by Vixen Luo » Sat Feb 18, 2017 4:31 pm
Name: laria
Gender: female
Event: in her teenage-equivalent years of life, laria lost a friend she had begun to cherish because they felt the way she lived her life did not correspond with the way they lived theirs.
How did this affect the viscet?: for a time, laria was hurt and angry by the sudden announcement. it had come without warning, so she failed to understand why something could have such a profound effect so quickly. however, despite the friend's unwillingness to even talk to her anymore, she began to understand that not everyone in life has the same level of rationality, irrationality, or mindset. Her fiery, fearless way of talking clashed with her friend's peaceful, friendly personality, and although it was an aching lesson to understand, she took it in stride.
"Hey, Jay--"
"I don't want to talk to you. Don't talk to me."
Laria's fur burned with frustration, her ears flicking back angrily. "No, you know what? You're going to listen to me. You can stay quiet all you want, but you're going to hear what I have to say." Silence greeted her words, and her scowl deepened. "Do you realize how much of a hypocrite you are? You talk about how we disrespect others and put each other down, but you do the same damned things we do when you're with other friends. That ex-friend who you stopped talking to? Remember him? Didn't you spend the last three weeks grumbling about how you were going to fight him, to teach him a lesson? Weren't you talking about him? And you meant everything you said. Don't kid yourself, Jay; you sit and you talk about how hanging out with us would promote a "delinquent" life of disrespect, talking about others and making them feel bad about themselves--yet you stick around friends who do horrible things and call it fun. When we call you foolish or stupid because you go and almost get yourself killed doing these ridiculous stunts, it's because we care about you. We don't want you to get hurt." Her voice trembled with anger, feeling it cloud her mind and take hold of her, but she wasn't finished saying her piece. She didn't care that he didn't look like he cared, that his eyes were idly watching something else like a child sitting in math class.
"Be as self-righteous as you want, Jay, but we tried to fix things. We offered to change for you, to try and make things better so we could stay friends like before. But what did you do?" Tears welled in her eyes, her jaws gritted slightly to compose herself. "You just took our apologies and threw them back in our faces to tell us about our imperfections. You don't think I know how messed up I am? You don't think I know I'm a bad person, that I'm going to get what's coming to me some day for being the way I am? I don't need you telling me how to direct my life. I don't need someone who needs to be built up every day after joking around, because I've never had that kind of friend in my life before. Don't kid yourself; you just want someone to boost your ego. You want someone to cheer you on until one of your stupid stunts gets you killed. And for what?" Again, silence greeted her words.
"You're so kind, Jay. You're so nice, so approachable, and everything I can't ever be. Every day, I've wished to be like you. But what are you now? What kind of person does that make you now that you've hurt us when we showed you vulnerability?"
extras;; wip
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Vixen Luo on Wed Feb 22, 2017 4:17 am, edited 3 times in total.
please stop asking me to give you my viscets. thank you!
