I would like to adopt!
Number: 28
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Name: Dakarai; "happy"
Species:Common Smili
(possibly related to or relocated from Pompeii Smili)
Personality: Dakarai is, well... Dark. He's incredibly friendly, don't get me wrong! But in the name of survival he's likely to kill without shame, if he has to. Purely by the way he was raised, it shouldn't be much of a surprise that he's a bit full of himself too. He might pick a fight just for fun, trying himself as much as whoever he's fighting. Of course, he would never harm a cub, Dakarai knows where the line lies.
Where most Smili choose to live in small (or large) family groups, Dakarai usually lives alone. He has a bit of a private estate, an old castle in which he was born. Smili didn't build it though, man did. Dakarai has never seen man, he knows what they are, but none of them live anywhere that he would come in contact with them. He's not terribly family oriented either, friends and family are there for company, when they die he feels no need for remorse. Death is a fact of life, he sees no point in dramatizing it. Usually after the death of someone he knows, he'll sit quietly for a little while out of respect, maybe bury them, maybe leave them for scavengers, perhaps even eat them, whatever seems more reasonable at the time. But without the soul a body is just a lump of fur, not a real Smili anymore.
Growing up Dakarai was well aware of the world around him. He didn't stay within crumbling walls all the time, much of his youngling years were spent exploring and marveling at nature. To learn the way things worked always made him grin to himself. Without friends to play with, he lost himself in personal competition. He always wanted to see just how much he could learn, just how strong he could get. Doing his best was not enough, his father pushed him hard as well, for which he was grateful. No matter how much paw and claw he took from the large male, he remained quite happy, smiling through it all (he almost always seems to be smiling). His name is quite appropriate for his personality, while perhaps a bit of an ironic joke as well.
Likes: Dakarai likes lots of things. He likes to learn how things work, to explore and push himself to the limits. He loves the burning sun as it beats down on soft white snow. The grey and brown colors of ancient stones, the sound of strange creatures baying off in the distance, and the bizarre six legged lamb like lizzard creatures that sometimes slink around in the upper towers of the castle (it doesn't really have rooms, it's very, very old). He sometimes chases them for fun and enjoys the strange noises they make.
Dislikes: One of the things that really peeves him is rain. He doesn't mind snow, since he grew up with it around 3/4's of the year, but rain he finds just annoying. When it's thunder in the distance, lightning dancing across the sky, he doesn't mind that so much. But unlike snow, rain tends to soak his fur and make him miserable, or as close to miserable as he gets. Just about the only other thing he really doesn't like is feeling helpless. Nobody likes feeling helpless, least of all Dakarai, he has a need to feel in control, to be able to take care of himself.
Background:(told from his own point of view, it seemed more appropriate in this case
Note: This is just his background, not an episode from it (hopefully it explains a bit why he's the way he is), if I manage to get him I'll get a link for that and post it in the TaN fan club if anyone wants to check up on it)
I was born in a cold place. A place not void of life, but sustaining very little of it. It seems as if it snowed all the time, every single day. What my parents were thinking when they decided to call such a place home is beyond me. We lived amongst ruins of what must have been, many many years ago, a castle. A fairly large castle as well, it could have sustained tens of Smilis like us, before it began to crumble. The outer walls still stood firmly, but some of the towers had fallen partially or completely, all but two of the actual rooms no longer remained, their stones littering the ground like a graveyard. Although, most of the time the stones were all covered in snow. Some were sharp too, if you weren’t careful and went gallivanting through the snow, and you landed in the wrong spot, you’d slice your paw up real nice (which I did on a number of occasions). But in all honesty, it was absolutely beautiful.
My parents met not far from the ruins, in a large tribe of about thirty Smilis. My father, a 24 year old bachelor, was the son of the leading elder, the youngest son, an accident. Because of the shame he caused the leading elder, my father never gained much respect, no matter how handsome his grey fur was. It was partially this that drove him towards my mother, a beautiful female wanted by nearly every sexually mature male. He had a sort of fighting spirit about him, and to “capture her love” would be proof that he could achieve something without the respect of other males. Of course, his idea of love was a bit more centered around lust. I never really learned exactly how he did manage to make her his mate, and I’m not entirely certain I would want to know. But in the end he got her, and it caused quite an outrage from the rest of the tribe (or at least, the other males who wanted her). When it was discovered that she was expecting cubs, in short, they were booted out permanently, to the delight of my father and disbelief of my mother. I’m sure they really did love each other, no matter how un-pure my father, but what really brought them together was none other than me.
So they moved to the ruins, for it seemed a good place as far as protection went. My mother dug a den, going past the snow, into the brownish soil, and bordering the grey castle stones. Apparently they thought everything out well, so the way I was born was absolutely, undoubtedly uneventful and completely normal. My mother went into labor during the day, my father stood guard over the castle, and within a relatively short amount of time I popped into the world. In the eyes of my parents I was perfect, strong and healthy. My eyes were closed, but I was brought into this world hearing the soft croons of them both, warm and comforting. I huddled in the gentle curves of my mother, her milk tasting sweet on my tongue. A young Smili could not have been more content.
At birth, like all young Smili, my fur was light and lacked color or pattern. But I grew quickly, and my fur darkened, a lot (which of course pleased my parents, being that they were both relatively dark furred). Soon I blended in more with the building than the snow, and hardly even with that. Brown on top and charcoal grey on bottom. It’s a good thing too, because when I opened my eyes for the first time my parents were there, beaming at their little smoothie mixed son, so obviously proud of my looks. Finally my father had not one, but two things to be proud of, and they named me Dakarai; happy.
As I grew under the constant watch of my guardians, I too became a prideful creature, thinking myself to be just about the greatest thing in the world. Since there were no other cubs around, I learned from the best as well. However, I think my mother was slightly less than ecstatic that my father was the one to teach me how to fight. He was exceptionally good at it, and I don’t mean that in a light hearted way. If she hadn’t been there 24/7 he probably would have killed me on accident, no matter how much he did love the little bundle of fur that I was.
When I wasn't sparring with my father or exploring the way things worked, I enjoyed messing with these creatures that sometimes could be seen around the castle walls. I called them Stonechasers, because they usually stayed in the shadows of the stones and I liked to shase them. They had six legs, and features that resembled both lambs and lizards. They were very odd, and huge. Most of them were as big as if not bigger than myself, certainly longer (and Smilis are pretty darn long). I would seek them out and chase them, which often got me in trouble. They were impossible to catch unless they wanted to be caught, and with six legs they were very fast. Sometimes they would even chase me if I teased them, and they always caught me.
My mother would scold me for chasing and teasing, but she was amused as much as anything. Besides, she didn't really need to be sore about it, the Stonechasers always gave me a piece of their mind if I didn't appear to know when to stop. I got a decent amount of small wounds from them. But for some reason they were always gentle enough not to seriously injure me. Perhaps because of my parents, perhaps because they too found me amusing. Yet as it got colder, summer rolling into winter (there wasn't much in the way of autumn or spring, the months blended almost evenly into two seasons) the Stonechasers would dissapear. I do not know where they went, probably to some place warmer, but I always wanted to know what was beyond this place, where the Stonechasers went, what other strange creatures were out there, and if there really were other kinds of Smili.
But life goes on, no matter what it is you wish to do or how much you dream. It was not many nights after I reached the proud age of 44 seasons (11 years) that menacing clouds rolled in, bringing with them the harsh wind and cold that could mean only a blizzard. Indeed it was a blizzard, the worst blizzard any of us had lived though I suspect. The three of us huddled in a lower floor room of the old broken castle. It wasn’t much cover, there were holes in the roof and one wall was missing, but it was our only shelter. As the night wore on the stones began to shift and some fell individually. I huddled beneath my mother, while my father sat a little ways off, staring into the snow with a forboding look in his eyes. Suddenly a particularly strong gust hit hard, some wood from a tower was blown out and fell onto the roof of the room where we lay. I looked up in time to see the roof collapse. I do not remember seeing anything else, my mother was silent through the whole thing, deep in calm sleep, but it seems as if my father cried out, probably in warning. Many hours, or perhaps even days passed before I awakened. Bruised and sore, I had been laying with one paw on top of my head and my back partly on a castle stone. With what luck was I nearly unscathed? All was calm now, I looked about, expecting to find my mother there to bring me some meat, for I was too sore to think of getting any myself. Of course, she was not there, nor was my father. I do not know to this day where my father is, but my mother remains in the same spot, her body frozen beneath the snow (most of the time, in the summer it’s not uncommon for the snow to melt) and fallen debris.
It was in this way that I, a young adult, was thrust into reality. You must remember that I am a wild animal, I did not grieve long for my lost caretakers, they were necessary to me once, but now that this was no longer the case, it was time to move on anyway. I have always been a confident soul, hard but kind to a degree. Now the castle was mine, and mine alone most of the time.
But now that I was alone things that hadn't seemed significant suddenly came to light. The Stonechasers got to be more like friends, I began to understand more about them. I was too old to chase them (I could have, but diginity kept me from it), so they didn't mind me as much. They came and went as they liked, and I enjoyed studying them. It was like mutual respect that these mysterious creatures and I had. The Stonechasers would watch me as much as I observed them. I was a skilled hunter, 7/10's of my hunts were sucessful, (which is pretty darn good for a stalky legged predator) and they seemed to know it.
Well, now when they left for the colder part of the year I felt more lonely than ever. Something deep inside of me said "Go, this place is yours, it will always be yours, but you must learn to leave it, to find what you seek." And indeed there were things I wanted to see, places I wanted to go. I smiled to myself, a slightly crooked, toothy smile. Oh, what a wonderful test it would be. I could test my knowledge, test my strength, and perhaps I could even gain from a bit of globe-trotting. So that's what I did. You have to earn power, and the adventure this requires is generally not going to knock on your front door. To earn power is something you must do yourself, it won't come to you, you have to go out and get it. So I walk with pride, grin in whatever crooked way I want, and most importantly, I am Dakarai, I am happy.
A picture you drew: YUSH, I actually did it! Haha, even if I don't win, I had so much fun drawing this, I've even gotten into this bizarre mind-set where he seems like... hot. 8D *freak* Anyway, whoever wins, I hope he goes to a really good home.
Done using photoshop:

And another one. This done with ink and finger smeared watercolor pencil:
