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[valerian]

Hey there~
So I'm not really sure how to do this, it's been a while. If I started a rant, I could honestly go on and on, forever.
But right now, all I need is a hug and possibly some comforting if anybody here knows what I'm going through..
I'm just missing my mom. It's almost 3am, and I have to leave for school in three hours. I can't sleep. I need help..
But I don't know how to get it, or when, or where. I don't want to burden anybody else with my personal problems
but my mother is no longer with us, as of Jan 19th, 2015. Tomorrow and it'll be 11 months. One more month, and
it'll have been a whole year. I so badly just want to go visit her, but I couldn't possibly do that to my family and friends.

For one whole year, I couldn't come home to her after school.. For one whole year, I couldn't talk to her about my life..
For one whole year, my dad hasn't been the same.. for one whole year, my brothers haven't honestly spoken to anyone..
For one whole year, I've been missing her.. for one whole year, I've been in pain. I've felt guilt. I've struggled.
I just want the pain to end..

Dad got angry that I haven't put the decorations on the Christmas Tree yet, saying that I don't care. It's not that I don't.
It's that I care too much to allow myself to face the fact she's not here with us this year and I have to do it all alone..

It hurts so bad. ;-;

Life is hard and WILL hit you with some nasty things.
I feel like I could comfort you because me too- my mother left the country for a month every 2-4 weeks for a few years now.
I'm not saying you will but I got used to it, which was sad.

Pushing aside my experience, I want you to know that you shouldn't be guilty of missing your mother and I'd totally understand if you were depressed and anxious; or anything.
What you can do right now is live your life. Your mum wants you to have an amazing life, so live it right now because that's what she wants!
She doesn't want to know that you've felt depressed because of her absence. What she does want to know is you smiling everyday and having that amazing life.

I'm not saying you need to fake your feelings because I know it's hard, but if you push yourself a bit, that enough will show your unconditional love to your mother.
Tell her you miss her if you can. Talk to her everyday. That's the least you can do!
*Hugs* I know this message sounds a bit pushy and I'm terrible at putting into words but KNOW that I care. I really do, and I give you my best.

[NopesaurusRexx]

I'm hiding out at work. I don't want to be home anymore. I want to be back at school with my friends. I want to be closer to my boyfriend and the people that give me support and don't try and run my life. I don't want to be around this place anymore.

[trans]

pretty lame compared to other people but i just.. im so upset over a silly pet game. this is the third year of disappointing pets in a row. im happy for people that got good pets and really am glad that some newer players got URs, but at the same time i wish i had gotten at least one good pet too.. ;n; i swear i have the absolute worst luck in the world. i was told all three pets i got weren't even valuable unless someone would have demand for them and it makes me feel bad because i dont want to rant about it because it'll make others feel bad about getting good things while others didnt, but at the same time it just grinds my gears and makes me feel really down that i got nearly useless pets. considering how my first december 18th batch went, i wouldn't be surprised if they all went down in rarity or demand and end up worth next to nothing..

[spencer]

Hey, can someone please PM me? It would mean so much to me <3

[malkav,]

today is NOT my day and i am SO UPSET
school completely sucked. my one friend told me i couldnt be upset with all the transphobia i encounter bc none of it's aggressive. im behind on work. i simply did not want to be there
and then my friends asks me to put the funds from their gofundme onto my bank account because they reached their goal and need somewhere to put it
so of course i agree bc it wont hurt me. but the thing WONT WORK. i use my bank account. my paypal. and it keeps saying there's no money there. theres over 100 dollars. RIGHT THERE. and when i CHECK. it SAYS ITS THERE. and it SAYS ITS READY TO WITHDRAW. and im doing EXACTLY WHAT IT TELLS ME TO DO. and it WONT WORK. so my friend is getting upset bc they dont have their money RIGHT NOW because god forbid they. yknow. GET A JOB. because they "only wanna work at a craft store :-))))) it has to meet [their] standards :-))))" alright queen high and mighty just sit there complaining about having no money when you refuse to work. just keep spending all my money.
and my SIBLING keeps YELLING and trying to CORRECT ME. they wont STOP.
im so very upset do i cry do i scream do i lash out
even better? i work in an hour :-)))))
lol :-)))))
im doin great :-)))))))

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

today is NOT my day and i am SO UPSET
school completely sucked. my one friend told me i couldnt be upset with all the transphobia i encounter bc none of it's aggressive. im behind on work. i simply did not want to be there
and then my friends asks me to put the funds from their gofundme onto my bank account because they reached their goal and need somewhere to put it
so of course i agree bc it wont hurt me. but the thing WONT WORK. i use my bank account. my paypal. and it keeps saying there's no money there. theres over 100 dollars. RIGHT THERE. and when i CHECK. it SAYS ITS THERE. and it SAYS ITS READY TO WITHDRAW. and im doing EXACTLY WHAT IT TELLS ME TO DO. and it WONT WORK. so my friend is getting upset bc they dont have their money RIGHT NOW because god forbid they. yknow. GET A JOB. because they "only wanna work at a craft store )))) it has to meet [their] standards )))" alright queen high and mighty just sit there complaining about having no money when you refuse to work. just keep spending all my money.
and my SIBLING keeps YELLING and trying to CORRECT ME. they wont STOP.
im so very upset do i cry do i scream do i lash out
even better? i work in an hour ))))
lol ))))
im doin great ))))))

Firstly o want to give a long awaited apology for being away from this extremely valuable and kindhearted thread. It's been so long since I even attempted to help someone I naturally feel bad so I'd just like to say I'm sorry on my behalf for leaving for so long college has been very busy and life has become more complex. Despite this I thought even with the guilt I have to give it a try to at least help someone once again and what would be a better time before Christmas c: I'm sorry that things are difficult for you right now I know that times can be hard and stressful and sometimes it seems like everything is against you and despite the break that you need things seem to just keep piling on top however no matter how many problems stack up one by one try to remember the little things in life that makes you happy and always remember that the problems you have now won't always be there forever as long as you keep pushing on and keep trying to get through them. I know this can be a daunting task to do but never forget that you don't have to go through this alone and that there will always be people put there who can help you such as teachers family and friends even if at times this might seem doubtful there is always someone out there who loves and understands you no matter the situation and will stand by your side to help in anyway they can and I know school is irritating at times but try to remember that you won't be in school forever and that all of this hard work your putting in right now will always be more than worth it in the end and that you can find a way to achieve anything you want the only way this won't ever happen is if you give up so try not to give up on yourself as your so much stronger and determined than you think and you always have been as for the bank situations try to call up the bank and see what can be done it might be a glitch or delay in the system and they can get you much faster and reliable results as for the work don't forget to take breaks as it can help you progress when you have a freash and new viewpoint of the work and also try to listen to music while doing the work as this can help you have motivation to keep going believe me I understand that feeling of being exhausted from work but nothing feels better than when you have completed it and handed it in knowing you have tried your best and no one expects anything more than that as for your siblings try to ignore them I know its difficult but try to remember they won't be pefect themselves and that they will also have their flaws and weaknesses just as much as anyone else o hope this helps try to keep going because your a wonderful person and all this hard work will always be worth it

Hey, can someone please PM me? It would mean so much to me <3

If its not too late I'm pming

[[deleted user 39490]]

Whelp. I've tried contacting my old friends, and no one replies.
I've literally contacted all of them. It's been a week.
They're just ignoring me.
I don't know what I did.

Well, I don't just have no friends at my new school.
I have none at all.

I flipping hate myself.
I don't know what I did wrong.
I've done everything I can.
I try and be nice to everyone.
I don't know what I've been doing wrong.
Even my parents ignore me.
This year has been the worst.
With the Custody Case and everything.
I wanna just curl up in a hole.
I'm useless.
No one wants me.
All I do is take up oxygen.
I hate myself so much.
I wanna just go.
No one will miss me anyway.

[shim]

Could I get a pm please? I'm really nervous and scared and I need a hug

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

Whelp. I've tried contacting my old friends, and no one replies.
I've literally contacted all of them. It's been a week.
They're just ignoring me.
I don't know what I did.

Well, I don't just have no friends at my new school.
I have none at all.

I flipping hate myself.
I don't know what I did wrong.
This year has been the worst.
With the Custody Case and everything.
I wanna just curl up in a hole.
I'm useless.
No one wants me.
All I do is take up oxygen.
I hate myself so much.

[color=#BF]Firstly I'm sorry your feeling like this as nonone deserves to feel like this no matter what happens however don't hate yourself or blame yourself or even doubt yourself for one moment because quite frankly you haven't done anything wrong at all and your so much more lovely than you think and you always have been I know its hard when old friends don't reply however if they don't reply its their loss not yojrs because they lost the chance to talk to a truly wonderful individual so try not to let them get to you and perhaps just send them a new small messages and if they still don't reply leave them to it as they we realise what a horrendous mistake they have made of loosing such a brilliant and loving friend and quite frankly you deserve so much more respect and always have so try not to bring yourself down I know new schools can be difficult however believe me you will make new friends quicker than you think as long as you keep trying as the only way it won't ever happen is if you give up and I know your so much better and stronger than that and you always have been try to join clubs that reflect your personality such as art clubs for example to find those who have similarities to you which could make it easier to talk to them your a lovely person and I'm sorry about the custody case but try to remember that no matter how bad things might get it won't always be like this forever and that good things always come to those who wait and even if you doubt this you won't ever have to struggle alone and if you might like you could always pm.me I hope this helps [/color]

Could I get a pm please? I'm really nervous and scared and I need a hug

Pming if I don't reply soon though it's because my battery has died

[zoloft]

casually implodes cause my crush sends me mixed signals and i really like him