by dead poets society » Tue Apr 09, 2013 4:22 pm
Okay, I need some help. I'm really confused about this guy. I really like him we are friends, and he gives some of the best advice on the face of the planet. He's very helpful and sweet and listens to me with no complaints. He is very selfless and puts others before himself. But I emailed him a long email. Okay, a really long email. When copied and pasted onto word, it was four pages. And I spent two and a half hours typing it up on my iPod. I am dedicated to him and will do almost anything for him, no joke. But three months ago, he stopped emailing me. His last reply was thanking me for the kind email I sent him. And now he's out of my life. No goodbyes or anything. I am so confused by his behavior. What did I do? Was it something I did? .
._. I feel useless.
I have a hard time in school, too. Not with grades, but the social part. I take ACAD (accelerated) classes, and they are easy beyond belief. In second grade, my IQ was higher than the average adult's. I am just off the charts smart, and I'm not trying to brag. I love being that smart, and if I work, I am garunteed a full ride scholarship. School bores me at times because everything is just too easy. The accelerated classes are too easy, so how do I feel about the normal classes? Bored beyond belief. Because I'm so smart and get my work done insanely fast, I have no normal friends. Everyone thinks I'm a goody goody except for my ACAD friends. I don't really mind, because things like that have never hurt me, but people are constantly hitting me up for answers, and that bothers me. I never say yes, but they still ask.
That's all. I just need a hug and some advice. Thanks to anyone who helps.


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