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Anyways, random boost of courage to go on a little rambling spree, so once again I apologize if I accidentally break a rule without meaning to. ;_;
Okay, so. I have a crush on this guy. Honestly, our friendship formed in less than two days. I don't know what happened, we just "clicked" I guess, and we were best friends almost right away, and it felt as if I'd known him for years. We are always doing silly things together, and we're pretty much attached by the hip.
Anyways, after about 2 months or so of being best friends, and being sillybilly's and all, just to see my reaction, he decided to give me a kiss. Not only was it my first kiss, but I had already developed a crush on him at the time. I got extremely blushy and flustered, and him being him, laughed and gave me a giant bear hug.
Soon enough, it became normal for the two of us to kiss each other everyday. Heck, he even confessed that he liked me as well.
One problem. He's moving in a couple years, and he's also in his senior grade, meaning I won't be able to see him almost everyday next year. Normally, moving (for me) wouldn't be a big deal, other than the fact he is moving across the ocean extremely far away.
I'm trying to treasure every moment I have with him and all, but I'm so scared that I'm going to just break down when he moves. Not only just because I like him, but because he's my source of comfort, and he's extremely accepting. It means a lot, even if I just get to give him a quick hug at school or something. He's forever my best friend, and I don't know what I'd do without him. He's almost like my guardian angel (I know how cheesy that sounds, but really, that's the only way to explain it. uwu) and I wouldn't give up his friendship for the world.
A bunch of people already think we're dating and such (we're not. though we act like we are at times x) ) and we've gone a bit farther than just a peck on the lips (French kissing. >///>) but we're still just two best friends.
I don't really need a lot of advice (Maybe kissing tips? |D), but maybe just some tidbits of what to do once he moves? :c
A lot of this was just some rambling I needed to get off my chest. Since not a lot of my friends like talking about relationships/romance/anythingofthesort. >U>















Kassua wrote:
He hit me.
He got so angry at me that he lost control of himself and attacked me.
I just... I don't know... It was my fault and I know I deserved it, but I never thought he'd be capable of doing something like this. He's my boyfriend; he loves me... I don't understand. No way I'll break up with him because of what happened today, but I'm not quite sure whether it's okay for him to do that. He said he was sorry, but I'm so scared that he'll do it again...
I've already got bruises coming up on my belly, shoulders, neck and wrists. He's so strong... The more I struggled the tighter he held me, and in the end, I kinda just gave up.
What do you guys think? Should I just forget about this whole situation or do something about it...?
Outlander wrote:Kassua wrote:
He hit me.
He got so angry at me that he lost control of himself and attacked me.
I just... I don't know... It was my fault and I know I deserved it, but I never thought he'd be capable of doing something like this. He's my boyfriend; he loves me... I don't understand. No way I'll break up with him because of what happened today, but I'm not quite sure whether it's okay for him to do that. He said he was sorry, but I'm so scared that he'll do it again...
I've already got bruises coming up on my belly, shoulders, neck and wrists. He's so strong... The more I struggled the tighter he held me, and in the end, I kinda just gave up.
What do you guys think? Should I just forget about this whole situation or do something about it...?
Hitting is never, NEVER, OK.
Would you like to talk about what happened?


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Outlander wrote:Kassua wrote:
He hit me.
He got so angry at me that he lost control of himself and attacked me.
I just... I don't know... It was my fault and I know I deserved it, but I never thought he'd be capable of doing something like this. He's my boyfriend; he loves me... I don't understand. No way I'll break up with him because of what happened today, but I'm not quite sure whether it's okay for him to do that. He said he was sorry, but I'm so scared that he'll do it again...
I've already got bruises coming up on my belly, shoulders, neck and wrists. He's so strong... The more I struggled the tighter he held me, and in the end, I kinda just gave up.
What do you guys think? Should I just forget about this whole situation or do something about it...?
Hitting is never, NEVER, OK.
Would you like to talk about what happened?


Pharaoh Luna wrote:I need some/an opinion here guys.
Okay, there's this girl I like. We have a strange friendship, we like to tease/insult each other jokily. Well more I insult her, she teases me. But we both know we don't mean it and we get on really well I think. We aren't in the same form and we don't hug (no time between lessons) and I really like her so I might just be imagining stuff.
This first thing was weeks ago. She awwwwed at me, multiple times. I don't know if that's just her or what or whatever but it happened. She awed at the thought of four year old me being read Harry Potter in the bathtub (don't ask) and at the fact I was bisexual and liked someone two years older than me.
Secondly, we talk quite a lot. The way we sit in maths though, she has to turn around and, though I'm not sure she fully needs to do this, when she's talking to me, she leans right back and turns her shoulders toward me. She smiles and her eyes seem to glisten a little
Thirdly, staring. Mostly, we're in awkward positions to catch each other staring (as in it's impossible to most of the time due to seating) as either I'm behind her and she can't see me or the other way around, so if this happens quite a lot when I'm in front and she's behind, that would change things. However, twice, I am sure I've caught her staring at me. There is a possibility that I've caught her other times but I'm not sure with those. The first, our whole band was in the main school hall being reset for PE. She was nearer the front than me, so should have been facing the front. I looked toward her and I swear she was looking at me. I swear. It really did look like it, she was turned in my direction. The second, we were in a different maths seating plan that we have once a week, I'm in front, she's behind, and as I was talking to the person next to me, out of the corner of my eye, I think I saw her staring or at least looking at me.
Finally (for now), we were in maths on thursday and I was commenting on how the weather was perfect and beautiful, and my favourite temperature and she said. 'That's so cute.' which was completely unexpected. I couldn't believe it!
Any opinions are well appreciated!
Sorry it's so long >3<




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