|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[Kops]

Is it normal to suddenly feel this... soul-crushing guilt?
I was stupid in the past, I realize this.
But...
I realize how wrong I was.
The ones I previously was furious with, and who I thought hated me, turned out to be the only ones here for me now.
The only ones I was able to apologize to.
That hurts. A lot. I miss everyone... but there's no getting them back. My mistakes were too great.
And they'll never know how bad I feel about this...
What I would give to tell them I'm sorry...

I don't know the circumstances of your situation but I've felt very similarly to that before, and believe me, it does get better, even if it takes time. If it's true that you really can't get those people back the best thing you can do is realise your mistakes, forgive yourself and improve yourself by learning from what you did, it'll do you no good to dwell on it and drown in self-loathing and guilt... Believe me, I've been there. And also believe me that eventually you'll find other people to be with, there's always someone.

so this is probably stupid, but i'm a tree hugger. always have been, always will be. today i saw my dad cutting down one of the pines in our yard for this simple reason alone: he thought it was ugly. and so i told him my logic:
you don't kill someone because you think they're ugly, and you did exactly this when you chopped down the tree.

he said he didn't care and that it was his house and he could do whatever the h_ll he wanted. i get that it's his house. but i can't help but get touchy whenever i see insensitive people doing things like this. if we're not going to love the environment, who will? and not only that, i remember during Christmas, we'd always decorate that very tree he cut down. it's been there since i could remember, and now it's being loaded into the back of a truck to be 'disposed of'.

i guess we won't be doing that tradition anymore. just a rant to get off my chest.

Gahaha I'd hate to admit it but I'm a lot like that, and your father's answer was definitely very rude, he should have considered your feelings on the subject too. But honestly, in this world you'll encounter a lot of this behaviour, and when you can't change the people who'd do things like that the only thing you can do is not to let it get to you. Stuff like that will always happen, I'm afraid, and when you can't do anything to change it it's no good worrying over it. (Of course when you can help somehow I'm not saying you should turn a blind eye to it. We need more well-meaning people like you in the world tbh.)

[memethetrouble]

I'm feeling down. I don't want my birthday to come. I hate exams. Exams+birthday=rubbish birthday. I don't want a rubbish birthday, I don't want to get up at 5 o clock every single morning to do the exact same thing. And then eat the horrible school dinners. And pack my bag that breaks my back. I don't wanna.

[northern downpour ;;]

Is it normal to suddenly feel this... soul-crushing guilt?
I was stupid in the past, I realize this.
But...
I realize how wrong I was.
The ones I previously was furious with, and who I thought hated me, turned out to be the only ones here for me now.
The only ones I was able to apologize to.
That hurts. A lot. I miss everyone... but there's no getting them back. My mistakes were too great.
And they'll never know how bad I feel about this...
What I would give to tell them I'm sorry...

I don't know the circumstances of your situation but I've felt very similarly to that before, and believe me, it does get better, even if it takes time. If it's true that you really can't get those people back the best thing you can do is realise your mistakes, forgive yourself and improve yourself by learning from what you did, it'll do you no good to dwell on it and drown in self-loathing and guilt... Believe me, I've been there. And also believe me that eventually you'll find other people to be with, there's always someone.

Thank you... I just find it depressing that I used to have more friends than two.

[crazy cranky critter]

I thought we were friends?
But no.
Bye world.

aww xMarker *hugs*
If you want to rant or have a talk feel free to message me :)

[shim]

You obviously don't want to fix this....I thought you would...and that our friendship meant something to you...
Silly shimmer
I was wrong

[ωσℓνєѕ ¢ανєяи]

I feel like a horrible friend.
I haven't talked or role-played with my online friends for a while now.
But there is so much going on in my life right now that sometimes I forget...
And I made one of them mad because I wasn't talking to her for a bit and she went on ranting about me to my other friends.
I just don't know what to do.
I'm afraid to talk to them now.

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I'm still worried for my sister.
I don't want her to die.

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Today's my dad's birthday, but I don't have any money to buy him something.
I'm a horrible daughter.

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I want to be pretty.
I want to be skinny.
I don't need you here to remind me what I'm not.

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I don't want to be put under watch at the hospital.
I don't want to go.

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So apparently she is nice to everyone besides me?
Swell,I just wanted to be friends :c

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I'm not good at expressing emotions okay?
Just leave me alone.

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It's okay to cry for 30 minutes in the bathroom alone.
It's okay..
It's okay...
It's okay....
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Stop asking about someone who you don't even care about. v . v

[Kops]

Thank you... I just find it depressing that I used to have more friends than two.

It's alright, quality over quantity; it doesn't matter how many you have as long as they're true, supportive friends. ^^ Also, another important thing I forgot to mention... making a bad decision does not make you a bad person, never forget that. Your very guilt is proof of this. A 'bad' person wouldn't feel remorseful over their actions.

[deadofdecember]

I feel like a horrible friend.
I haven't talked or role-played with my online friends for a while now.
But there is so much going on in my life right now that sometimes I forget...
And I made one of them mad because I wasn't talking to her for a bit and she went on ranting about me to my other friends.
I just don't know what to do.
I'm afraid to talk to them now.

---

I'm still worried for my sister.
I don't want her to die.

---

Today's my dad's birthday, but I don't have any money to buy him something.
I'm a horrible daughter.

---

I want to be pretty.
I want to be skinny.
I don't need you here to remind me what I'm not.

---

I don't want to be put under watch at the hospital.
I don't want to go.

---

So apparently she is nice to everyone besides me?
Swell,I just wanted to be friends :c

---

I'm not good at expressing emotions okay?
Just leave me alone.

---

It's okay to cry for 30 minutes in the bathroom alone.
It's okay..
It's okay...
It's okay....
---

Stop asking about someone who you don't even care about. v . v

I dont mean to be rude, But I think you're just wanting attention.

And thats not rude how?

[Dragon Reine]

Cheer up, ωσℓνєѕ!
Maybe just explain to your friends that your life has just been very busy lately?
I'm sure they'll understand. <:

I'm sure you'll sister will be okay.
I'll be praying for her. <3

Don't listen to what anyone says. You are beautiful.
You don't need to change the way you look. You're beautiful the way
you are! ^-^

[shim]

I feel like a horrible friend.
I haven't talked or role-played with my online friends for a while now.
But there is so much going on in my life right now that sometimes I forget...
And I made one of them mad because I wasn't talking to her for a bit and she went on ranting about me to my other friends.
I just don't know what to do.
I'm afraid to talk to them now.

---

I'm still worried for my sister.
I don't want her to die.

---

Today's my dad's birthday, but I don't have any money to buy him something.
I'm a horrible daughter.

---

I want to be pretty.
I want to be skinny.
I don't need you here to remind me what I'm not.

---

I don't want to be put under watch at the hospital.
I don't want to go.

---

So apparently she is nice to everyone besides me?
Swell,I just wanted to be friends :c

---

I'm not good at expressing emotions okay?
Just leave me alone.

---

It's okay to cry for 30 minutes in the bathroom alone.
It's okay..
It's okay...
It's okay....
---

Stop asking about someone who you don't even care about. v . v

I dont mean to be rude, But I think you're just wanting attention.

Pikachu, that was rude, I'm sorry but this is the comfort corner, many people can fake depression but this is a clear cry for help, this is just making her worse, she needs support and love right now, not someone being rude to her
Wolves, we are all here for you <333[/quote]