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[Zeee]

i'm about thiiiiis far away from breaking.

i'm so sick of this, like honestly. it's so stupid and my friends know how much fighting like this affects me and yet they still pull me into it. they still share everything i say out of context with the other and it always causes fighting and problems and no matter how much i tell them to stop they keep causing fights. but they're my only friends.

one friend doesn't keep her promises, continues to talk to the people that bully her, and cause so many problems. just why? if they cared for me at all they wouldn't continue this stupid behavior. all she cares about is her, she seems to act like my anxiety is nonexistent and that it doesn't matter. she never believes me when i say that i still want to be friends with both her and the other person, and she's always saying she's not forcing me to choose between them but she is. she always tells me "well go talk to him and not me it's okay" "go be friends with him and not me" and that's forcing me to choose between them. apparently she's the only one who's allowed to be angry at me, i'm never allowed to have a problem with her.

and he's always taking things the wrong way. sharing my every thought that slightly contradicts her with her, which causes so many problems between her and i. it's so dumb and i really still want to be friends with the both of them but if this keeps up, it's going to start seriously affecting my health and neither of them realize that or care enough. i'm so close to losing it.

[Thalassic]

I've been crying for like 2 hours now
honestly though
what do you do when the only thing that even has any chance of helping you is counseling/therapy
but its.. just not an option.. in so many ways...
the only way I could ever even hope to get better is.. not an option..

[mr.robot]

I've been crying for like 2 hours now
honestly though
what do you do when the only thing that even has any chance of helping you is counseling/therapy
but its.. just not an option.. in so many ways...
the only way I could ever even hope to get better is.. not an option..

Online free chat rooms with people to talk to.
Journal.
Web diary.
Create and maintain a blog.
Talk to friends & family.

All options c:

[starry palms]

i really dont wanna go to school
im so emotionally drained
but i cant because of my attendance
i doubt my parents care about my mental health, they probably only care about my attendance

[mr.robot]

i really dont wanna go to school
im so emotionally drained
but i cant because of my attendance
i doubt my parents care about my mental health, they probably only care about my attendance

You never know until you talk to them!! (:
Whether or not you go in today I'll be proud of you
When they're home and you're home sit them down and have an adult type chat with them about your state of mind
It'll all work out <3

[shim]

May i get a pm please? Thank you in advance

[sbocaj]

I am having so many problems right now with my ADHD. I've been on this horrible generic that doesn't work. I just started brand name adderall today in hopes that it will solve the problem. I had like 5 panic attacks over the course of 2 hours on sunday evening and because of all this I'm really stressed about this research paper in my AP comp class. We've never learned how to write a research paper and the teacher sucks and is barely helping us. And of course because of my ADHD acting up, I'm like three days behind everyone else. It's just a really huge problem right now, and no one gets it; no one takes my ADHD seriously even though it affects everything about me, including other mental stuff. It's the cause of my anxiety. So.....stress.

[leverage]

I was hoping today would be better.
Well, it's only 6 in the morning but I can already tell it won't be.
I hate this.
I hate myself.

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

It's been a while since I last posted but now I have a problem of my own while I was sleeping last night I must have had a nightmare and began grinding my teeth in my sleep because I woke up to a crunch I knew exactly what it was, I walked up to the mirror only to see that a corner of my tooth has chipped off, my front tooth. Brilliant after all the hard work I do for college trying to get on top of life this happens, I admit I started to cry because after all the stress before trying to get assignments done I just thought maybe I deserved a bit of luck but obviously not. The only thing I'm thankful about is that my boyfriend understands me and is supporting me to go to the dentist its not the case that I have bad teeth its just something like this has never happened before and I've never had the need to go to the dentist but now I'm scared for my life and I was wondering if I could perhaps have a hug please or just general support..

[.normal.human.]

I am having friend troubles but I am afraid they will see this post.