
Username: Aysan1
Kennel Number: 126
Name [of pet]: Etsuki
Gender [of pet]: Male
Breed/Species [of pet]: Spirit cat-
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It's morning, in early april, night draining, color comming into the citys darkness.
The streets were crowded as the day dawned, brimming with a lovely essence. "Etsuki, come on!" the fermiliar voice is calling me. A remembered face. I couldn't forget that voice, and his gentle, proud steps. My best friend, a smile set onto my lips. "Shinugiya."
I'll find you... once again. . .Then the dream ends.
"Shinu... giya." Doesn't live in my mind anymore. Atleast, I wish. I wish that he'd just go away. He was already gone, but I needed to forget. He's always in my memory, always bothering my thoughts. An endless little germ. You know what I hate? I can't, I can't come to hate him.
Thouse times, we were always happy, smiling and enthusiastic. What happened to thouse times? Did you really
ever forget? I know, i'd forgive everytime you've hurt me. If I could only see you again.
I guess you can say we grew up. But I doubt it, sitting in the drays of hell. Always wonder where the colors gone. Of course, it's not drab, there are many things, good and bad around each corner. But... no one would get why I wish to go to the outside world, why I want to see him again.
I guess we should go back. To the beggening.
:. How things really start in life .:
:. How this is going to happen .:
I blinked, dazed at the sight infront of me. It was really him! Breathes gasping out of me, I yelped out his name, terror filling into my eyes. He couldn't be trying to kill me. "Shinugiya!" There must be a reason. I don't get it. My heart started sinking. The slight exitment in me vanishing as the horror ran through my body. Like shocking jolts of electricity, filling me with pain. Then he spoke. His voice was gastly, my breath stopping where it was, I shook wildly, only being able to force myself to catch breathes. The terror only grew at the exitment... why? My heart sank farther. My eyes, as hard as I tried to avert them.. would not leave him, as my heart.
My heart bubbled into the sadening sea, as I tried to deny every word that told me- this wasn't
my Shinugiya. It was him though! He was standing right infront of me. "Shinugiya!" Ears drumming, deep pounding in my chest, my trust started to crackle away too. The tears overwhelmed me in my state of shock, flowing down my face as I stared.
I can't take it. I really can't. Leaping foreward I wrapped my arms around his body, and moaned in my tears. His paw around my body, I instantly felt the warmth. "Don't cry." His voice, it was still the same. It portected me from all that was bad in life itself.
:. And how I was without you .:
It was dark in the room like space. Only a dim light shinning overhead. From the uneasy lonley feeling, I could tell.. I was alone. The blurryness in my eyes made me incapable of noting what was causing the light above me, but I still wobbled up, trynig not to think. I found Shinugiya, I was held in his arms, he let me be safe there once more. He tried to kill me, he looked like, like he didn't remember... I was clueless really. I still am. To the subject at hand, thats twirling around me annoyingly. And if I think too much about it, then I know where my mind will head. And it terrfies me, ideas that make my heart sink past the boundaries already possible.
So maybe, if I can, i'll stop thinking. I sighed, sitting up, touching my legs, scraped and brused. It was all quite, so when I leaned back into the air behind me I wasn't expecting to hear movment infront of the paper like, screen door. Seeing shadows mildly, I gave in to a worried though, holding my breath, tentative to every movment. Finally the screen opened. Shinugiya! Though my exitment curdling was short lived as someone stepped beside him. And older looking male, gaze cold towards me. I couldn't help fidgiting, I really couldn't, uncomfortable as hell, stomach churning me of. "Mmmm."
He grabbed me by the arm and I yelped, being dragged despite my terrified gaze towards Shinugiya, who to my horror did nothing. I grabbed onto his hand eather way, holding on tight, eyes shut and body shacking wildly enough to think the floor was vibraiting around me. "D-don't.. let them.. take me.. away!" I yelped again as the other guy, unkown to me gave a hefty tug, dragging my brused feet across the wooden floor, hand flying out of my old friends. By now the tears in my eyes were frozen over. Why? Why did he do nothing? Why was he watching this, why couldn't, his hand even hold mine, for... One. Reassuring. Secound?
Why? I screamed. "Shinugiya!" Then it seamed everything was frozen. Why.. ? From my outstretched hand, I felt the warmth, another hand grabbed mine. "Shinu.. giya.. " I gave a smile that said the world to me. How much did it mean.. to him?
Damn it. How could I forgive this guy so easly. I always would. And I hate the idea. "Esu.. are you going soft now? Did they do something to your brain?" The guy tugged, and I could feel my nails digging into Shinugiya's hand to keep stable. "No Terry." He said firmly, making me quiver at his strong voice. "I," he tugged me right out of the guys arm, who i'm easly guessing is Terry, and pulled me right into his arms, where I was glad to be. In the warmth and safety. "I just wish to find out what's really going to happen, find some things out before running off killing things." My eyes grew wide in terror. "K-killing things?" I whispered, apperently not too quietly. Because Terry was quick to hiss the words, "You better be carefull you little.. "
I gasped, pushing myself more into Shinugiya's embrace. "I-I-I don't want to be killed!" My voice shook. His hand touched my head, and I felt the warmth surge through me. "I know.. you won't, dont worry." There was that smile again. How could I not trust it? I am such a fool. I jerked away, stumbling and falling on the things put neatly on the floor. "H-how do you know?! Why should I trust you? I took your hand and you waited. If that happens another time, there mite not be a hand to grab onto... atleast not one from someone alive." I gulped, uneasyness bubbling in my chest, accompanying the simply agonizing pain in my throut.
He hestaited, the secound of silence seaming like an eternity. When he stepped back, behind the door I lunged foreward, not letting him go. "Don't leave!" The worry and lonelyness instantly falling into my stare. I gulped, taking a long breath and watching him step back inside. Bouth of us sighing at the same time, to my suprise and disposition bouth. The door closed and he gave to sit on the fabric I had slept on, me fallowing like a mislead puppy to it's momma. "So, tyke.. this Shinugiya.. who is he?"
My eyes opened wide. How could he not know who he was? My Shinugiya...
my Shinugiya. I felt rattled, staring into his eyes. "That's.. you." He frowned, creases going over his forehead. "Me? No.. i'm Ets-"... I stopped him, I couldn't bare to listen to him, calling himself by a different name. "Shinugiya!" I stumbled on the words, thinking about all that we had spent our lives out. "You were always Shinugiya! H-how can you not remember?!" I know i'd already cried too much, but once again the tears welled up, brimming my eyes. "Shinu-" My breath got shacky. "-giya.. "
He layed me back tentativly, pulling the blanket over me and touching my head. "I should get you some-" I grabbed his arm in an instant. "Don't leave!" He gasped and pulled my grip from him, touching my head. "I'll get some water." He must have sean the fear in my eyes because he quickly added in, "Be right back."
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Username: Aysan1
Kennel Number: 149
Name [of pet]: Shinugiya //Called Esuto by his "team" usually called Esu for short
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You know what I hate the most... ? "Thouse damn spirit cats!" I'll never like one, enjoy the company of thouse vespid vermins. I always hated them. I'm sure, even before I lost my memory... I must have
hated them with all the power in my will. How could I not? There was never a pull towards them.
Just this uneasy feeling, like I needed to see something, something important, and so I saw something.
Right thing or not, it become something. The feeling I was engroused in. The feeling that played such a big roll on my life. The feeling that... camptured me.
I will
KiLLThe uneasy feeling never leaves me, I guess I keep expecting it to go. Now that i've found my true calling. But it just won't. What? Does it want me to make nice- nice with the spirit cats or something? Get myself dead. Okay, well, i've listened to it for so long. It's gotten me far. But now, I just want it to go away.
This is my true calling, this is what I was born to do, this is... faith.
Trusting blindly. Accepting without knowing. Just because it is not there, infront of your eyes doesn't mean, it is not real. And isn't faith what this is.. ? Or am I wrong?
I can't stand being wrong. "Faith is believing things that common sence tell you
not to."
Hah.. maybe like getting close to a spirit cat.
I don't remember any of it.. but, in the beggening.
:. How things really start in life .:
:. How this is going to happen .:
I'm staring right into it's eyes! Into his eyes. Light violet-blue eyes, shinning bright with terror. And sadness. Sadness as he calls some uknown name. "Shinugiya!" The terror and sadness all swirls into his eyes, washing away the exitment, creating an embacy of emotion. An embacy with a flower, flower that's crippling and falling, suddenly my imagination, my mind see's something, as the waters pour out of the embacy, like tears, tears as the flower starts to fall. And I notice it. in the water I don't see myself. But... I am the flower. Shacking my head, I tug out of the trance and growl, wich has the only other one in this room flinching. "You ready to die?!" Their was actual exitment in my voice, to just whipe off these uneasy feelings. But... thouse eyes, they just kept on staring at me, as if his heart had already fallen, and was sinking deep into the waters, the oceon of tears, but what lost me the most was the crackling look of trust... lost.
"Shinugiya!" he called again, panting and coughing in pain, more so than I expected. One more time. "Shinugiya. . ." This time, his voice shook too much from the pain, his lip quivered as he gave gasping breathes. Though, even if it was the first, that's not what suprised me. It was the tears, and how he clung to my torso, holding me close, and even murrmuring into my fur, words I didn't understand. I could have swiped my sword, had his head off im a secound, but I didn't. And that's what suprised me most. I let a paw go over him, wrap around him as I kept from moving too crazily. "Don't cry.. " It was weird. How could I be doing this?
My voice was soft as I lifted him onto my lap, or more like between my legs. No. I couldn't be possible. That my pure hatred had been resolved with this little one. I'd kill him, I would. Sometime. I would.
"Shinugiya... " he looked up at me with the most innocent and hell ridden look. "Yes... ?" I answered warmly. Who was I? All that they really called me was Stone, I can't remember a name after that. He sniffled pathetically, looking tired and sickly. "Please... don't leave me... again." Again.. ? His eyes closed, and he was rested, and as I tried to creep off, I instantly noticed the heavyness at my paws. he wouldn't let go, red-ish ragged fur clinging to my leg.
With a stiff sigh, I picked him into my mouth, he was moderatly small, he could be lifted, well smaller than me, yet bigger than a mouse, as it was obviose. I wasn't much of a big dog, and he beside me, we set off each other. "Shinugiya.. " He nuzzled his face into my back fur, as I placed him there. His voice now dreamy, and content. How simple, I smiled and chuckled. Just like a kid. Huh? "Sssh.. " A soft, barely noticable coo escaped me.
:. And how I was without you .:
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