A collection of poems

[Cadin Araceli]

Welcome to my poems! I will be posting poems I have created here!

If you would like to give me feedback on them, (which is always much appreciated) please either pm me or post it to this topic here along with the title of the poem.

If you would like me to write a poem about a certain topic for you, feel free to send me a pm!

[Cadin Araceli]

(I will post links here with the titles of my poems for easy findings ^-^)

A tug and a pull
So we are back to this?
A State on the Mend
Ambivalence
Broken
It's always my fault
Time
Patterns of Life
I cried today
Of Things Uncertain
Something Stupid
Gravity
New Me
Itch
Writing
Late Nights
The Truth
For the Past
The Worst
But I Think
I cannot Wait
Day After Day
More

[Cadin Araceli]

Here is a list of other writings I have on cs!

Out with the Stars
Mindless Romantic Rambles
Heavy Heart

[Cadin Araceli]

I cannot explain the power you have over me.

A tug, a pull towards you.

It shouldn't be there, and

I try to ignore it, but

you feel it too.

Don't you?

This tug,

this pull.

Our hearts intertwined

on a thread that cannot be cut,

only stretched.

Have I stretched

it to the point

of breaking?

For now I can't breathe

when I am near you,

and can't be in the same room without

feeling the urge to run.

no, that's a lie....it's still there.

But now, now I can feel it slipping away.

Can you feel it?

I am scared.I am ecstatic.

This change

that must come soon is

all so terrifying.

I have waited so long for it to be here,

and now I wish

This tug

,

this pull,

this thread will last a little while longer.

What will happen when it is gone?

Will we forget everything that has happened?

Confused by the emotions of the past?

Or will we build a new thread,
one of a different color and make
to keep a connection....
even if it is no where near as strong?

I am afraid.

Afraid that we will make it stronger!

Afraid we won't

and it will die,

alone with the love

we have of each other.

I want a new thread.

One not so demanding,

so controlling,

so inseparable that I feel

a constant tug, a constant pull.

I

want a thread that will allow us

to relive our old memories

with joy,

that will keep us connected

but not make us ever so inseparable

that being around you makes me feel like running in opposite directions.

I want to be friends,

but I know....

I know that can never be.

Still,

I cling to hope,

and live off of the ecstasy and fear.

forever feeling

that pull,

that tug...

constant.

[Cadin Araceli]

So we are back to this?
You push me away and I stay seated
Hoping one day you will realize I didn’t go home like you told me to.
The rain starts
And falls
And falls
And falls.

Falling and splattering.
The pattern coming apart.
All the particles separating.
Breaking.

Like my heart, like the plans, like my mind and I try to cover the rain falling down my face.
And you don’t look back, but shout more.
Go home,
Go home,
Leave me alone. I don’t want you anymore.

But….you came back first. You didn’t go home. You took me away from my home and I followed you willing,
and you forget to show me the way back.
And while I sit here the rain falls
And falls
And falls

But I think now, after getting up and wandering for so long, I found a home.
It’s not my old one
But
I would rather face this new area

Then try and face the old memories

[Cadin Araceli]

Some people change- and then
there are people you didn't know as well as
you thought.

But sometimes, not usually but
sometimes- that is for the better,
and I know
what I am talking about.

The new alliances made cannot
mend the ones we broke, but
they will try.

Nothing has been broken
despite the many bruises.

Most bruises were self-inflicted.

Not everything goes according
to plan. That sucks. But no one
died, so we did
ok.

Eventually things will return to
the good days,
with or without our now
war threatened ally.

[Cadin Araceli]

Ambivalence- n. The coexistence of opposing attitudes or feelings, such as love and hate, toward a person, object, or idea.

Did you know that
It's all too possible
To be extremely happy
And full of joy
And think the world is absolutely
Wonderful







While you feel empty
And seem to think the world
Is crashing down around you
That nothing matters
And everything is just
S***







Because it is very possible.

[Cadin Araceli]

There were two broken people
Who lived in broken homes
Who shared broken friends
And carried broken hearts.

Neither broken person let on
How broken they felt to
Anyone broken broken house
Or to any of their broken friends

One day the two broken people
Saw they broke in then same pattern
So when they where together, the two broken people
Didn't feel so broken anymore

But both the broken people
Had a broken way of thinking
And neither broken person
Told the other of the broken pattern.

So the broken pattern grew deeper
And the two broken people lost themselves.
A broken thing cannot fix a broken thing
No matter how much it wants to.

[Cadin Araceli]

It's always my fault
It's always my fault, isn't it?
Not to anyone else, but to you
to you it is my fault

My fault it rained,
you failed that test,
you girlfriend broke up with you
or your sister was mad this morning.

But I have no control over these things
for I have completely removed myself from your life.
Your cold shoulder finally worked.
I have left.

I know if you call
I will return
but now
I will stay away.

It's always my fault, isn't it?
Always, now and forever one.
And the one thing that is truly my fault,
you blame on your self.

[Cadin Araceli]

You have time to count the stars
Time to make a wish on every one
and time to make everyone come true

You have time to pick every dandylion
and make a wish as you close your eyes
and blow away all the seeds

You have time to chase down old friends
to meet them again in a coffee shop
and talk for hours late into the night

You have time to count the stars
Time to watch cars fly by your window
Time to do anything and everything you want
It's all in your hands.