| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[~IronRose~]

You know something is wrong with you when you spent the last three nights crying yourself to sleep
You know something is wrong with you when all you want to do is apologise for your existence
You know something is wrong with you when you are afraid of your own mistakes destroying your life long after they happened
You know something is wrong with you when you forget things, important things, no matter how hard you try to remember
You know something is wrong with you when you can rarely gather the strength to talk to people you just met, or feeling a ton of pressure from their questions
You know something is wrong with you when you can't even have a normal conversation with your family
You know something is wrong with you when you say sorry because you feel like if you don't they will hate you...yell at you...or hit you
You know something is wrong with you when you feel like you deserve to be in pain...either mentally or physically
You know something is wrong with you when your dreams are filled with nightmares
You know something is wrong with you when you are stressed but still do nothing anyway
You know something is wrong with you when you have no friends and you keep losing them so quickly
You know something is wrong with you when it feels like the room is moving, your palms are sweaty, you can hardly breathe, and you can feel the ground
You know something is wrong with you when you just feel numb...you can't seem to move...and you can hear only the ticking of the clock....
But I can't tell anyone...they won't believe me

[Ara.]

I need one day where I don't think ever action I make through.
It's stressful to lack an escape. To just give up and let what happens happen.
Go with the flow for once instead of fighting the current on everything.
And all of my people I can talk about this with are either asleep for class tomorrow or just offline.

[epsil]

anyone know cures for paranoia?
i get rifled over the smallest things. ever since summer 2015 when my mom came into a close call with death after a horrible injury,
i've been so paranoid about everything ever since. i really, really thought she was going to die.
i swear,--
if someone's a few minutes late to get home, i jump to the conclusion that they got in a car crash or were kidnapped.
when i hear my parents talk, i eavesdrop or hang around to ensure that they're not fighting.
if someone's sick or has been sitting for a while, i check in on them every hour to ensure that they're still breathing.
if someone declines talking to me for only a few hours, i figure that they hate me now and my relationship is over with that person.
when i hear a low rumble, it's usually a plane - and yet i pray that it's not an earthquake.

i hate living in earthquake country.
also, i had the tsunami dream again. i know others' problems are much worse than mine -- if anyone can tell me something so i'll feel a little better, i really need human touch right now.
thank you. and i'm sorry.

[wane]

i'm having horrible double vision
it's normal for me but its never been this bad
and a headache because of that
told my parents already but the appointment isn't until febuary
i can't ;v;

[Dill]

I feel like I don't know who I am. I know who everyone else thinks I am, who I pretend to be, and who I want to be, but where's the compromise? I'm lost between these different versions of myself. I don't know which one is the true one, or if there even is one.

[Thalassic]

i keep wakimg up and im in so much pain
the exam is in 3 days im not ready but i cant even work

[guy fieri]

now my friend's quit cs i feel so weird not talking to anyone on here, rarely any private messages.
i just wish she stayed.

[shim]

Could I get a pm? Nothing too big c:

[slowtown]

im so sorry if this is unintelligable i just cant od anything right now im so sorry

i jsut had another paralysis and i dont know whats real im so scared im going to fall asleep again i knew it wasnt him i knew it waSnt real but for some reason my mind still eblieved it waws

please dont pm me i already had somoene calm me down and it hasnt worked so i jsut yeah please dont pm

[amaoretto]

just stressed, feel free to ignore this.

Well I'm starting school back up again today, I didn't couldn't go to sleep because I had anxiety about not waking up to my alarms. My mom woke me up about half an hour ago (I was already awake because no sleep) and I just started crying, just because I couldn't sleep, just because my anxiety won't let me relax, just because I'm done...