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[snowflake ;;]

i'm so tired of this.
i just want to break down sometimes.
i want to close everything out again and
stop the pain.
i can't take this anymore.

[Jelly.]

I cant be sick
mom cant get sick
she so close,
one chemo left until surgery
i cant be sick

[Lincoln]

Here I go, into the abyss of being COPPA'D.
I'll see you guys later

[syl;]

i'm so tired of this.
i just want to break down sometimes.
i want to close everything out again and
stop the pain.
i can't take this anymore.

Take deep breaths.
It will all be okay.
If you need to talk, PM me.
I would be happy to help you out.
I love you so much. ❤

[.normal.human.]

Today I played a hockey game. We lost 4-3, and I did my absolute best the whole game. And in the 3rd period I scored a goal to make it 3-2 and it looked like we were making a comeback, then we had 2 stupid penalties and I just lost it. I was trying my hardest and what do I get in return? A bunch of selfish people who don't care about anyone but themselves. After the game they didn't even care that we lost and they just blamed it on the other team and the refs, when it was really their own fault. I had worked so hard and I wanted to win so bad, and they didn't even care. after the game I was crying in the lockeroom, no one noticed, or they just didn't care.

[spooks.]

can someone message me please? i need to vent. thank you.

[autumnsoundtrack]

First she makes a snide comment about me wearing hooker heels. (5+ inches, simple black heels)
Then she comments about how I should be wearing what these two women on the street were wearing. (They had on business attire - blazer, white blouse, long, loose business-style skirts.)
As if I'm going to a club/dance wearing business attire. As if anybody would go to a club/dance wearing business attire.
Leave me and how I dress alone. There is 40 years apart between my generation and yours, not to mention you grew up in a conservative catholic household. Times change, styles change, and what I have is completely fine because literally so many other girls wear the same styles!!
Don't tell me I'm ungrateful, or that my generation is ungrateful, just because I don't agree with your standards.
Don't make me feel like crap for that.

[sluiceway]

when am i going to get real, legitimate friends
who don't lie to me and make me feel invisible or lead me on or abandon me
when am i going to find some real life person to actually care about me

i love being alone all the time
i love having people hang out with me out of pity
i love having all the trust i had for you shatter
i love having my heartbroken
in so many ways

i kinda hate everything right now
don't comfort me on, please don't bother
i'd ask for companionship but there's no point when i'll just end up alone again almost immediately after



please
stop forgetting about me

[0000007]

First she makes a snide comment about me wearing hooker heels. (5+ inches, simple black heels)
Then she comments about how I should be wearing what these two women on the street were wearing. (They had on business attire - blazer, white blouse, long, loose business-style skirts.)
As if I'm going to a club/dance wearing business attire. As if anybody would go to a club/dance wearing business attire.
Leave me and how I dress alone. There is 40 years apart between my generation and yours, not to mention you grew up in a conservative catholic household. Times change, styles change, and what I have is completely fine because literally so many other girls wear the same styles!!
Don't tell me I'm ungrateful, or that my generation is ungrateful, just because I don't agree with your standards.
Don't make me feel like crap for that.

you're completely right here. things change and you'll only like what you like, so don't feel bad if she doesn't understand right away! and simple black tall heels are just heels; she's probably just worried that it is a little too eye-catching. it may not be soon but hopefully she'll understand why. keep being you and try not to let it anger you so much- I totally understand the struggle!

Today I played a hockey game. We lost 4-3, and I did my absolute best the whole game. And in the 3rd period I scored a goal to make it 3-2 and it looked like we were making a comeback, then we had 2 stupid penalties and I just lost it. I was trying my hardest and what do I get in return? A bunch of selfish people who don't care about anyone but themselves. After the game they didn't even care that we lost and they just blamed it on the other team and the refs, when it was really their own fault. I had worked so hard and I wanted to win so bad, and they didn't even care. after the game I was crying in the lockeroom, no one noticed, or they just didn't care.

I'm so sorry this happened </3 I'm positive people care, and probably a lot of your team was working very hard too- its very upsetting and I'm sure that everyone was just as upset. when people get angry, sometimes they just blame other people out of habit. and even if they didn't do well, don't let it get to you, because you know you did your best and I'm sure at least your coach and people watching recognized your efforts. try to encourage your team to try harder next time if you can! it probably doesn't mean much, but I really look up to you for being so passionate and hardworking. being tough is tough, hang in there <3

Here I go, into the abyss of being COPPA'D.
I'll see you guys later

Oh no! I don't know his that would happen, but I'm sure it was for a good reason. mistake or not, take some time to do other things if it bothers you so much. there's still things you can do while you're coppa, and eventually you'll be able to talk again. until than, maybe take a short break from the site and check out other sites! see you around.

i'm so tired of this.
i just want to break down sometimes.
i want to close everything out again and
stop the pain.
i can't take this anymore.

I understand this completely. I feel like this so many times and its hard to explain everything. take the time to cry sometimes too; it feels gross and I know you feel terrible, bit bottling it up will hurt you even more. stick around for me, okay? I don't know all of what's happening but don't be afraid to confront family/friends/teachers/counselors about feeling like this. It sounds scary but they help is so worth it, if that's what you need. in the meantime please stay strong <3 if you need anything feel free to pm me.

I cant be sick
mom cant get sick
she so close,
one chemo left until surgery
i cant be sick

I can kind if relate as it was very vital for my sister if she got sick. this is very stressful, I know, but just be cautious and keep some distance between you too. make sure your being very healthy, as bad as you may feel, to keep her from getting sick. keep the house and yourself clean! it'll only be a bit of time until surgery, so don't fret. if its possible, maybe you could call a family member and explain the situation; stay at a friends/familys house until you're better (I'm sure they'll understand) and have another family member or friend of hers stay with her. I hope things go well for you <3

can someone message me please? i need to vent. thank you.

Im a little strapped for time and not the best at giving advice, but I'll see what I can do!

when am i going to get real, legitimate friends
who don't lie to me and make me feel invisible or lead me on or abandon me
when am i going to find some real life person to actually care about me

i love being alone all the time
i love having people hang out with me out of pity
i love having all the trust i had for you shatter
i love having my heartbroken
in so many ways

i kinda hate everything right now
don't comfort me on, please don't bother
i'd ask for companionship but there's no point when i'll just end up alone again almost immediately after



please
stop forgetting about me

I know you don't want a reply, but don't think your a bad person or pitiful in any way. whatever the problem, it doesn't matter except for how a person feels. the world is filled with many bad and good people. I think there's a bit of outnumbering here, but possibly a bit of misunderstanding? if people are lying to you, don't hold your relationship close. for those who spend little time and seem okay, try voicing your thoughts on feeling alone- perhaps they don't understand or just have many problens of their own? sometimes I feel alone too, but there will always be people who care about you and recognize you, I do, and sometimes it'll take a while to get that really close friend you want, but don't loose hope now. I would love to talk to you and get to know you more, but I have some family issues and mental problems that get in the way of me doing things, so I don't know what you think about that. either way, hang in there, and if you want to vent or something please feel free to message me! I'll try to get back to you when I can.

[ｐｒｉｘｉｅ]

when am i going to get real, legitimate friends
who don't lie to me and make me feel invisible or lead me on or abandon me
when am i going to find some real life person to actually care about me

i love being alone all the time
i love having people hang out with me out of pity
i love having all the trust i had for you shatter
i love having my heartbroken
in so many ways

i kinda hate everything right now
don't comfort me on, please don't bother
i'd ask for companionship but there's no point when i'll just end up alone again almost immediately after



please
stop forgetting about me

I know how that feels. I encounter the same thing every day of the week. I'm not sure how much comfort I can offer, because I still have trouble getting through it, but if you need to get something off your shoulders, I'd like it if you'd talk to me, I can relate.