[mousekewitz]

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INFORMATION
username: lord ren
name: casper grey
gender: transmale
regret: fighting

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Regret [extended]
As a young child he was frequently bullied and made fun of.
The comments dug into him day after day until it turned into
a fight during his middle school years. It ended up being Casper
against one person and two other of his friends. Each party
had up with damage and a letter home from the principal over
the event. All four students were expelled from their private
academy and forced to attend another school. This brings a lot
of shame onto him as he feels like he should've reached out to
a teacher or family member before introducing violence into
the situation. Since then he's made sure to keep his emotions in
check lest he cause another scene.

Writing (477/500)
Dear diary,

I got in a fight today. It seems I keep impressing myself this week.
Remus pushed me down my stairs on the way to art and I was so
overcome with anger that I started a brawl. I hit him first but then
two of his friends ganged up on me. It was in the middle of the hall
so we kept bumping into people. At some point I was held from
behind while the other two swung at me but I caught Remus in the
stomach with my foot. A correctional officer came over to break us
up before anything got too bad but the guilt is eating at me.

They sent a letter home with all of us. I can hear my parents talking
about it in the living room and I'm so ashamed of myself. I can't believe
I started a fight. Remus has been bothering me for years, I've always
had it under control. I never told anyone about it because it was my
burden to bear and I didn't think it would get to such extremes. This is
so embarrassing. I don't think I've ever been quite so upset with myself.

It wouldn't be as bad if it didn't have any consequences but I'm facing
expulsion. I think we all are but they're a load of knuckle dragging
know-nothings anyhow. They had no business disrupting my education
like they have been. I'm smart, successful, and talented. I doubt they
know anything more than how to snarl and make a fist. I'm so foolish
to have succumbed to them. This will be something on my permanent
record-- when I apply to any programs they're going to think I'm a
trouble maker.

It just got really quiet in the other room. They've already taken my
phone and given me a stern talking to but if the school decides something
against me I'm sure I'll be grounded for a while. It'll be such a mess trying
to transfer me to another school because this one was the closest in the
area. My father will have to drive me out to another school that is a bit
further away. I suppose I should try to be more optimistic and hope for
something better to come from all of this but I can't.

I messed up and I did so big time. This isn't some everyday accident. I
suppose I'll have to grow up a little and learn to control myself better.
I cannot afford for this to happen again. It would be unjust to the students
that're hindered by it and a shame upon my parents for having an unruly
child. I'm going to finish up this entry, it sounds like they've finished talking
and I smell dinner. I'll try to write again when this is over with.

Until next time,

Casper Aaron Grey

Art (moodboard)
linked due to size

Note: Remus is used with permission!

[Shiba Inu]

Username ;; Shiba Inu
Name ;; WIP
Gender ;; Male
What do they regret most? ;; WIP

[NURSENURSE]

user: Toshie
Name: Gummi
Gender: male
regret: He regrets running away from his mother.
when he was a child he loved candy, but one day his mother said to him he was never to eat candy again, infuriated, he packed his bag, took his mothers purse and ran away, he lived in an abaondoned house for a while untill he realised how much he needed his mother. soon enough they were reunited and gummi has had this regret in his mind ever since

[friday]

Username ;; space cadet
Name ;; Patrick
Gender ;; male
What do they regret most? ;; When he was younger, he was a bully. He's changed since then, but he can never forget the things he did. The people he hurt.

[G1 Sunstreaker]

*heavy breath

o boy
idk if I should enter for this yet but either way I really love that animation (and the song) and greatly appreciate this kalon

[Catskitten]

res wip

Username ;;Catskitten
Name ;;Percival
Gender ;;Female/Male (They aren't really sure)
What do they regret most? ;;

[avaloafe]

username; ajohanna
name; jasper
gender; male
biggest regret; i've always had a difficult time with my life growing up. i was home-schooled most of my life until i was old enough to go to high school. then i went there and it was my first time ever inside of a school. this is when my life started to go downhill. i struggled to fit in anywhere. even if i changed my personality to fit that clique, i was still discluded from the group's activities. when i didn't fit in, i got bullied. it wasn't really hitting me, but name calling and just being verbally abusive. it was the little things. mocking me when the teacher says something, which is something that i did, and having them point it out in a dumb voice. i did have a few people who stuck by me when things went bad. my mind went into the gutter. i felt like a failure to my parents, my friends, and myself. i thought that i was useless and i wasn't here for anything. my grades dropped, i was a super senior, until finally i just dropped out. my biggest regret is never believing in myself. i could've gotten somewhere if i put everyone behind me in high school. i could've gone to college. i've been thinking about it now that i have turned over a new leaf for my life.
226/500



extra; art and story told from jasper's point of view -

i'm currently a twenty three year old high school drop out. several weeks ago, i sent in some college applications for the first time in my life. i have to admit, the waiting is very stressful. i applied mainly for music production and learning all about the musical world. that is what interests me the most in my life. when i dropped out of school, my parents disowned me because thy thought i was a failure in their eyes. did it get to me? nah. i wasn't a fan of them anyway. all "up-tight" and "rich." that was defiantly not the life for me. so i left them and turned my mind to music. i was homeless for a few months, but instead of sitting around doing nothing, i figured that i should move forward in life. so, i cleaned myself up and went into a producing station and asked if i could have the chance at a job interview. i met with the manager that same day.

now this was a small producing station in the big city of new york. and, as you may know, this city has a LOT of stations. little did i know that this very one i was in now was one of THE best; but i just treated it like any other station. apparently that's what the manager liked in me. i didn't come to be "famous," but i came for the music. i was bluntly honest with him in my past, which also made me wonder if he liked honesty as well. he told me to come back in a few days and i'd have my answer.

now remember that at this time in my life, i'm an 18 year old kid trying to make a life.

a few days past and i came back all anxious, but i held my composure and attempted to calm myself down. when the manager came up to, he sighed and looked down and my heart instantly shattered. putting a hand on my shoulder, he laughed and said that i was hired. i really wish someone photographed that moment because my face was probably super ridiculous. i honestly was not expecting that job. the manager allowed me to live at the studio for free for a few months, but only to get me back on my feet and actually live a decent life.

i now own a little apartment a few blocks down from the studio and i have been working there for five years and have been promoted to assistant manager. everyone at the studio has been very helpful and supportive of me. each of my college letters have come in and i have opened all of them with my colleges. not a single letter said "congratulations!" out of the eight colleges, i didn't get accepted. i mean i expected that but it did hurt a little. but it doesn't matter to me. i have a job and an amazing family finally in my life.
500/500

[Silver Pandorica]

Username ;;
SilverCrescentMoon
Name ;;
Trystyn
Gender ;;
Female
What do they regret most? ;;
Right after high school, Trystyn was offered a full ride scholarship to a college where she would become an actress. Throughout high school, she absolutely adored acting. She was in every play, and in her later years, especially as a senior, was given the lead role. Everything about the theatre she loved. So of course, she accepted. However, over the first month or so of her education, she began to feel that this just wasn't the life for her. What she loved most about acting was that she got to become a different person, but over time she started to become depressed. Her personal life seemed boring and distant, so she immersed herself even more into the theatre, which only made it worse. She stared to forget who Trystyn was and what she liked to do, and instead began to get her own feelings confused with her characters'. But that little voice inside her continued to say "this is too great an opportunity to miss out on. So she stayed. And has regretted it all her life.

A Tough Road to Travel
(Trystyn's Point of View)
Today marks the two-year anniversary of me graduating college. Its been a long, hard road since then. Don't get me wrong, I love acting. Always have, always will. But sometimes, I just wish that I would have pursued a different career. All this fame and attention makes it tough to do anything in private, and when I do manage to escape from the craziness and do something for myself, I have no idea what to do. I don't really even remember what I like to do for fun. I would be all for hanging out with my friends, except...I think all my "friends" just like hanging around me because I'm an actress. I've been in three movies so far, two romances and one comedy. Everything is always so rushed when we're filming. There's a deadline, and there's like...hundreds of people for the director to manage, so there's a lot of yelling going on, and everyone seems quite grumpy. Things weren't like this back in high school. Sure, people got stressed out, but ultimately it was about having fun. Now, its all "GO GO GO! Come on, we don't have TIME to mess around!"

I suppose the thing that appealed to me most about acting was getting to become another person. As a kid, things at my house were pretty tough. I lived with my mom and siblings, since my dad left when we were little. My stepdad always tried too hard, and it didn't really feel like he understood me. Mom was always busy and never had time for us. And don't even get me started on my brothers...we would fight all the time about everything. Looking back, most of the arguments were pretty stupid, actually. I wish I could take all of the things I said to them back. We don't really talk anymore...

Nowadays, its not very different. I love slipping into character when filming, just forgetting about my crazy life for a short while. Then when I get home, after all the interviews and stress, I don't know what to do. So I usually just sit there and read or watch tv, alone, since I don't have anyone to share it all with. Huge house, no one inside it but me. Maybe I can invite my brothers over sometime, and their families can stay here and we can talk. Work things out. I just want to be close to them again. I just want to be able to confide in them, turn to them for advice. If only they would understand how much I hate this life. Someday, when I have enough money and knowledge, I hope to retire and go into a different line of business- flowers. A flower shop would be nice...but its near impossible now. Ah, well, I can dream. Sorry, but I'm going to have to cut this interview short. We're filming in five minutes.

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(by me, kalon in the background is my boy Fletcher :3)

[ps4 kid]

Username ;;
Name ;;
Gender ;;
What do they regret most? ;;
res with meeting the one he loved the most, only for her to shatter his heart the next day.
He no longer believes in love as much as he used to.

[eltonn]

Username ;; seedcakes
Name ;; Ryubert Hartrin
Gender ;; Male
What do they regret most? ;; This may seem stupid to most, but the thing Rubert regrets most in life is never buying enough pencils before the semester started. He loses things really easily, and after the first week of school he, without fail, completely runs out of pencils. Ryu hates having to ask others to borrow them because owing someone makes him uncomfortable, but he has to. It was a valuable lesson to learn, but no matter what, he never buys enough pencils and has to repeat the cycle every. dang. year.