Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[chick magnet]

dear ___,

ha. i know it won't work out for obvious reasons but you're really special to me and you deserve all the happiness in the world. idk, i'm falling head over heals and i really need to stop because in all honesty, it won't work. the idea in itself is so stupid i just can't even stand to think of it. logically it makes no sense and i'm trying really hard to stop because that's the right thing to do; why chase something that's invisible? it's pointless. i don't know how to deal with situations like this and i guess, i'm also really immature too so i'm really sorry if i get on your nerves. i just hope you find someone who loves you to pieces; someone who can make you feel like you're the only person in the world that will ever matter. so i guess this is goodbye then? not goodbye to you but a goodbye to this idea i've had flitting around in my head. i'll never be able to tell you any of this either but then again, i was never that socially adept.

love,
v

[Nanashi]

Dear ---,

I am sorry I make you irritated...I'm sorry I am useless...I'm sorry that I am annoying.

I make everyone hate me. I hate me even. You say nice things to me but when I talk to you I feel as if I am stepping on a landmine.

Constantly upsetting you even though I am suppose to take care of you.

I am weak...useless...pathetic...stupid. That's why no one likes me, I'm surprised that you and J are still around me.

Please...stay away...I am just going to hurt you in the end. A ticking bombshell

I hear you getting sick of me and it scares me.

You sound irritated today and it scares me. I'm losing you, like everyone else.

I am annoying and I'm sorry. I make you worry about me but I am not worth being worried about.

I really am sorry. I know I am slowly losing you.

I...may not speak for a bit. I am really upset. Not at you but just...everything

With love
Silvy

PS: If you ever want to leave me. Please tell me. I don't want to be ditched again. Also I'm sorry that I am hurting you more than helping. (</3)

[byyrde]

friend ,,
i remember what it was like before this school year started. join me's everyday, late nights, lopton all the time. i would wake up in the morning hopeful you were on and go to sleep every night grateful for another day with you. i learned more about myself than i'd ever known and i opened up. i loved you so much back then.
and to be perfectly honest, i love you just as much now. you're the one reason i really remained on this website, because it was where we met and it was where i think we would always go back. you've been so stressed and worried lately and i constantly wonder if you're okay or if there's anything i can do to make you feel better. and honestly, perfectly completely honestly, if you ever need anything i will do everything in my power to make it happen for you. i would tear the world apart to get you something you needed, and i will standby those words til the end of time.

because i've always loved you. and i always will.

- iio / festiy

[Realm]

To a mere Memory…

I want to return to those golden days. The days when we were careless and were daring and open-minded. When i was eager to drift into sleep to dream about you and awaken the next morning to talk to you. We were young, but still, i felt we were so close. The world closed in around us, and legitimate happiness showered on our sleeves.
I could talk to you about anything. Even if you didn't care about the other people or places, you had always cared for me and my own problems.
When suddenly, things were off. The lies you told about your own health and family had scarred my heart, though I had believed every word you said to me. I tried to ignore it all, but you kept piling up the problems onto my plate.
And for a year we lasted, those 365 golden days that continue to ring in my memory…
But then you drifted away. We didnt talk as often as we used to. In the beginning, things were great, and then everything happened so quickly that i realized i was about to stumble and fall under my own feet, and that you wouldnt be there to pick me back up.
I felt so confused, and I didn't talk to you about this one thing, in fear that I would be misunderstood. I felt you slip from the spaces in between my fingers, like loose sand. I was confused about myself, about you, about us.
That's why I wanted to step down a little and just stay friends for a while. Relationships were becoming a larger conflict for me, considering only you and I knew about "us" for a time.
But you freaked, and I was terrified of that. You started questioning me and were upset. You became irrational and just not yourself. That day, March 27, was the last day you ever spoke with me. You left, and I don't know where you are, whether or not you're alright, whether or not the lies were true. I've been sitting alone and could only think that our "Golden Days" weren't that golden at all. I was delusional, and you made me accept my confused self.
I don't want you back. I wanted an explaination, yet you never gave me one. But you know what killed me the most?
I don't even know if you're real.

- me

[vega.]

Dear Silzeymah,

I'm sorry I only listen to you when I am bored, you are always there for me either way and always will. I can't imagine my life without you, I would have such an empty head. You give me good dreams, and the worst nightmares. Sometimes I think you play with my head. Your lines are so short, and exist for merely a heart beat, but I know exactly what you are saying. I know you're in there, because the words I hear are not of my own. People must think of their words before they say them, even if it's the first thing that comes up into your head. I always think, so why are the words in my head so random? I wish I could see you more often. You're such a good guide and help me get my head straight. Maybe you are my gift I've been carrying through generations. Kind of silly compared the solemn gifts my grandmother and my great grandmother has.

See you in my sub-conscience,
Mulhilvahzen

[vulture,]

Dear cardboard box,
I know I ripped you into a flat sheet, but did you really have to cut me? Now my finger is bleeding and I don't appreciate it. I was going to be nice and recycle you, but now you're destined for the fireplace. I will enjoy watching you burn.
With absolute hatred,
Mim

[Clio.]

Dear School System,


Stop playing with my future for your own wallets. Just stop. I just found out you hired someone who has been caught embezzling millions of dollars from the last school he worked at as our superintendent. Also stop claiming he's only temporary. That's what you said about the last one, and that turned out so freaking amazing didn't it? He cut AP classes, the art and music programs, and attempted to fire the only teachers who are actually good at their job. This time around you just want to cut the drama and get rid of the funding for what left's after that jerk's reign in the most sleaziest way possible. Have you no shame? Do you even care that it's our futures at stake?
Then you went and made her the principal of our school. What were you thinking? She's such a drill sergeant and doesn't care about us either. Why else would she create more restrictive and unnecessary rules? Why else would she give a student five days of suspension for just going out to his car to get a textbook? Five days. Also telling the subs that they have to be mean and strict with us. What? We aren't delinquents that are going to deface the school at a moment's notice. We are students that are trying to prepare ourselves for the real world by figuring out what we want to do with our lives, and by treating us like prisoners is not the best way to do that. So please loosen the rules, treat us like the young adults we are, and make better decisions in hiring and firing please. Everyone will thank you for it.

Also no, playing Christmas movies is not a magical forgive all, we still hate your guts.
Sincerely,
EVERYONE

[Kittehhcat]

Dear girl.

I know we can be the pair.

[Child_of_Death]

Dear Life,

When I asked if my day could get any worse, it was a rhetorical question. It was not a challenge.

~TSH

[y i n]

Dear - Un-nameable human being
I wanna say I hate you, but I know that some point in time I am going to forgive you. You have an unmistakable sickly twisted humor and I just want to say, I don't approve of it, you made me wear a fake smile the whole day yesterday, and it was CHRISTMAS, that wasn't fair at all ... You knew I couldn't and can't fight back, I'm younger and weaker than you, and it isn't fair you to do that knowing I couldn't fight back... I was being honest yesterday, you do annoy me and all I wanted to do was be around everyone else, not you...
I honestly want to say it to your face, I want to say I hate you, but for the fear of it, I'm keeping words to myself, or in my songs... I know I am going to forgive you in the future, it's in my nature, I'm naturally a forgiving person, but right now, I just don't think I can. Honestly, I can't wait to get out of here, I'll be away from you, but I'll be so homesick and wanting to come back to the people I love, but the fear of you, I know, will keep me away... You don't accept me, I wish you would only realize I am human to... I may have different belief's than you, I may dress different than you, I may listen to different music than you, but that doesn't make me any less human... I wish you would understand that... I just with you were different and an understandable person...

Signed - Techtonic