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[fika.]

Great ive take pain meds and now im just weaker feeling and im seeing spots and its never been so bad before. ;-;

Ive got a heating pad and stuff vut at this rate i feel like i might have to go to the hospital im so scared. I cant afford it.

and i have no one to talk to about it..

go lie down!
you won't need to go to hospital unless it's something extremely serious
lie down for a bit and steady your breathing
if it is still there later on tonight/tomorrow go to the doctors
try to drink as much water as you can and block out all light
good luck and i hope you feel better soon <3

tha k you♡ im trying really hard but im just faint cus of girl time and ive lost a lot. ;-; i feel terrible.

ahh i got you
maybe eat some ice cream or chocolate
something sweet that you like
apparently your metabolism is higher during
this time of month so don't feel guilty about
eating so much. and have hundreds and
hundreds of heating pads c;
good luck <33

[shim]

Today marks 5 months that my uncle has been gone. Tomorrow will mark 2 months of my hamster being gone too.

[fika.]

Today marks 5 months that my uncle has been gone. Tomorrow will mark 2 months of my hamster being gone too.

you're so strong for being able to get through this
good luck and r.i.p to both of them <33

[panhead]

missed school from illness and the work is piling up ( so wait .. why am I on chickensmoothie ? ) lol ...
my boyfriend and I finally put bandaids on our fights and we gotten so much better ... I am so happy .
my brother is growing up .. I don't want him to grow up ... I cried my eyes out today when I realized that he is old enough to make his own choices ( even if they're bad >.> ) ... I just love him so much .

[Folvey]

My mother passed away in early September last year from breast cancer. It's been a while, but I'm still so sad. I miss her coming into my room and spending time with me, she was my best friend. I had to watch her skin turn yellow from liver failure, and I was holding her hand when she stopped breathing. Hospice brought her home for her last few days, and she wouldn't take pills from anyone but me, she only trusted me, she only wanted to be around me. It really showed what a bond we had. I love her so much and the fact I have to go another 70 something years without her is so unfair. The thought is unbearable. I already have depression and anxiety on top of this, and I'm in the house she once lived in alone for most of the day. Life gets so hard sometimes.

People try to give me advice by saying their grandparents passed... But... it's just not the same. No one gets it. And most of my friends have stopped checking up on me as if I'm supposed to get over it in some months. It's hard to deal with something while I'm so young, trying to start college, and so alone.

[fika.]

missed school from illness and the work is piling up ( so wait .. why am I on chickensmoothie ? ) lol ...
my boyfriend and I finally put bandaids on our fights and we gotten so much better ... I am so happy .
my brother is growing up .. I don't want him to grow up ... I cried my eyes out today when I realized that he is old enough to make his own choices ( even if they're bad >.> ) ... I just love him so much .

hey, sadly we all grow old. it's sad.
but your brother will be just fine! you can always still help him out.
as for your boyfriend and you, yayyy! you can have a healthier
relationship woo <3
i hope you feel better soon
good luck <3

My mother passed away in early September last year from breast cancer. It's been a while, but I'm still so sad. I miss her coming into my room and spending time with me, she was my best friend. I had to watch her skin turn yellow from liver failure, and I was holding her hand when she stopped breathing. Hospice brought her home for her last few days, and she wouldn't take pills from anyone but me, she only trusted me, she only wanted to be around me. It really showed what a bond we had. I love her so much and the fact I have to go another 70 something years without her is so unfair. The thought is unbearable. I already have depression and anxiety on top of this, and I'm in the house she once lived in alone for most of the day. Life gets so hard sometimes.

People try to give me advice by saying their grandparents passed... But... it's just not the same. No one gets it. And most of my friends have stopped checking up on me as if I'm supposed to get over it in some months. It's hard to deal with something while I'm so young, trying to start college, and so alone.

hey boo,
i'm incredibly proud of you.
rest in peace to your mother.
you'll be okay, i hope you know that.
i'm not in your position, i in no way can help
but if you ever just need a friend pease know i'm
here for you.
i'm so proud of you and you will feel better one day
i promise.
good luck <3

[trans]

My mother passed away in early September last year from breast cancer. It's been a while, but I'm still so sad. I miss her coming into my room and spending time with me, she was my best friend. I had to watch her skin turn yellow from liver failure, and I was holding her hand when she stopped breathing. Hospice brought her home for her last few days, and she wouldn't take pills from anyone but me, she only trusted me, she only wanted to be around me. It really showed what a bond we had. I love her so much and the fact I have to go another 70 something years without her is so unfair. The thought is unbearable. I already have depression and anxiety on top of this, and I'm in the house she once lived in alone for most of the day. Life gets so hard sometimes.

People try to give me advice by saying their grandparents passed... But... it's just not the same. No one gets it. And most of my friends have stopped checking up on me as if I'm supposed to get over it in some months. It's hard to deal with something while I'm so young, trying to start college, and so alone.

hey i just wanted to say you're strong for going through what you are!! i dont understand your situation, but i know that it's not going to be easy to get over just like that, so you should take all the time you need to feel better again. you shouldnt feel pressured to just throw your feelings aside and move on if you arent ready. it's perfectly understandable that it'll take some time for you to adjust and such.

if you ever need anything, like reassurance or support or someone to talk/vent/rant to, im here and listening. <33 i hope you feel even just a little better soon!!

[sapiosexual]

My mother passed away in early September last year from breast cancer. It's been a while, but I'm still so sad. I miss her coming into my room and spending time with me, she was my best friend. I had to watch her skin turn yellow from liver failure, and I was holding her hand when she stopped breathing. Hospice brought her home for her last few days, and she wouldn't take pills from anyone but me, she only trusted me, she only wanted to be around me. It really showed what a bond we had. I love her so much and the fact I have to go another 70 something years without her is so unfair. The thought is unbearable. I already have depression and anxiety on top of this, and I'm in the house she once lived in alone for most of the day. Life gets so hard sometimes.

People try to give me advice by saying their grandparents passed... But... it's just not the same. No one gets it. And most of my friends have stopped checking up on me as if I'm supposed to get over it in some months. It's hard to deal with something while I'm so young, trying to start college, and so alone.

i actually lost my mother too
you can pm me if you want?

[leverage]

Please someone, I need someone to talk to so much...
So I just got one of the worst yellings of my life from my mom.
Why? Because when I got home, having very little homework I turned on Netflix. My brother got home half an hour later, and eventually got to his homework. He asked me to turn off my show in a fairly rude manner and (considering I had been in the room watching my show since before he had gotten there) I said no, he could easily move his homework to his desk or to the room literally right next door. He obviously didn't care enough to get up and move as he shrugged, did his homework for approximately 5 more minutes, and was done. Apparently this matter came up to my mom, however, because she started screaming at me about it, about how selfish I was and how disappointed she was in me. I don't believe I have ever been attacked more personally or more painfully.
She told me directly that she'd rather I was a good person than smart. Not only does that imply that I'm a bad person (I really don't think I am in any way, maybe I'm wrong..) but that all the effort I've put in was apparently wasted.
All my life I was pushed by her in ways that made me fear getting anything even close to a bad grade. I remember in middle school, I came home in tears because I got a B on a test. I was so, so scared of telling her, because I knew she was going to get mad at me. That's the environment I was raised in. Not caring, not supportive. Do perfectly or suffer.
And now apparently all that effort I put in to be perfect was wasted. The going-on twelve years of school where I never got a mark less than an A on my report cards. The scholarship money I got to multiple schools. The constant pushing. Being actually intimidating to many of my peers due to my marks and knowledge which has led to a lot of trouble socially. The constant stress. The constant workload. All that was wasted.
I don't even know what to do now. I have AP physics homework I should be finishing, but I just can't. I can't do it. I just want to give up on everything. I can't do this anymore. Apparently my entire life so far as been a waste. Worth nothing. Maybe this is just the final confirmation I needed to know that I was worth nothing as a person.
I want to give up so badly.

[vitya]

I suppose being uncaring toward what I get for my pre-calc final counts as bad, but honestly I can't do good on a math exam to save my life.

What's the point? Stupid dyscalculia.