Hey! I need to vent! I'm feeling all smitten and stuff.
... Where did we leave off? Oh yeah. I picked an outfit and met Jake at the door.

Jake: I thought I was dating a spy, not a model.
Me: What are you implying? That models are prettier than spies? I think anyone who walks away from an explosion is more good looking than someone walking down a catwalk.
Jake: You killed that pick up line, you know.
Me: Jake, I'm just teasing you. Come on, let's get out of here.
He smiled and opened the door for me. I slipped on my coat.
Me: So where are we going?
Jake: It's a surprise.
Me: A surprise that won't be split between you, me, and another person, right?
Jake: I promise it's just you and me tonight.
Me: Alright.
I followed him outside and locked my hand in his as we walked.
Jake: So...
Me: so...
Jake: I haven't seen you that much around the house. You mentioned a job before...
Me: Oh yeah. I did, didn't I? Well, believe it or not, I work for Tony Stark. I haven't really started yet since I've been, you know, jumping out of windows and such.
Jake: Wow. That's big, when did that happen?
Me: After I got stuck in a video game for a few days with him.
Jake: Wait, what? A video game?
Me: yeah. He needed someone with excellent gaming skill and mission experience to help him out, Someone had hacked the entire building, and the only way to fix it was to beat his video game.
We crossed the street and took a left at Tuber Lane.
Jake: Oh... But you were stuck in it?
Me: Not at first, it was when some psycho dude locked us in, and tried to take over the city. He didn't go through with it.
Jake: Well that's normal.
Me: For me it is.
Jake: So where are you now with this spy stuff?
I looked at him exhaustedly.
Me: ... Do we have to talk about this?
Jake: Well, I guess not. I just don't know who you are anymore.
That comment hurt, but I just pushed a strand of my hair behind my ear in an attempt to hide the discomfort.
Me: Oh... Maybe we could talk about it later then.
We stopped at an empty skating rink.
Jake: Here we are!
Me: Ice skating?
He nodded.
Me: ... But we don't have any skates.
Jake: Who says we need those?
Me: The people who don't want to land on their faces...
Jake: I'm just kidding.
He smiled as he pulled out two pairs of skates from under a bench and handed a pair to me. We put them on and I held his hand as we casually skated across the ice. I leaned on his warm shoulder, his hands were nervous and sweaty, like this was the first time we had talked. His facial expression was calm, and he smiled just a bit... Like goldfish (the snack that smiles back!)... Sorry, I'm a little hungry...
Jake: ... So, where did you learn to skate?
I smiled and slid a little closer to him.
Me: When I was ten years old, Heather and I used to sneak out in the middle of the night and go to the public ice rink at the park. She was learning to figure skate at the time, so she taught me how to basic skate.
Jake: Your parents didn't teach you?
Me: No. I was more like a chore, not like a kid.
Jake: Oh...
His fingers traced my knuckles. I looked up at him as we touched shoulder to shoulder.
Me: Where did you learn how to skate?
Jake: My mother used to take me out skating when I was seven. I was pretty bad at it, so later on, my father hired me a private tutor.
Me: Wow. Did you like skating? Have any special moves for me?
Jake: Yeah, I enjoy it.
He back-skated in front of me.
Jake: And... Hold my hands so I can show you.
I smiled and took hold of his hands. He started to spin us around, but I tripped and pulled us both down onto the ice.
Me: Agh!
Jake caught me before my face could touch the ground and coddled me into his arms. We laughed and sat on the ice, looking up at whatever stars were in the polluted skyline.
Me: Nice moves.
He smiled.
Creepy guy sitting on the bench: Heh, heh, yeah.
Us: O.o
Me: *whispers* want to go somewhere else?
Jake: Yeahhh... I think we're done here. Let's move to round two of date night.
Me: Round two? You made plans? ... I have to say I'm impressed.
Jake: Don't be! I've been planning this night for a month.
Me: Alright. Where's our next stop?
He grabbed my hand and helped me up.
Jake: Food of course!
With a grin, he led me toward the exit. After we changed out of our skates, I followed him down Lassitar street, and into a Fancy looking restaurant. I noticed a fortune cookie logo on the window.
Me: Chinese food?
Jake: The best in the city.
Me: Alright.
He led me in and we sat at a candlelit table for two.
Me: This place is awesome! How did you decide on it?
Jake: Oh, I just googled the best Chinese food in town. 10 options came up, but this was the only one that had eggrolls.
Me: Oh, I see.
I picked up the menu and looked through it. A waitress came by, I placed my order and Jake did too.
Jake: So...
Me: So...
This got awkward fast.
Jake: Do you come here often?
Me: I've never been here in my life.
Jake: ...
Me: ...
The waitress came and set our drinks on the table.
Me: ...
Jake: ...
Me: Alright! I can't take this anymore. We are going to talk about something... Frogs!
Jake: Frogs?
Me: That's right, we're going to talk about something involving frogs.
Jake: Why frogs? Why not toads?
Me: What's the difference?
Jake: I don't know.... Toads have warts I guess.
Me: But they're slimy-er
Jake: How would you know?
Me: Have you ever held a toad?
Jake: Nope.
Me: Me either.
... There was a pause and we broke into a small laughter.
Jake: Alright.
The waitress came and set our steaming food in front of us. I nodded in thanks as she walked away.
Jake: So, How's life?
Me: ... It's okay. I mean, jumping from building to building is pretty exciting and terrifying but everything is normal.
Jake: Wait, so your jumping off of buildings now too?
Me: Uh....
Jake: I'm just kidding, I know you meant that in a more psychological sense. Like the buildings represents your life's obstacles.
Me: I did? I mean, yeah, yeah, that's exactly what I meant! Gee Jake, you took the words right out of my mouth!
Jake: See, we were made for each other. After all we finish each other's-
Me: Sandwiches!
Jake: That's what I was going to say.
Okay, frozen references stop here. Lol. I think that was my favorite song in the whole movie, between Anna and Hans. Why did he have to backstab her? I actually liked Hans. Oh well. I'm getting off topic...
Me: So, how's Morgan been?
Morgan is Jake's new friend, he's been hanging out with him a lot lately.
Jake: He's good, last time he was over we had a Star Wars marathon.
Me: you had a Star Wars marathon And I wasn't invited?!
I playfully gasped and put my hand on my chest. He laughed.
Jake: It's nothing personal.
He took a bite of his rice and smiled.
Jake: ... And I didn't take you for a Star Wars fan
My jaw dropped.
Me: What? You can't be serious.
He did a cute half-shoulder shrug and bent a little to pick up a peice of Orange chicken.
Me: I am a super fan! I know tons about Star Wars!
I picked up my chop sticks and fiddled around trying to use them.
Jake: in that case, I'll make sure to invite you to the next StarWars marathon... Having trouble?
He expertly picked a peice of chicken of his plate using his chop sticks.
Me: A little.
I frowned, and finally, I stabbed the chopstick into the Orange chicken.
Jake: Well, I guess that's one way to do it.
He stood up and came by me. He put his arms on mine and breathed softly against my ear.
Jake: Here, let me help.
I loosened my grip and let his hands guide mine. He curled his fingers around my hand and positioned the sticks with his other hand. He moved the stick back and forth between my fingers and helped me pick up a peice of my food.
Jake: See? Just like that.
He brushed a lock of my hair back behind my ear and laid a gentle kiss on my forehead. I could feel the blood rushing into my face and I felt like my heart would leap out of my chest. He returned to his seat, and I fingered my way into his hand. He clasped it and smiled. I looked beside him and noticed that we hadn't touched the fortune cookies. I motioned to them.
Me: Wanna see what's in them?
He paused and smiled almost apologetically.
Me: What?
Jake: Well, let's just say I've had my fair share of fortune cookies in the past.
Me: What do you mean?
Jake: Just some odd ones.
Me: Jake. You know they aren't real, right? No one can predict anything.
Jake: Yeah I know, and that's not it.. I've just gotten bad ones.
Me: Like what?
Jake: Well, the last one I had said "empty your pockets, this is a robbery", and I was robbed.
Me: that stinks but-
Jake: The one before that said "we're breaking up", and my girlfriend before you broke up with me.
Me: Well I get where your coming from but-
Jake: and the one before that told me that I needed to get new shoes.
Me: New shoes?
Jake: Yup. New shoes.
Me: Well, if your not going to open yours, I guess I'll open it for you.
Jake: No you don't have do that.
He picked his up and started opening it.
Jake: I just have a feeling...
He opened it and half hid it from me.
Me: Well? What does it say?
He heasitated.
Jake: I'll tell you later, when we're done eating.
Me: Is it okay? It's not telling you that you need new shoes again, right?
I smiled.
Jake: No, no, nothing as serious as that.
He grinned.
Jake: It's just a... Surprise.
Me: I don't know how I feel about surprises... Especially from fortune cookies...
I took a bite of rice and gave him a playfully suspicious glare.
Jake: Want to take a walk after this?
Me: Sure.
I pushed away my empty plate. He paid for the meal and we walked out into the crisp winter air. He clenched my hand tightly and we evenly strolled along the sidewalk. I leaned on his shoulder.
Jake: I'm more stuffed than a teddy bear.
Me: Me too. How about next time we go Italian?
Jake: I don't even want to think about food. I think I just ate a meal built for four people.
Me: I enjoyed tonight... It was nice to get away with you.
He nodded.
Jake: But... You do know that the night isn't over, right?
I looked at him a little surprised.
Me: you just took me ice skating and out to eat... There's more?
He nodded as we turned the corner. A small group of musicians started to play a classically romantic melody in the park across the street. I smiled as we went off course and toward the center of the park.
Me: You really did blow me away tonight..
Jake: Good, that was the plan.
He flashed a smile that made me feel... Safe, comforted. We slowed to a stop when we reached the center of the park, and sat on a bench.
Us: Can I say something?
I laughed.
Me: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-
Jake: No, no, go ahead
Me: I couldn't possibly I mean you were going to say something and I-
Jake: No, it's okay.
Me: Well.. How about we just say it at the same time?
Jake: Okay. On three.. One.. Two..
Us: I Love you!
There was a silence. I moved over closer to him. He held my hand tightly, then grabbed me and kissed me. He parted and pushed back a curl of my hair. I heasitated.
Jake: What is it?
Me: Nothing.
I feel like I'm lying to Jake... Not telling him anything.. I can't sit here and pretend that I'm completely okay. Meeting my grandpa today was an emotional train wreck and I'm dying to tell someone but I can't- No one can know I work for Shield. I could die.
Me: Jake, I- I-
Jake: What is it?
I should do it, I can do this!
Me: ...I've had to go to the bathroom this entire time!
Jake: Are you kidding?
Okay... Maybe not today
Me: Nope. I've been holding it in this whole time. I probably ruined the magical experience of this date.
He laughed.
Jake: Why didn't you just say so?
Me: I don't know... I guess I just didn't want to ruin your experience with me just randomly taking a bathroom break.
Jake: Your adorable.
I playfully hit him.
Me: Hey! Stop that. *smiles*
He looked at the time on his iPhone.
Jake: Well, we should probably go home now. We're only Three blocks away.. Think you can make it?
Me: Yeah, I think I'll survive.
We stood up and started the journey home.
Me: You know, we can get there faster if we travel by building.
Jake: Again with the buildings and the windows?
Our laughter echoed through the empty city streets.
Me: Just an idea.
I sighed and looked up. I knew Jake couldn't see it, but I saw the Helicarrier sitting in front of the moon, camouflaged and only recognizable if you tried to find it. I glanced at Jake. His red hair brushed against mine, making me sneeze.
Jake: are you getting a cold?
Me: No I'm ok
He took off his coat and put it around me.
Me: Thanks
I leaned on his shoulder as we walked the rest of the way home. I'm in my room now, setting my alarm for training in the morning. I'm totally exhausted and after reading this again, I don't think Jake told me what was on the fortune cookie. I guess I'll ask him tomorrow. Goodnight diary!
... Where did we leave off? Oh yeah. I picked an outfit and met Jake at the door.


Jake: I thought I was dating a spy, not a model.
Me: What are you implying? That models are prettier than spies? I think anyone who walks away from an explosion is more good looking than someone walking down a catwalk.
Jake: You killed that pick up line, you know.
Me: Jake, I'm just teasing you. Come on, let's get out of here.
He smiled and opened the door for me. I slipped on my coat.
Me: So where are we going?
Jake: It's a surprise.
Me: A surprise that won't be split between you, me, and another person, right?
Jake: I promise it's just you and me tonight.
Me: Alright.
I followed him outside and locked my hand in his as we walked.
Jake: So...
Me: so...
Jake: I haven't seen you that much around the house. You mentioned a job before...
Me: Oh yeah. I did, didn't I? Well, believe it or not, I work for Tony Stark. I haven't really started yet since I've been, you know, jumping out of windows and such.
Jake: Wow. That's big, when did that happen?
Me: After I got stuck in a video game for a few days with him.
Jake: Wait, what? A video game?
Me: yeah. He needed someone with excellent gaming skill and mission experience to help him out, Someone had hacked the entire building, and the only way to fix it was to beat his video game.
We crossed the street and took a left at Tuber Lane.
Jake: Oh... But you were stuck in it?
Me: Not at first, it was when some psycho dude locked us in, and tried to take over the city. He didn't go through with it.
Jake: Well that's normal.
Me: For me it is.
Jake: So where are you now with this spy stuff?
I looked at him exhaustedly.
Me: ... Do we have to talk about this?
Jake: Well, I guess not. I just don't know who you are anymore.
That comment hurt, but I just pushed a strand of my hair behind my ear in an attempt to hide the discomfort.
Me: Oh... Maybe we could talk about it later then.
We stopped at an empty skating rink.
Jake: Here we are!
Me: Ice skating?
He nodded.
Me: ... But we don't have any skates.
Jake: Who says we need those?
Me: The people who don't want to land on their faces...
Jake: I'm just kidding.
He smiled as he pulled out two pairs of skates from under a bench and handed a pair to me. We put them on and I held his hand as we casually skated across the ice. I leaned on his warm shoulder, his hands were nervous and sweaty, like this was the first time we had talked. His facial expression was calm, and he smiled just a bit... Like goldfish (the snack that smiles back!)... Sorry, I'm a little hungry...
Jake: ... So, where did you learn to skate?
I smiled and slid a little closer to him.
Me: When I was ten years old, Heather and I used to sneak out in the middle of the night and go to the public ice rink at the park. She was learning to figure skate at the time, so she taught me how to basic skate.
Jake: Your parents didn't teach you?
Me: No. I was more like a chore, not like a kid.
Jake: Oh...
His fingers traced my knuckles. I looked up at him as we touched shoulder to shoulder.
Me: Where did you learn how to skate?
Jake: My mother used to take me out skating when I was seven. I was pretty bad at it, so later on, my father hired me a private tutor.
Me: Wow. Did you like skating? Have any special moves for me?
Jake: Yeah, I enjoy it.
He back-skated in front of me.
Jake: And... Hold my hands so I can show you.
I smiled and took hold of his hands. He started to spin us around, but I tripped and pulled us both down onto the ice.
Me: Agh!
Jake caught me before my face could touch the ground and coddled me into his arms. We laughed and sat on the ice, looking up at whatever stars were in the polluted skyline.
Me: Nice moves.
He smiled.
Creepy guy sitting on the bench: Heh, heh, yeah.
Us: O.o
Me: *whispers* want to go somewhere else?
Jake: Yeahhh... I think we're done here. Let's move to round two of date night.
Me: Round two? You made plans? ... I have to say I'm impressed.
Jake: Don't be! I've been planning this night for a month.
Me: Alright. Where's our next stop?
He grabbed my hand and helped me up.
Jake: Food of course!
With a grin, he led me toward the exit. After we changed out of our skates, I followed him down Lassitar street, and into a Fancy looking restaurant. I noticed a fortune cookie logo on the window.
Me: Chinese food?
Jake: The best in the city.
Me: Alright.
He led me in and we sat at a candlelit table for two.
Me: This place is awesome! How did you decide on it?
Jake: Oh, I just googled the best Chinese food in town. 10 options came up, but this was the only one that had eggrolls.
Me: Oh, I see.
I picked up the menu and looked through it. A waitress came by, I placed my order and Jake did too.
Jake: So...
Me: So...
This got awkward fast.
Jake: Do you come here often?
Me: I've never been here in my life.
Jake: ...
Me: ...
The waitress came and set our drinks on the table.
Me: ...
Jake: ...
Me: Alright! I can't take this anymore. We are going to talk about something... Frogs!
Jake: Frogs?
Me: That's right, we're going to talk about something involving frogs.
Jake: Why frogs? Why not toads?
Me: What's the difference?
Jake: I don't know.... Toads have warts I guess.
Me: But they're slimy-er
Jake: How would you know?
Me: Have you ever held a toad?
Jake: Nope.
Me: Me either.
... There was a pause and we broke into a small laughter.
Jake: Alright.
The waitress came and set our steaming food in front of us. I nodded in thanks as she walked away.
Jake: So, How's life?
Me: ... It's okay. I mean, jumping from building to building is pretty exciting and terrifying but everything is normal.
Jake: Wait, so your jumping off of buildings now too?
Me: Uh....
Jake: I'm just kidding, I know you meant that in a more psychological sense. Like the buildings represents your life's obstacles.
Me: I did? I mean, yeah, yeah, that's exactly what I meant! Gee Jake, you took the words right out of my mouth!
Jake: See, we were made for each other. After all we finish each other's-
Me: Sandwiches!
Jake: That's what I was going to say.
Okay, frozen references stop here. Lol. I think that was my favorite song in the whole movie, between Anna and Hans. Why did he have to backstab her? I actually liked Hans. Oh well. I'm getting off topic...
Me: So, how's Morgan been?
Morgan is Jake's new friend, he's been hanging out with him a lot lately.
Jake: He's good, last time he was over we had a Star Wars marathon.
Me: you had a Star Wars marathon And I wasn't invited?!
I playfully gasped and put my hand on my chest. He laughed.
Jake: It's nothing personal.
He took a bite of his rice and smiled.
Jake: ... And I didn't take you for a Star Wars fan
My jaw dropped.
Me: What? You can't be serious.
He did a cute half-shoulder shrug and bent a little to pick up a peice of Orange chicken.
Me: I am a super fan! I know tons about Star Wars!
I picked up my chop sticks and fiddled around trying to use them.
Jake: in that case, I'll make sure to invite you to the next StarWars marathon... Having trouble?
He expertly picked a peice of chicken of his plate using his chop sticks.
Me: A little.
I frowned, and finally, I stabbed the chopstick into the Orange chicken.
Jake: Well, I guess that's one way to do it.
He stood up and came by me. He put his arms on mine and breathed softly against my ear.
Jake: Here, let me help.
I loosened my grip and let his hands guide mine. He curled his fingers around my hand and positioned the sticks with his other hand. He moved the stick back and forth between my fingers and helped me pick up a peice of my food.
Jake: See? Just like that.
He brushed a lock of my hair back behind my ear and laid a gentle kiss on my forehead. I could feel the blood rushing into my face and I felt like my heart would leap out of my chest. He returned to his seat, and I fingered my way into his hand. He clasped it and smiled. I looked beside him and noticed that we hadn't touched the fortune cookies. I motioned to them.
Me: Wanna see what's in them?
He paused and smiled almost apologetically.
Me: What?
Jake: Well, let's just say I've had my fair share of fortune cookies in the past.
Me: What do you mean?
Jake: Just some odd ones.
Me: Jake. You know they aren't real, right? No one can predict anything.
Jake: Yeah I know, and that's not it.. I've just gotten bad ones.
Me: Like what?
Jake: Well, the last one I had said "empty your pockets, this is a robbery", and I was robbed.
Me: that stinks but-
Jake: The one before that said "we're breaking up", and my girlfriend before you broke up with me.
Me: Well I get where your coming from but-
Jake: and the one before that told me that I needed to get new shoes.
Me: New shoes?
Jake: Yup. New shoes.
Me: Well, if your not going to open yours, I guess I'll open it for you.
Jake: No you don't have do that.
He picked his up and started opening it.
Jake: I just have a feeling...
He opened it and half hid it from me.
Me: Well? What does it say?
He heasitated.
Jake: I'll tell you later, when we're done eating.
Me: Is it okay? It's not telling you that you need new shoes again, right?
I smiled.
Jake: No, no, nothing as serious as that.
He grinned.
Jake: It's just a... Surprise.
Me: I don't know how I feel about surprises... Especially from fortune cookies...
I took a bite of rice and gave him a playfully suspicious glare.
Jake: Want to take a walk after this?
Me: Sure.
I pushed away my empty plate. He paid for the meal and we walked out into the crisp winter air. He clenched my hand tightly and we evenly strolled along the sidewalk. I leaned on his shoulder.
Jake: I'm more stuffed than a teddy bear.
Me: Me too. How about next time we go Italian?
Jake: I don't even want to think about food. I think I just ate a meal built for four people.
Me: I enjoyed tonight... It was nice to get away with you.
He nodded.
Jake: But... You do know that the night isn't over, right?
I looked at him a little surprised.
Me: you just took me ice skating and out to eat... There's more?
He nodded as we turned the corner. A small group of musicians started to play a classically romantic melody in the park across the street. I smiled as we went off course and toward the center of the park.
Me: You really did blow me away tonight..
Jake: Good, that was the plan.
He flashed a smile that made me feel... Safe, comforted. We slowed to a stop when we reached the center of the park, and sat on a bench.
Us: Can I say something?
I laughed.
Me: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-
Jake: No, no, go ahead
Me: I couldn't possibly I mean you were going to say something and I-
Jake: No, it's okay.
Me: Well.. How about we just say it at the same time?
Jake: Okay. On three.. One.. Two..
Us: I Love you!
There was a silence. I moved over closer to him. He held my hand tightly, then grabbed me and kissed me. He parted and pushed back a curl of my hair. I heasitated.
Jake: What is it?
Me: Nothing.
I feel like I'm lying to Jake... Not telling him anything.. I can't sit here and pretend that I'm completely okay. Meeting my grandpa today was an emotional train wreck and I'm dying to tell someone but I can't- No one can know I work for Shield. I could die.
Me: Jake, I- I-
Jake: What is it?
I should do it, I can do this!
Me: ...I've had to go to the bathroom this entire time!
Jake: Are you kidding?
Okay... Maybe not today
Me: Nope. I've been holding it in this whole time. I probably ruined the magical experience of this date.
He laughed.
Jake: Why didn't you just say so?
Me: I don't know... I guess I just didn't want to ruin your experience with me just randomly taking a bathroom break.
Jake: Your adorable.
I playfully hit him.
Me: Hey! Stop that. *smiles*
He looked at the time on his iPhone.
Jake: Well, we should probably go home now. We're only Three blocks away.. Think you can make it?
Me: Yeah, I think I'll survive.
We stood up and started the journey home.
Me: You know, we can get there faster if we travel by building.
Jake: Again with the buildings and the windows?
Our laughter echoed through the empty city streets.
Me: Just an idea.
I sighed and looked up. I knew Jake couldn't see it, but I saw the Helicarrier sitting in front of the moon, camouflaged and only recognizable if you tried to find it. I glanced at Jake. His red hair brushed against mine, making me sneeze.
Jake: are you getting a cold?
Me: No I'm ok
He took off his coat and put it around me.
Me: Thanks
I leaned on his shoulder as we walked the rest of the way home. I'm in my room now, setting my alarm for training in the morning. I'm totally exhausted and after reading this again, I don't think Jake told me what was on the fortune cookie. I guess I'll ask him tomorrow. Goodnight diary!