| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[Thalassic]

I still have 11 pages to write, my head is pounding and I'm so tired and I feel a little sick?? Like I kind of want to throw up but at the same time not really.
Not to mention my dad and brother can't shut the hell up, that's not making my headache any better. 8)

[dwarjam]

I'm just so unhappy constantly.
I feel so left out.
everything is stressing me out.
I'm probably overreacting haha.

I really need to start doing something to distract me from overthinking,
I'm a real failure hh..

I'm sorry to be such a dissappointment.

[Discter]

augh sometimes I just wish I could just sleep forever and not wake up. But then I realized that I had friends who vent to me, loved me, came to me for advice, and leaned on me for support. I realized that if I left, they would be utterly destroyed and lost. So I stay strong to help them, for who could possibly help them?

[tastes like ink.]

don't really need to be comforted just wanna talk about my worries i guess;

i'm seeing every time i die, stick to your guns, polyphia, wage war and the
headlining band - august burns red very shortly. i'm leaving in an hour or so. d-
on't get me wrong, i'm really excited to go!! i can't wait! it's just that i know t-
his show is going to be more hardcore then any other show i've been into. i've
seen metalcore bands live but idk, i think this one will be more intense. i'm h-
aving a bit of anxiety about it but i know when i'm actually there and the ene-
rgy hits me i won't care anymore

[miss believer]

cheating is so disgusting

[[deleted user 39490]]

I literally have zero friends in real life at my new school. I'm not over exaggerating. I know that it's hard at first when you move, and that you're not really expected to make friends for a while, but second quarter is ending, and I don't know anyone. You know that movie moment when that kid is chosen last in P.E., and no one knows their name so they just point? That LITERALLY happened to me in P.E. today. Yep.

I sit in the back of class, alone with only my music. It wouldn't be too bad except that everyone is joking and having fun, and I sit alone. In a matter of fact, I had two trips last week. One to a Nursing Home for band, in which I sat alone on the bus and walked alone and silent. Then one on Friday where we were out all day. Yep, no one to walk with.

I hate being a military kid. "Oh, but you see so many places!" people say, "Oh, you meet new people!" Yeah, you do. But you also give up seeing the friends you had there, the house, the life, everything. You just pack it up and go.

I've moved 8 times and, just for reference, I'm not old enough to drive.

Yes, I can keep in contact with my other friends from other places, but it's different. They all tell me what's happening, and I laugh. Then I realize that I'm not part of it anymore, and cry. Literally cry.

I don't know what to do. I'm too shy to walk up to anyone, and no one wants to come to me. I'll probably only be here a year anyway, so I guess it doesn't matter whether or not I have friends.

I hate it so much.


On another note, I get to take the Vanderbilt in January. What's that? A test to see how ADD you are. I've known I've had ADD, and honestly, it doesn't really matter. I'm not ashamed or anything. But I have to take a test to see whether I need medication, and honestly, I'm hoping I do.

I can't stick to anything! I get interested for a week or two, then suddenly lose interest and move on. I mean, look at my adoptables. I haven't done any for months, and leave it to the artists. I've fallen out of RPing. I've fallen out of doing art.

I've fallen out of school.

I no longer have the motivation or attention span to do school.

I don't know what to do.

Why am I so stupid.

I hate myself so much.

[arabella !!]

-snip-

Aw, -hugs tight-. I know how you feel, but you aren't alone. I've moved around a lot before, and I recently moved to a new neighborhood. Finals are coming. It's hard to cope especially since guests and my family are coming over for the holidays, I just don't think I'm ready for that. But life gets better, and this will only make you stronger in the end. Don't blame yourself, stop putting yourself down. You're a great person, and you just need to be used to your surroundings and just wait.. Time is the key, sooner or later you'll find people who have similar interests as you. It seems like you got the idea of moving, since you've done it many times before, and nothing is wrong about crying. Just let your emotions get through, you've might of got them stuck for a while. Do you have anybody to go to? Parent or teacher? They are there to comfort you and support you, especially since you've been through a lot. Well, everybody loses interests in doing something for a while.. We all have to try something new. Just explore, join clubs in the school and try to find something that grabs your attention. Listen to music while studying, etc. Treat yourself with a reward once in a while, procrastination is horrible, but just something relaxing or maybe eat some sweets. I'm glad you're accepting yourself a bit, some people who move just lose courage and everything so they just stop.. But I know you won't, you're better than that. You can control yourself, and not everybody's gonna be there for you every second of the way. Hell, you might never see your grade one friends ever again, but that's the point.. You meet new people, learn new things along the way. Keep being amazing! <3

I'm just so unhappy constantly.
I feel so left out.
everything is stressing me out.
I'm probably overreacting haha.

I really need to start doing something to distract me from overthinking,
I'm a real failure hh..

I'm sorry to be such a dissappointment.

You're not a disappointment, you are a success. -Huggles- I hope you find someone that will be there for you, and try to find something that will motivate you to go forward, don't be too hard on yourself. You're trying, and that is all that matters. <3

[ausgdghsag]

i love how people with personality disorders are frequently called monsters or toxic i love this support i'm getting from psychological articles

[Lincoln]

I am so sick of this stress.
I can't sleep at night and I am hoping this will end soon.

[Dill]

My mom's in the hospital and they still don't know what's wrong or how much longer she will be there for. I hope it's nothing serious and that she comes home soon it's so hard and painful without her, and I just want her to be okay.