|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[Kolink]

I'm done.
I'm just done.

I'm done with people "pity dating" me. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of having people leave me. I'm tired of loosing my closest friends. I'm tired of people calling me fat. I'm tired of people calling me ugly.

I want to be normal. I want to be beautiful. I want to be skinny. I want someone who loves me back. I want to be able to be in a relationship where the other half actually loves me back.

People tell me to "keep trying". I'm not beautiful. I'm not smart. I'm classified as mentally unstable. I have daily hallucinations. I'm pretty sure there's never going to be a "normal" life for me. There will never be a "happy life" for me. I will never bring happiness to another person. I will never be able to "save" anyone. And no one will be able to save me.

I'm a mistake. People want me dead. They want me gone.
I can't do this anymore.

No PM's or responses please. I want nothing more than this. Please let me be.
This time. I wont fail.
Good bye.

[shim]

I'm worried..,me and my bestest friend got in a small fight and she's threatening to throw out her antidepressants and die.....I'm not even sure if she was saying it for real or not
Could I have a small hug?

[apollo.]

Hey kolink I just want to say I'm here for you. Please don't do anything you can't undo. Please. You are strong enough to make it through, it will get better. someone will love you, i know they will. when you get older and the people your dating are more mature the 'pity dating' will never happen again. you will find someone, i know it. please hold on. If you ever want to talk, or want to be comforted all you have to do is ask. I'm here for you.

I'm so frustrated and sad right now...

Yesterday, I got an invitation (via text) from someone who hates my guts to go to her birthday party.We used to be friends and she hated me after a little argument we had. I was thrilled and excited about it and went to the nearest gift shop to buy well.. a gift of course. I settled down on a Teddy bear with a customizable card in its hands. I bought it, went home, grabbed my colored ballpens and wrote "Happy birthday, (her name)! Sorry for that fight we had. I hope we can be friends again? If not, then acquaintances maybe? -(My name)"

Today, I went to her party at her house and gave the gift to her saying happy birthday with a smile. She accepted it saying nothing and walked away with expression. So the party went on. At about halfway of the party, I needed to throw something away. As I was going to throw it in the trash, I noticed a bear there. I was petrified and shocked. I went to see a closer look and it was the bear I gave her. I was in tears inside but held it back. I immediately bid goodbye to her and said that it was a nice party but I have to go. Now I'm home, I shut myself in my room and up to now, crying my eyes out silently. I mean HOW DARE SHE?! I spent my money and time for that gift and you just throw it in the trash?!?!? She could've just rejected the gift instead of doing that. Talk about a slap in the FACE! And why did she even bothered to invite me? To waste my time and money? Seriously..? Only a loser would do that!

I'm so sorry this happened to you.
If she got so upset over the argument, maybe you guys aren't meant to be friends after all. I would text her and ask her why she invited you to the birthday party (but like the next day not right after the party) and if she's acting innocent tell her you saw the bear in the garbage.
If she's being a jerk like that, she doesn't deserve to be your friend, ignore her, you have better friends, ones that wouldn't hate you over something so small.
*hugs* it'll be ok.

[JuneyAmy]

I'm done.
I'm just done.

I'm done with people "pity dating" me. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of having people leave me. I'm tired of loosing my closest friends. I'm tired of people calling me fat. I'm tired of people calling me ugly.

I want to be normal. I want to be beautiful. I want to be skinny. I want someone who loves me back. I want to be able to be in a relationship where the other half actually loves me back.

People tell me to "keep trying". I'm not beautiful. I'm not smart. I'm classified as mentally unstable. I have daily hallucinations. I'm pretty sure there's never going to be a "normal" life for me. There will never be a "happy life" for me. I will never bring happiness to another person. I will never be able to "save" anyone. And no one will be able to save me.

I'm a mistake. People want me dead. They want me gone.
I can't do this anymore.

No PM's or responses please. I want nothing more than this. Please let me be.
This time. I wont fail.
Good bye.

Be safe is everything i can say. you deserve a good place,wherever that migh be. Heaven will be open for you,im sure of that whenever its your time to go.~

[Amaranthos]

Kolink, please don't be too angry with me for responding despite your request.
I do not mean to anger you, I do not believe myself mighty enough to 'help' you. I just want to tell you something.
I understand that you don't want people trying to hold you back.
But please, please step back from the situation for a moment, and reconsider your decision.
Don't rush into something that you can't undo once it's done. Don't do things that will take away all possibilities for your future forever. Don't let the circumstances fool you into thinking that you are a weak and undesirable person when in reality, you're not.

You are not. You are part of this world, you belong here.

Ignore the people who want to make you miserable. They're not even worth your attention. They're wrong.
You're as much a person as everyone else, and you will find those who love you the way you do.

Please stay strong for just a bit longer. You can do it, you can overcome the things that life throws at you.
You are not alone, please don't let anything trick you into thinking you are.

[apollo.]

Please kolink. We're here for you, life gets better. It will. You have to believe if will.

One day you'll find someone who loves you back for who you are, no ones ever loved me, an I haven had my first kids yet, but that doesn't mean that people don't love me. I have my family. Family isn't just blood relatives, it's everyone who cares about you, all your friends, pets, etc. think of them, and everything good that's ever happened to you, and that ever will if you just stay. Life gets better, please hold out faith.

[My Immortal]

Im having a bad day.
No bad life.

[evol]

Melanie darling, I still care, always have and always will. If I lost you, it'd be like losing my closest friend. You will be loved by someone although it may take a few tries to see who you click with. I'm sorry that I never clicked with you, but I didn't date you out of pity, and I just want you to know that. Stay strong, and I'm here for you no matter what you may think of me

[ayomi]

Im having a bad day.
No bad life.

-hugs- don't say that
It'll be okay, I promise you. If you want to talk to me about whats going on, shoot me a pm, and everyone here are always willing to give you a helping hand, or just a hug. <33

[qiripan]

i really wish i wouldn't be judged for who i am.