| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[Tea_Leaf]

My grandma just died.

[Dana Scully]

I really don't want to do gym next semester.


I really don't want to do gym next semester



I really don't want to do gym next semester


I really don't want to do gym next semester

[glistens]

just some sad gibber gabber

All I am is used.
No one actually wants to be my friend, they just want something from me.

My past haunts me terribly.

I cannot do anything right. I can't even live right.

[papyrus;]

look, i'm a teen, alright? i may be the youngest in the family, but i'm grown-up. i may be in high school, but hell that doesn't mean i can't take care of myself. look at the other kids who are first grade and know how to commute back home! why won't you trust me?!

i love you, mom, but sometimes your judgements are so nonsensical. i'm wearing these pants because they're comfortable, not because i'm anything else. i'm wearing this shirt because it's comfortable, not because i'm ashamed of my body. i like my things to comfortable.

and i'm stuck on the computer because what else do i do? play with the neighbors whom you don't trust?! my friends are having their vacations and i'm in the house having a staycation. i read using my phone, we're not that rich, you know. you guys are always busy, same with my bro and sis. you tell me to do things yet you provide no way for me to do those things!

ugh. and now my crush's batchmates know i have a crush on him. and he's probably going to ignore me for the rest of my high school life. i hate life.

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[elf.]

im stuck rn

no matter what i do in this situation someone is going to be emotionally crushed. if i dont speak up i will end up being hurt so so badly but if i tell them whats bothering me they will probably never talk to me again or even speak nastily to me.

theyre my friend and i love them but this thing [which i will not say] has been troubling me so much , my heart is so heavy and i feel sick.

before you tell me to do whats best for me, i know. i just physically cannot bring myself to tell them. my mind and body holds me back because it knows i would panic and cry. aaaaaa i need a hug so badly

[ghost queen.]

no, don't worry! I understand why you ignore me.
i wouldn't want to talk to me either :)
it's alright!! really!

[Kallico]

I have impossible, childish dreams as a young adult.

Such as creating my own Indie game featuring my own art and writing using the stories I always daydream about.

Yet I procrastinate almost every single day on practicing, so my art looks like something done by a ten year old and my writing is amateur. Not to mention I'm pretty clueless with script languages now.

Why do I allow myself to waste my days away? To let my dreams pass me by, leaving me to work petty minimum wage jobs? I'm not moving forward in life like I should be, I'm stagnate and unfulfilled because of my own lack of self-discipline, focus and self esteem.

Almost nobody respects my goals because they are childish and i don't even bother to practice the necessary skills when I have plenty of free time.

It's like if a skill doesn't come to me immediately, I don't bother no matter how many times i tell myself in my head to just do it. Nope, let's just watch Youtube all day and day dream about it instead. Much easier! Really now, how pathetic am I? >__>

Heck, my room looks like a wreck because I'm so lazy I never bothered to clean it like I really needed to today. I live like a slob, really.

I have my moments of inspiration, but I almost never work when I do because "Oh wait, let's just keep watching this inspiring video. I'll draw right afterward!" or "let's just keep browsing *insert pet site here* mindlessly to procrastinate some more!"

Edit: That being said, my ideas, characters and stories that are constantly in my head are great. I just need to stop being an idiot and not doing anything!!! I mean why do I do this to myself?! Why must I constantly doubt myself and not even try?

[Eden,.]

this is unacceptable. terrible. for me at least.
why is it, that every time I try to get my A+ in English I fail? honestly, I don't deserve much but this A+ I do deserve!
My English is very good for living and going to school in a non-english country. I speak fluently, my grammar is fine and my vocabulary is pretty good too. I understand everything. I worked so hard for this, it's the only thing I can be proud of!
how could you tell me that just because I got a A/B in one of the Exams that means I cant get my A+ when every other grade was A+

this is so frustrating for me, I don't have anything else to be proud of at the moment.

[MoonStone00]

great after the terrible week ive been habing im now extremly sick. my throat hurts so bad i want tl cry and my voice is just cracking terribly. im so done with today and i just woke up.

[ଳ omori ଳ]

its gotten to the point where im actually scared of my dad

he's so emotionally and sometimes verbally abusive

and i dont want to go to his for more than a day because im afraid i.ll have a relapse
im autistic i cant deal with things out of the ordinary
we always go to his for christmas eve and he wants me to go for two nights but i dont want to because thats not how we usually do it its confusing
"it's all your fault and i am blaming you for an eternity" - dad

thanks dad