by oikawa » Thu Apr 05, 2012 9:45 am
Am I starting to like him? heeelp ._.
So theres this guy. Lets call him J. okay?
So I have 7th period with J. Hes a really small guy that has a sort-of high pitched voice. LOL. Im a biggish-tall girl. (As in I have a big rib-cage and a big waist, but im not fat.) Anyway. Well, he makes me laugh and stuff, and today I was cracking up when people were presenting thier projects and I tried to keep quiet, because the conduct is a grade. He always gives me his lunch in 7th period because he never eats it. He's really nice to me, even though we tease each other. I text him almost every day, when im on the bus, because the bus is really boring for me. We also trust each other alot. Like, we told each other secrets and things, serious secrets.
But the thing is, he and my bestfriend, lets call her A, dont like each other. Actually, hate is a better word. They got into fights last year over the summer, and stopped talking to each other even though they were GREAT friends. He used to like her and she used to like him and then they disagreed over I dont know what. They used to hate each other with a passion, but now they are just strangers.
Back to J and me. Well one day i was feeling really insecure because of insults and I was texting him. And I called myself fat. Wow. He stuck up for me, and stated that i wasent. He supported me, although he didnt call me beautiful, or pretty, he still supported me. Never had a boyfriend, dont want to, at the moment. I have never felt anything toward him, but im just looking back on my actions and wondering. And I still dont feel anything unusual. Help me?