by hotel breakfast » Tue Dec 01, 2015 5:02 pm
hmm i have a lot of thoughts about the mid-season finale, but mostly i'm just apprehensive, i think... needless to say, there really is a lot going on in alexandria right now, so much so that it's completely overwhelming. to be honest, part of me almost wishes rick's group could just find some perfect little safe haven to live out the rest of their days in, happily ever after, but... i also realize that's completely unrealistic, and it certainly wouldn't make for a very exciting tv series, lol.
...and tiny text for spoilers ;^)
probably what was most upsetting for me in the last episode was deanna's death. i liked that she kind of sacrificed herself to kill the walkers in the very end, but... that's about it. i honestly don't see why, on the talking dead, they said that deanna simply wouldn't be able to adjust to the way the world had become in enough time. though the general consensus among twd fans seems to be that deanna's death was a good thing, or at the very least unavoidable, so perhaps i'm just the odd one out here. don't get me wrong though, i can't blame anyone for not liking deanna. i can see why; she definitely has her faults, and even i didn't really like her at first. but she's really managed to grow on me, especially in these last few episodes.
because in my opinion, out of all the alexandrians, deanna was actually one of the ones who was most equipped to deal with how harsh the world had become. while most alexandrians were fearful of rick's group and didn't know if they could be trusted, deanna was one of the first to realize that alexandria wouldn't last without rick's leadership. when other alexandrians have been shown to cower in fear at the sight of a walker, deanna showed her bravery when she attacked a walker with a broken bottle - yes, yes, i know it's ridiculous that she didn't even know that you have to get them in the head to really kill them, but that's something that can easily be taught; the courage that it takes to come face-to-face with a walker? not so much - case in point: sam.
sure though, i'll admit that she definitely lived a sheltered life in comparison to most other characters on twd, and especially in the beginning, she was a huge obstacle preventing rick and his group from making the changes necessary to truly keep alexandria safe. but i feel like she really changed, or at the very least, she was coming up on the middle of a redemption arc of sorts right before her death. i really would have liked to be able to see the rest of her character development through, but unfortunately that just won't be possible. in the end, i think she really fits the archetype of the tragic hero, who realized her fatal flaw only when it was already too late to do anything about it.
but aside from all of that... i did really like carl in this past episode - but to be fair, i enjoy seeing carl in every episode that he's in, lol. though i think the contrast between him and the other children at alexandria - sam, ron, and enid - really helps to emphasize just how much he's grown throughout the series. especially when you look at how young and... almost helpless, that he used to be, it's undeniable that he's matured into an entirely different person almost. i've got to say, along with carol, he's definitely had the most interesting and significant character development, in my opinion.
one of the things i didn't really enjoy in this episode though, was all of the love triangles. i guess there's only just a small number of pairings that i actually care for in twd, and the rest i either sort of dislike or just don't really feel one way or the other about. i actually think i kind of like sasha and abraham, though... but rick and jessie, or carl and enid, not so much....
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you spirit double, you specter with my face !
why.. do.. you.. mock.. my... love - pain... so
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so ... many ... nights, .... so ... long ... ago ?