|TheComfortCorner|

[PFDC]

my best friend and I are really close, and we act like a couple and to her it's just whatever but to me... I really do like/love her. However, I'm also a girl. I was under the impression she was 100% straight until yesterday when she said she wasn't identified with a sexuality... I would ask her out or maybe talk to her about it, but I'm super shy and have lost one guy friend because he thought I liked him(I didn't), and I have abandonment issues, so if she got creeped out and left it would really break me. I'm just so confused. She's all over me all the time, but I'm near positive she knows. I was grumbling about I fake crush I made up to throw her scent off herself and said that people were lucky if I like them for more than a week and she said"I must be really lucky then!" Oh my god I swear my face was so red. I don't remember the rest well but I think I said something like "I meant like... Like like" and she said, "I know!" Still holds my hand and pulls me into her lap! Even though I have a gut feeling she may be bi, I'm alsways thrown from one side to the other on my thoughts by her actions. Sometimes she ignores me for a long time, other times she's hugging and nuzzling my hair. we were talking about messing with people with two guys at a con and I told them we pretend to date to creep out the bible thumpers in my class((I'm literally one of the only two non Christians/ Catholics)) and she up and asks who would top in our relationship if it was real. I know this rant makes no sense but it's what is going on in my mind now. Sorry for the essay, but I need hug and help(you can PM if you want to help or just talk more I'm very open about everything)

[Livalathia]

I just really need a hug at the moment, I have been crying for a while now...all because I am incredibly paranoid about everything. I think everyone I talk to practically hates me and is just dealing with me because I'm around. My boyfriend went to his church for the whole weekend for some conformation thing, and I had a dream where he was making out with some girl there and the guys and him were going to keep it from me, because it was the girl who kissed him first of something even though he kissed her back, and then I come to find out his friend was going to joke around and say that he did make out with some girl there.
I trust my boyfriend, I just don't trust other people...and I am Jealous easily, and the fact he was with a bunch of girls there too bothers me a little :/ Also I hate that it seems like he gets things so easily, same with other people, and even when I work my hardest I still cant to anything right. I just keep failing.
Things are seeming hopeless again and its killing me. I just want to cry for days and days...which is another reason I have not even been on CS for a while :/
I just...I need a major hug </3

[CeruleanRush]

i don't know what's wrong. I feel like my daddy hates me. He is always sweet and nice. When I ask him to help with homework, he always gets the problems wrong (which never happens). He told me to go get a notebook. As I do, I listen in on my parent's conversation. He was calling me stupid. I don't have any medical problems, but I just can't pay attention in math class. My teacher just drones on and I really don't like any of my teachers...

Aww, I really doubt he hates you. From what I can tell, he's just concerned and not really handling it the right way.
Maybe if he always gets the problems wrong, HE had the same issues as a child? It might be genuine concern that he doesn't want you to have to go through the same things that he did.
*hugs* I'm not a mind reader, but I don't really think he hates you.

my best friend and I are really close, and we act like a couple and to her it's just whatever but to me... I really do like/love her. However, I'm also a girl. I was under the impression she was 100% straight until yesterday when she said she wasn't identified with a sexuality... I would ask her out or maybe talk to her about it, but I'm super shy and have lost one guy friend because he thought I liked him(I didn't), and I have abandonment issues, so if she got creeped out and left it would really break me. I'm just so confused. She's all over me all the time, but I'm near positive she knows. I was grumbling about I fake crush I made up to throw her scent off herself and said that people were lucky if I like them for more than a week and she said"I must be really lucky then!" Oh my god I swear my face was so red. I don't remember the rest well but I think I said something like "I meant like... Like like" and she said, "I know!" Still holds my hand and pulls me into her lap! Even though I have a gut feeling she may be bi, I'm alsways thrown from one side to the other on my thoughts by her actions. Sometimes she ignores me for a long time, other times she's hugging and nuzzling my hair. we were talking about messing with people with two guys at a con and I told them we pretend to date to creep out the bible thumpers in my class((I'm literally one of the only two non Christians/ Catholics)) and she up and asks who would top in our relationship if it was real. I know this rant makes no sense but it's what is going on in my mind now. Sorry for the essay, but I need hug and help(you can PM if you want to help or just talk more I'm very open about everything)

*hug*
I'm not the smartest on this sort of thing, and I can't really offer advice. I can, however, leave my inbox open for anything you'd like to talk about, or if you just need a hug. ^^

I just really need a hug at the moment, I have been crying for a while now...all because I am incredibly paranoid about everything. I think everyone I talk to practically hates me and is just dealing with me because I'm around. My boyfriend went to his church for the whole weekend for some conformation thing, and I had a dream where he was making out with some girl there and the guys and him were going to keep it from me, because it was the girl who kissed him first of something even though he kissed her back, and then I come to find out his friend was going to joke around and say that he did make out with some girl there.
I trust my boyfriend, I just don't trust other people...and I am Jealous easily, and the fact he was with a bunch of girls there too bothers me a little :/ Also I hate that it seems like he gets things so easily, same with other people, and even when I work my hardest I still cant to anything right. I just keep failing.
Things are seeming hopeless again and its killing me. I just want to cry for days and days...which is another reason I have not even been on CS for a while :/
I just...I need a major hug </3

*huge bear hug*
You CAN do things right. Plenty of things. Just think a bit, and I'm sure you'll think of something.
And maybe when you get jealous, think of an amazing memory that you and your boyfriend share. Remind yourself that a memory like that isn't something that he could just forget and move on from, I doubt anyone could.


Alright, I tried to answer everyone on this page who hadn't been answered... Sorry if I failed. It's really hard flip-flopping from topic to topic. Dx
*gives you all one more huge hug*

[c h r i s t m a s]

guys i dont know what to do anymore. on tuesday i have my appointment to see if i need to go back to treatmnet for my eating disorder. I really don't want to, if i do i dont think that i'll be here anymore. i think it will led me to stop eating all in all and make me start doing things i shouldnt do. My depression is starting up again and my mom wants me to start taking my meds again. they DONT help and i feel like im so strange to everyone else that i have to take meds for this. i dont know what to do anymore.

[seep5]

guys i dont know what to do anymore. on tuesday i have my appointment to see if i need to go back to treatmnet for my eating disorder. I really don't want to, if i do i dont think that i'll be here anymore. i think it will led me to stop eating all in all and make me start doing things i shouldnt do. My depression is starting up again and my mom wants me to start taking my meds again. they DONT help and i feel like im so strange to everyone else that i have to take meds for this. i dont know what to do anymore.

*hugs*
I admit I don't know how you feel but...
maybe try simply focusing on the things you love and not worrying about the rest of the world for while, it might help c:

[c h r i s t m a s]

guys i dont know what to do anymore. on tuesday i have my appointment to see if i need to go back to treatmnet for my eating disorder. I really don't want to, if i do i dont think that i'll be here anymore. i think it will led me to stop eating all in all and make me start doing things i shouldnt do. My depression is starting up again and my mom wants me to start taking my meds again. they DONT help and i feel like im so strange to everyone else that i have to take meds for this. i dont know what to do anymore.

*hugs*
I admit I don't know how you feel but...
maybe try simply focusing on the things you love and not worrying about the rest of the world for while, it might help c:

thank you <3

[CeruleanRush]

guys i dont know what to do anymore. on tuesday i have my appointment to see if i need to go back to treatmnet for my eating disorder. I really don't want to, if i do i dont think that i'll be here anymore. i think it will led me to stop eating all in all and make me start doing things i shouldnt do. My depression is starting up again and my mom wants me to start taking my meds again. they DONT help and i feel like im so strange to everyone else that i have to take meds for this. i dont know what to do anymore.

*ear perk*
I heard eating disorder.
I know EXACTLY the position you're in. It's a bit crazy at times...

Scratch that. It's a roller coaster going downhill one hundred miles an hour, right into a brick wall.
As unappealing as treatment sounds, (for an eating disorder, I'm not sure about depression.) it's going to help. Just give it a chance, even if it's a second one, and see if it improves.

If I can recommend anything to you, it would have to be what I use to get around my own eating disorder. If you have the same thing as me, (not wanting to eat in general) then try these. They have a lot of the stuff your body needs, and it's only one thing. As much as I hate it, you can just drink one really fast and move on to other things, instead of having to dwell on eating-related issues. I've been using them for a while now as a shortcut around my own eating disorder. It's a really nice way to avoid eating, while not hurting yourself.
Plus, they don't taste terrible either. :P

Well, there's my little bit of stupid advice...
Over all, just don't give up. *hug*

[Riverspell]

I need someone to PM me, please.

Someone that can handle heavy stuff.

[c h r i s t m a s]

guys i dont know what to do anymore. on tuesday i have my appointment to see if i need to go back to treatmnet for my eating disorder. I really don't want to, if i do i dont think that i'll be here anymore. i think it will led me to stop eating all in all and make me start doing things i shouldnt do. My depression is starting up again and my mom wants me to start taking my meds again. they DONT help and i feel like im so strange to everyone else that i have to take meds for this. i dont know what to do anymore.

*ear perk*
I heard eating disorder.
I know EXACTLY the position you're in. It's a bit crazy at times...

Scratch that. It's a roller coaster going downhill one hundred miles an hour, right into a brick wall.
As unappealing as treatment sounds, (for an eating disorder, I'm not sure about depression.) it's going to help. Just give it a chance, even if it's a second one, and see if it improves.

If I can recommend anything to you, it would have to be what I use to get around my own eating disorder. If you have the same thing as me, (not wanting to eat in general) then try these. They have a lot of the stuff your body needs, and it's only one thing. As much as I hate it, you can just drink one really fast and move on to other things, instead of having to dwell on eating-related issues. I've been using them for a while now as a shortcut around my own eating disorder. It's a really nice way to avoid eating, while not hurting yourself.
Plus, they don't taste terrible either.

Well, there's my little bit of stupid advice...
Over all, just don't give up. *hug*

thanks and about the drinks I cant because they were used as punishment in treatment centers and they are bad and give my mom bad momories. Right before I went into treatment I was MAYBE drinking two or one a day the sidekicks though and when i got in finally I was roombased for over a month with a tube. They said if they waited a couple days for treatment i wouldve died... thanks for the hug <3

[mandalorian]

Can someone pm me?
I can't post it on here,I don't want people to stalk my posts to suddenly hate me. (This is nothing about CS users)