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[theexileofkiem]

Lol, cats are cuddly, and cheerful, so I geuss it is on topic

[ratsy]

LOL. I love cats, but they do not share the feeling.
So I hang out with them dogs.

[Falkenfire]

This is probably going to be long.


So... I've been a video editor for a year now, I've improved a lot, I've even been accepted into a few MEPs (Multiple Editor Project) and even a team! But there's so much shadowing my joy...

I have an old computer. Old laptop, that is. It isn't the best, but it does what I need it to do. But my cat really likes to chew and destroy chargers. So he's ruined three. One he chewed caught fire and nearly killed me. So I ordered one from El Paso, it would arrive in 3 days. That was 1 week ago. I have work and projects I need to get done, but the seller lied and said they were from Hong Kong. So it could be another week, and I had school projects to get done. I don't have a week for those projects, and I hate rushing myself. My projects come out sloppy and bad.

Next...

I woke up on Sunday, and it was weird. My head was dull and buzzing, and I thought, "I must have a hangover.. Wait..... I don't drink...." That's when I noticed my blankets flying around. I was having a freaking seizure. I woke up thrashing and screaming from what I hope was a night terror so I don't have to go to the hospital. I go back to sleep panting. I wake up later thrashing again. Now, every thine I wake up, I'm thrashing and (or probably) screaming. I really hope there's not something else wrong with me, I really can't handle anything else. My gallbladder was removed, I'm showing signs of failing lungs, I have scoliosis and I'm lactose intolerant. I can't eat ice cream, my favorite comfort food. I can't handle spasms on top of depression.

And the worst....

My boyfriend is rarely online. He has family visiting, so he gets on very late. Recently, he hasn't been coming on at all. It used to be we had a rough night, and he didn't come on the next day... But the time he didn't get on... We had an amazing night... Yet... Why wasn't he on? I don't remember doing anything... I just... The day I had my seizure he wasn't on, and I've had a horrible sense of dread eversince, and I just... I want to see him damn it.... He means more than the world to me, and I can't stand it when I can't see him... I can help but feel abandoned since its happened so many times before... I'm so scared and I have no one besides him to fall back on... I need hugs in life, I seriously need them... I never get enough, and the more hugs I get the more I need because I'm so scared and insecure..... I feel so stupid and helpless, and it doesn't help that I'm weak to the pout I can't move...

I just don't know what to do anymore....

[{all pets free.}]

Awwwwwww Dexter will help! (From a distance, he's EVIL. )

[theexileofkiem]

This is probably going to be long.


So... I've been a video editor for a year now, I've improved a lot, I've even been accepted into a few MEPs (Multiple Editor Project) and even a team! But there's so much shadowing my joy...

I have an old computer. Old laptop, that is. It isn't the best, but it does what I need it to do. But my cat really likes to chew and destroy chargers. So he's ruined three. One he chewed caught fire and nearly killed me. So I ordered one from El Paso, it would arrive in 3 days. That was 1 week ago. I have work and projects I need to get done, but the seller lied and said they were from Hong Kong. So it could be another week, and I had school projects to get done. I don't have a week for those projects, and I hate rushing myself. My projects come out sloppy and bad.

Next...

I woke up on Sunday, and it was weird. My head was dull and buzzing, and I thought, "I must have a hangover.. Wait..... I don't drink...." That's when I noticed my blankets flying around. I was having a freaking seizure. I woke up thrashing and screaming from what I hope was a night terror so I don't have to go to the hospital. I go back to sleep panting. I wake up later thrashing again. Now, every thine I wake up, I'm thrashing and (or probably) screaming. I really hope there's not something else wrong with me, I really can't handle anything else. My gallbladder was removed, I'm showing signs of failing lungs, I have scoliosis and I'm lactose intolerant. I can't eat ice cream, my favorite comfort food. I can't handle spasms on top of depression.

And the worst....

My boyfriend is rarely online. He has family visiting, so he gets on very late. Recently, he hasn't been coming on at all. It used to be we had a rough night, and he didn't come on the next day... But the time he didn't get on... We had an amazing night... Yet... Why wasn't he on? I don't remember doing anything... I just... The day I had my seizure he wasn't on, and I've had a horrible sense of dread eversince, and I just... I want to see him damn it.... He means more than the world to me, and I can't stand it when I can't see him... I can help but feel abandoned since its happened so many times before... I'm so scared and I have no one besides him to fall back on... I need hugs in life, I seriously need them... I never get enough, and the more hugs I get the more I need because I'm so scared and insecure..... I feel so stupid and helpless, and it doesn't help that I'm weak to the pout I can't move...

I just don't know what to do anymore....

Personally I think you should see a doctor for the whole second paragraph. And also for the first paragraph I would put tape over the charger so the Cat cant chew it or the cable cover things. Or maybe you could put the wire in a place the cat can't get to? And about you boyfriend,he might not be able to talk, he might be ripping his hair out busy, just hang in there and let time help you a bit!

If you need some one to all to feel free to send me a pm *hugs*

Oh and z brought you a cookie

http://coonie98.deviantart.com/art/Cook ... 1367194174

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[ratsy]

This is probably going to be long.


So... I've been a video editor for a year now, I've improved a lot, I've even been accepted into a few MEPs (Multiple Editor Project) and even a team! But there's so much shadowing my joy...

I have an old computer. Old laptop, that is. It isn't the best, but it does what I need it to do. But my cat really likes to chew and destroy chargers. So he's ruined three. One he chewed caught fire and nearly killed me. So I ordered one from El Paso, it would arrive in 3 days. That was 1 week ago. I have work and projects I need to get done, but the seller lied and said they were from Hong Kong. So it could be another week, and I had school projects to get done. I don't have a week for those projects, and I hate rushing myself. My projects come out sloppy and bad.

Next...

I woke up on Sunday, and it was weird. My head was dull and buzzing, and I thought, "I must have a hangover.. Wait..... I don't drink...." That's when I noticed my blankets flying around. I was having a freaking seizure. I woke up thrashing and screaming from what I hope was a night terror so I don't have to go to the hospital. I go back to sleep panting. I wake up later thrashing again. Now, every thine I wake up, I'm thrashing and (or probably) screaming. I really hope there's not something else wrong with me, I really can't handle anything else. My gallbladder was removed, I'm showing signs of failing lungs, I have scoliosis and I'm lactose intolerant. I can't eat ice cream, my favorite comfort food. I can't handle spasms on top of depression.

And the worst....

My boyfriend is rarely online. He has family visiting, so he gets on very late. Recently, he hasn't been coming on at all. It used to be we had a rough night, and he didn't come on the next day... But the time he didn't get on... We had an amazing night... Yet... Why wasn't he on? I don't remember doing anything... I just... The day I had my seizure he wasn't on, and I've had a horrible sense of dread eversince, and I just... I want to see him damn it.... He means more than the world to me, and I can't stand it when I can't see him... I can help but feel abandoned since its happened so many times before... I'm so scared and I have no one besides him to fall back on... I need hugs in life, I seriously need them... I never get enough, and the more hugs I get the more I need because I'm so scared and insecure..... I feel so stupid and helpless, and it doesn't help that I'm weak to the pout I can't move...

I just don't know what to do anymore....

*hugs* I am so sorry this all is happening to you. D:
I am sure your boyfriend isn't abandoning you. He probably feels really bad about being busy. :C
Maybe get your cat a chew toy? I don't know, never had a cat...
Also, I am lactose intolerant, I totally get what you mean! Have you tried sorbet, the kind made with water, or no-lactose ice cream sandwiches? Sorry I can't suggest anything else, except making your own ice cream (it's pretty easy, actually) with no-lactose milk, kefir, or soy-milk?
*hugs again*

[theexileofkiem]

Here, z made you all a cupcake to help console you (mammoth silver wrapped cupcake)

http://coonie98.deviantart.com/art/cupc ... 1367290925

I hope all your worries go away soon and that you can all be happy

[Kia_Bee]

I'm such a clutz. Friday i tripped over my own two feet and landed on my knees.....on the hard, stone floor. I now have bruises and it hurts when i stand, sit, ect.

[oyakawa]

I've been feeling down lately. I need something. I cant just get a vitrual hug, I need one, physically. No one ever hugs me, and the one person that does, lives farther away. I just, I dont know anything anymore.

[seep5]

I've been feeling down lately. I need something. I cant just get a vitrual hug, I need one, physically. No one ever hugs me, and the one person that does, lives farther away. I just, I dont know anything anymore.

*hugs*
If I was there I would hug you c: