by Corporal Levi » Wed Dec 08, 2010 9:51 am
Guys, I have something to say.
No, it's not against anyone here. I love you all.
Well, here goes.
So, yesterday I went online to check out my grades. What I saw slightly shocked me. It wasn't that I don't understand anything, it was zeros on countless assignments I hadn't bothered to do....in order to spend more time on CS.
And there are things I don't understand- because I spent those days daydreaming, thinking and worrying about how to get myself a nonswirl moon.
It was not being able to touch my toes in gym because instead of stretching, I was on CS.
It was reflecting on how much I needed my laptop....to be on CS.
It's taking too much of my life.
No, I am not quitting. But I can guarantee I won't be on all hours like I used to. I need to get my homework done, and excel like I did before CS. I am going on a semi-hiatus. I will be on daily, mind you, but for a very short time, only to get advents and check my zebra comp. I will still order art from people, as this is the only site where I can get art of my fursonas. And I want to keep in touch with all of you. I might even semi-quit, however. It all depends on how fast I get a grip on school again.
Also, strange as it sounds, I seriously believe the compute.r...not just CS, but all of my sites....played a hand in a depression i've struggled with to this day. So, honestly, this may help me in more ways then one.
How will this affect the Cafe? I can't even say myself yet. I will make adoptables until the very least end of the Winter Wonderland. After that...I can't say.
Sorry this is so long. I love you all, and thanks <3