinner, so I’ll keep this quick: I thank the stars. Of the three, I wish they will be the most loyal and light the way for Isaiah to come back home.
Thoughtfully, Cameron.