TheComfortCorner | v.6

[Jotakira]

idk i feel like i may be one big laughingstock. not really much evidence unless you count people saying very gross, mean things abt. me on stage in drama + being salty [ clapping in the middle of my slide presentation and saying 'ok bye' and everyone else laughing ] and the dude i hate with a burning passion making fun of my piercing [ which for the record i like and that's all that matters ] then i guess there's a little. but what if every one of the people i've met are secretly making fun of me?
ew i feel gross today... then this thought hit me and now i'm even worse ughhh

just needed to vent,,,

[ferriswheelsdayoff]

the play is on thursday and there is no way we are ready

[cloud cover]

everything is so wrong my life is such a mess im so tired i just want to curl up and cry

[quitting,,]

Things have been rough.

I've been doubting and bringing myself down a lot lately, and I feel as if a giant brick has been placed on my shoulders each day. I criticize myself and I've become so sensitive of what others have said, and I take it to heart- which is unusual as I haven't been like this before.

For the first time in months, I'm actually crying to myself again. I'm constantly upset, though I try not to show it around others; it's horrible as I often become agitated around my family without even meaning to. I hate feeling like I'm nothing- I hate feeling like I'm ignored, that people don't ever really take me seriously.

I'm honestly just so drained.

[shim]

I need a pm.

[diana,]

i think my cat is dead..
she was so small, but she was a mother. she was really sick and vomiting blood, and we had to take her to the vet, but that never happened. she went messing about a week ago, and we thought she'd come back but she hasn't yet. she was so fragile and young, and she deserved to live longer. please dont dismiss this without a care.. you dont have to reply, but i dont really want to hear about your dead pets. i just need comfort. sorry if i come off as rude.

[CrazedFangirl]

i think my cat is dead..
she was so small, but she was a mother. she was really sick and vomiting blood, and we had to take her to the vet, but that never happened. she went messing about a week ago, and we thought she'd come back but she hasn't yet. she was so fragile and young, and she deserved to live longer. please dont dismiss this without a care.. you dont have to reply, but i dont really want to hear about your dead pets. i just need comfort. sorry if i come off as rude.

I'm so sorry to say, but she is most likely dead. Both cats and dogs do this, though cats are better at it; when they know that their time is close at hand, they run away from home to die alone and away from you. They know that you love them dearly and don't want you to see it.

I know I'm personifying animals here, but they are very intelligent and love you just as much as you love them. I'm sorry.

[Politics]

I honestly didn't think it'd end up like this.
I honestly didn't want it to end up like this.
But that's how it ended up.
Screaming and arguing and general disgustingness.
It's a matter of money, not life or death.
And even though I inherited it safely...
Taking it to court and all...
Re-reading the will over and over again...

Still, I'm completely mentally wrecked.
Because of them.
I can't wait to leave this place.

[the machine]

I told my mum she could trust me with a phone.
I told her I would take it everywhere when I went out
But how does one phone grow legs and disappear?
I am going over to a friend's place to fowl so I thought I would charge up my phone.
But then I realise it's missing.
Mum is going to be really mad and not let me go.
I think I left it at school...
And it's school holidays here in Australia...

Why does stuff like this happen to me?
I Lose something or I do something wrong
And my parents get super mad at me.
I thought I finished all my major mistakes but no...

And plus my reactions can be set off on even the smallest of things, thanks to autisim
It really is difficult living with autisim
When the smallest things can make you or someone else mad.

[cece.]

if someone could pm me, that would be great!
i just need some help and advice ^^;